Happy New Year!

Dear peoples,

:)

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

Won't be sms-ing anybody, because I will walk into 2009 broke. :p

So, to everyone who's reading this,
consider yourself wished by me and hugged into oblivion. :)

*BIG HUG*

2008 was not the best of years.
Came close to being the worst, but didn't quite make it.
Thankfully.

I want nothing out of the coming year.
I just want my life to be simple, uncomplicated...without distractions.

I make no resolutions this year.

And I have no expectations.

Maybe it's better this way. :)

And so we welcome 2009,
may it be a good, good year for all of us.
Cheers.

Hugs from me and Pinkie,
Love,
Vidya

Moooo-vies :)

Haven't been properly updating for awhile.
Mainly because I've been out the past few nights.

I am terribly tired, to the extent that I'm not sleepy.

You see, on Sunday night, we wanted to go out...us cousins la.
Just for a drink or something.
But then suddenly we decided we'd go watch the new Shah Rukh movie...midnight show at Pyramid.
But the tickets were all sold out.
Since we were already in the mood to watch a movie, we decided to pick something else la.
Almost everything else was full, so our only options were Bolt and The Day the Earth Stood Still.
We picked the 2nd movie la.
And after we bought the tickets, we saw the poster.
And it suddenly hit us tat we may have just bought tickets for an alien movie.


This movie kan.
Is.
By far.
THE STUPIDEST MOVIE I have ever watched in my entire life.
I mean of all the stupid movies I have watched : Toolbox Murders, Halloween, Pathology, Cursed...this one takes the cake.

Story like this la.
Keanu Reeves is an alien.
Who has come to save the earth.
(konon)
Then theres this one part where the heroine is trying to figure things out...
(the quotes are NOT verbatim, I'm just spewing out what I can roughly remember)
"You said you came to save the Earth...but you're trying to destroy us?
You're saving the Earth but not us?
You're saving the Earth from us?"

No, really.
How shocking.
-__-

And then theres this huge sphere, in which Mr Reeves landed.


And then theres this Robocop-like thingy.


Can you see it?
The red light comes from its one eye.

And then suddenly towards the end of the story, it turns out that Robocop is actually made out of metallic insects that suddenly decide to disperse and start vaporising buildings and people.


Metallic insects.
Damn, I wish I could find a picture of it to show you all.
Classic, I tell you.

Oh, and then kan, theres this one scene where Keanu Reeves and some Chinese guy are conversing in Mandarin...half the conversation is in chinese ok, and they provide us with subtitles...
...and then suddenly they switch to English.
o_O
Cannot converse in English the whole time you know.
Must half this one half that one.

Then theres this one part where Mr Alien astounds us with us profound logic :
"If the Earth dies, you die.
If you die, the Earth survives"
Oh and then of course got emo emo parts la :
"We can change...you have to give us a chance...don't do this to us!"

*yawn*
Stupidest movie.
EVER.

Already I don't like Keanu Reeves.
I like alien movies less.

And then on Monday, we had to get up early-ish and start getting ready for Chithra's reception dinner.
First of all, all the relatives must come visit la.
Then must get ready in the afternoon, cos there were ten thousand people and only 3 bathrooms.
Then with all the people changing and all, no one managed to squeeze in a nap la.

Then we went for the dinner.
Left early though, cos we really wanted to watch that Shah Rukh Khan movie.
:p

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi
(A Couple Made by God)


Look at him la.
Nerds Inc. Pvt. Ltd.
LOL.

But the movie was good la.
Really funny.
And Shah Rukh seems to have improved on his crying skills (that was the only thing I ever had against him)
He's like this total nerd la, and he goes to his ex-teacher's daughter's wedding...and falls in love with the bride.
Then what happens is the bridegroom meets with an accident on the way and dies, and the brides father gets a heart attack, so he asks his daughter to marry Shah Rukh, because he feels that with him, she would be in safe hands.
(phew...long sentence)
So this girl doesn't love Shah Rukh la of cos.
Then what this Shah Rukh will do, he will go get a makeover,


and then he'll go to her dance school to surprise her (she loves dancing), but then somehow he ends up as her dance partner for some competition.
And she doesn't recognise that he's actually her husband.
Soooo...he won't tell her that its him.
So then its like hes playing a double role.
The nerd at home, and the clumsy bad boy at the dance school.


She eventually falls in love with his wannabe-bad-boy personality.

Then he gets all emo and says she doesn't love the guy she married, but the guy in her dance school instead...which isn't who he really is.
...
I got a bit confused at this part too.
Considering both guys in question are...well, the same guy.
I suppose he had a point la.
I didn't see it.
Anyway, at the end, she'll say she cannot leave her husband for the dance-school guy,
so he happy. :)
And then right at the end, she finds out they're the same person.
Then she happy. :)
And so they live happily ever after.


LOL.
Ok damn potong steam.
Sorry la, I'm not that good at story-telling.

I like the bad boy Shah Rukh better.
Ah well.
:)

Love the songs though.

Oh ya,
halfway thru the movie.. around 2am la.
The movie stopped, and the cinema lights came on.
So we sat for about ten minutes in absolute cluelessness, before both my bros-in-law decided to go investigate.
Apparently the fella up there knocked the reel from the projector.
-___-
I think he over-excited edi.
Sigh.
By the time we came back it was 3.

And then today went KLCC.

Btw don't you think Datuk SRK looks quite good in this pic?
I think he looks quite good. :p


OK la, this post is way too long already.
Byebye. :)

~vid~

Chinese-ness

Hello sayangs :)

I very sleepy.
But can't sleep because I'm scared I wont get up in time to get ready for dinner.
So many people here.
I is be multitasking.
While listening to my cousins pick what to wear.
I keep hearing the wrong things. :)

Aiya, everybody here already.
I should go now.
Argh.

I just had one thing to say la.
Yesterday was like the one day I didn't drown myself in Taiwanese dramas or Fahrenheit videos...
and then we went to watch a movie in MV.
English movie.
And halfway through it, Keanu Reeves starts talking in Mandarin.
Mandarin.

Wth wei.
Ok la that's it la.
If today I hear ANY chinese at all, I'm taking it as a sign.
:)

Ok nvm.
Super incoherent today.

Whee~

Ok byebye.



~vid~

Summary

Lazy.

Bored.

Quite emo.

Feel like a total jerk.

Argh.
Proper update tomorrow.

~vid~

Just wanted to let it all out ~ Emo Post.

I am so damn irritated its not even funny.
I cannot take it already la.

vid says:
dahlah since start holidays ive been ffk-ing ppl
fiona says:
YEA
fiona says:
I KNOW

Okay, first off, to all the people I've been ffk-ing.
Sorry la, k.
I'm not doing it on purpose. Heaven knows, I want to go out.
It's just I'm really tied down with everything right now.

Y'all see la.
Starting of holidays already, I had to come JB.
The day I finished exams itself I had to leave. Then stay here for awhile.

Then when we came back, we didn't have a maid.
I don't need to elaborate on that la rite?
Wan come online oso I could only come after 11...definitely not in a situation where I can just drop everything and go out with friends.

Then when our maid came, there was some problem with her.
I couldn't just leave my mum and go right?
And around that time, my brother came home.
NEXT DAY itself my dad's cousins came (this one another big story la).
Next day, we sent our maid back.
Then lucky my auntie's maid was there for a while la. Cos must jaga these people rite?
Came all the way from India what.
Must show them around and all.
And my mother used to stay at home sometimes, because of her back n all, so I have to go out with them. Because got a lady there, so not nice ask her to go out with all the men.
-______-

Then, must come JB again.
And I know I promised everyone I'd try to squeeze them in this weekend...
because we're sposed to drop my dad's cousins off in Melaka on our way back to Subang tmr, so they can spend some time with other relatives.
So I thought the weekend would be relative-free.
BUT GET THIS LA.
They love us so much that they want to come back on Saturday.

WTF LAAAAAA.

And then my mum's cousins pulak came from India today.
Cos got some wedding dinner on Monday.
So by Sunday half the pattalam will converge on our house.
And duno when they going back.
Maybe Tuesday.
Earliest.

Then, still have to show the India people (both groups) KLCC la, Putrajaya la, duno wat wat all la summore.

THEN.
They going back on next Saturday, 3rd Jan.
I have to go back to vista on Sunday, 4th Jan.

THEN RITE.
(story havent finish)
Not enough these people come from India, suddenly their son got so excited hearing their stories of Malaysia...
...HE WANTS TO COME TOO.
IN JANUARY.
And then, this is the best part la.
My mom goes like "Oh, my son is going back on the 10th of January, ask your son to come before that!"

We don't have maid you know.
And we're going to have ten thousand people in the house.
-___-

So yeah.
Owed explanations.
I'm really sorry if I can't meet up with you people before y'all leave.
I'll try la ok, I really will try.

My holiday has been ruined.
I hardly got to spend time with my brother, unless you count time spent sitting in the car from one place to another.
AND everybody has seemed to have forgotten that I have to PACK because I'm MOVING to a new apartment next sem.
All that not important you know.

Aiya.
I duno la.
Damn fed up already.
Feel like crying but don't see the point in it.

Sorry la, make you all read emo, frustrated post all, just didn't know where else to let it out.

~vid~

Update! :) (well, sort of)

This is going to be a newsy post.
Can't promise pictures...it might be just words after words.
See la my mood as I go along. :)

Went to sleep at 2 this morning, partly because I only came online at 12, and the other part because I lost track of time after I got online.
I don't quite understand it, you know.
I don't do much online.
There's hardly anyone on msn (that I actually talk to) around that time.
I have no one to stalk.
My facebook is as dead as my friendster.
And my emails consist of comic subscriptions.
ZITS!


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Yes, my life is very sad.
Pretty soon I'm going to move into a little crooked house on a little crooked lane and keep ninety crooked cats.
nyeh~

Btw, I think this picture is soooooo adorable I cannot tahan.


Maybe ninety cats wouldn't be too bad. :p
(uncrooked la of cos)

BUT,
I want a dog!
I want a Welsh Corgi!
I've mentioned this before...in some super long post with the pictures of the dog.
And I still want that breed.
Cos its small, with big pointy ears, and its terribly adorable.




Anybody feeling generous enough to buy me pets?
Actually, hamster oso can la, for now.

(tats a hamster rite??)

Until I'm rich enough to go buy my Welsh Corgi doggie on my own. :)
...and find someone to help me look after it of course.
*coughcoughhinthint*
keke.

Felt sorry for y'all la.
I saw the look on your faces when y'all read :
Can't promise pictures...it might be just words after words.
HAHA.
So since I'm nice, I decided to chuck a couple of pictures in.
whee~

Btw, Kington, if you're reading this, my psychic sense is back. :p

Mmmm.
I can't quite remember what I started this post for, but I'm pretty sure it had nothing to do with cats and dogs...and hamsters.

OH YA.
I REMEMBER.

*drumroll*
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! :)

Haha.
See la. What did I want to write, and what did I end up writing.

But yeah, anyway,
to all my kawan-kawan...I seriously don't remember which of you are Christian, and which aren't,
so if I accidentally leave you out on my sms-for-xmas list,
please consider yourself "Merry-Christmas-ed" by me ok??
Cos I very blur wan.
Y'all know that rite?

Anyway, again la...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I sayangs everybody ok?
ok. :)

~vid~

p.s. I msg everybody in the morning la yea, my phone charging now. :p

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Every once a month, I wish I wasn't born a girl.

~vid~

Beach trip

I is going to the beach today~!

And its raining like nobody's business.
Don't care.
Mau pergi beach jugak.

Nyek nyek nyek~

~vid~

Of skeletons and unexpected closet exits.

It was out of the blue.
Sudden confessions. Things I didn't want to hear.
Skeletons out of the closet.
Memories that I had kept hidden away.

And today, it all came back.
Everything, everything just welled up and crashed like a wave out of the raging ocean.



I'm starting to shatter again.
Hairline crack.
Hold on, child, hold on.

all rights reserved, vidya pillai, 2008

~vid~

Today?!

I forgot to on my alarm last night.
So...I woke up at 10 this morning.
O_O
Now my nose is a mess, and I have a horrible headache. Sleep too much wth.

*Streee-eee-eee-eetch*

Sometime last week la,
my mum was saying we going to JB on Tuesday (Note : TODAY is Tuesday).
But then she didn't say anything more about it la.

Then over the past few days,
I somehow got it fixed in my brain that we couldn't possibly be going on Tuesday,
cos my aunt gets back from Miri on Tuesday...
...and my dad gets back from Lumut on Tuesday.
I mean they can't just transit in the house for half n hour then pack up n go JB rite?

So I very hardworkingly assumed (by myself) that the plan had been changed,
and that we were only going on Wednesday.

(I tell you my brain is messed up)

Then kan I woke up late today, so everybody went out already.
So I was home alone la, stoning at the comp as usual...then suddenly my mum calls.

Mum : Eh please go pack your clothes ah...we going JB later.
Me : *stone for 5 seconds* What...we...today!?
Mum : Yes. Faster go pack.
Me : TODAY!?

This is why we should never assume.

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Oh, and by the way, I hate packing.


Wouldn't it be nice if I had some sort of magic suitcase thingamajiggy...
Like kan, you know in Harry Potter rite,
the Weasley's are forever expanding their house and their car...
Some Expanding Spell rite, they have?
I want that.
So I could expand my suitcase.
And dump my whole room in it.
Of course that would leave a big hole in my house la.
Might as well pack the whole house rite?
hmm.

Or or or...have you guys read the Flyaway Cottage?
Super old book, by Enid Blyton...I had it as a kid. The one where the whole house just uproots and flies.
Kan best?
Then no need waste petrol oso.
Ahh. :)

Life is alot more fun when you can imagine.

My fingers are freezing.
Argh.
ok bye. :)

~vid~

Run

My holidays have been about running away from all my problems.
Its so safe at home.
No matter what, everything can just be pushed out. Nothing can enter the safe sanctuary I have here.

Realizing that I have just 14 days left...
...wake up call, man.

Another 14 days and I have to go back to that...that...that @(*$# IMU.
And settle all my pending monetary problems.
And go face all the people I've been avoiding for the past one month plus.

Tension siot.

Soooo....I went running. :)
It's been ages since I've worked out at all, I think I stopped before exams.
And honestly...
I missed it.
O_O


I know, I know...I'm shocked at myself too.

It's just...I don't know why.
I was pretty tensed up today, and I just felt like breaking some sweat.
Like sweating all my problems away.


Or maybe I just needed that dose of happy endorphins. :):)
The runner's high.
Damn, I missed that.

So I iz happy now. :)
Very relaxed.

My muscles are going to ache like nobody's business tmr.
And for some reason...that makes me happier.
I think I is still euphorically high. :p

nyeh~

~vid~

~I love the way I can always pick you out first from a group photo. :)~

I'z emo mouse-cat.

Uni starts in 14 days.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I DOWAN GO BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

~vid~

Do Not Touch

I don't like touchy people.

Correction : I don't like touchy guys.

I mean, I don't mind if you're one of the boys I grew up with, or if you're one of my best friends,
but if I don't know you,
then don't get all touchy with me.
Don't put your arms on my shoulders, don't hold my hands, don't touch my hair.
Just...GET AWAY!
If my hair needs pushing back from my face, I can do it MYSELF thank you very much.

I don't care if our forefathers were f*cking twins...I still don't know you, so DON'T force yourself into my personal space.
I hate people who do that.
And if I don't like you, I'll show it.
I don't care if you're my supposed-to-be-cousin or uncle or whatever.
If I don't like you I won't be nice to you. I'm frank that way.

I know this will make me sound bloody arrogant, but I don't care.
I'm off limits.

DON'T. TOUCH. ME.

~vid~

-__-

I hate her.

I HATE HER.

~vid~

Very interrupted post.

Sigh. (LOL. Starting post edi got sigh. :p)

This Nuffnang thing ah...in 11 days, I have made 75 cents. :(
Damn sad case la.
I is broke.
I.
NEED.
money.
Whoever is reading this please click more on the ads tq. :)

And omg la.
Fahrenheit is coming to Msia end of March.

(not like I listen to their songs also. got ulterior motive wan. :p)
Sedih aku.
No gang to go watch.
YA LA.
Everyone wan go Australia and leave me here alone rite??
-__________-
Dowan fren you all edi.
Hmph.

...
I keep getting interrupted while typing this post.
Argh.
Continue after dinner la..nyek~

OMG LA.
The fella at the back got new tv I think.
Volume soooooo bloody high.
My windows were closed ok, and the curtains were down, and still I could hear sound.
At first I thought the music player on my phone was on.
Crazy.
On TV until so loud.

And my brother lost his FIFA CD.
Problem is, we both have this habit of randomly stuffing CDs into random covers.
So most of the time, you won't find the FIFA CD in the FIFA cover.
Spent 45 minutes going through each and every cover wtf.
And guess where we finally found it?
In the Nokia XpressMusic Software Installation CD cover.
-_____-
Should start putting the CDs away in their proper covers sigh.

Aiya. Cannot think anymore.
So for now...byebye dun miss me.
:D

xoxo

~vid~

Hana Kimi

Today was a lousy day.
Of all the lousy days in a year, today was by far the lousiest.
It wasn’t a bad day.
Just lousy.
Heh.
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Finished Hana Kimi today.

Ending damn potong steam laaaa…
(Suh Ming, if you’re planning to watch it then don’t read this post lol)

The story is like this la.
The heroine likes this one guy.
And hes studying in an all-boys school.
So she pretends to be a guy, so she can go study with him also. Then they end up becoming roommates.

Then the hero knows that she’s pretending, from the beginning itself. But then he wont say anything cos he somehow fell in love with her la.
But then the heroine duno tat the hero knows that shes pretending to be a girl.
Damn complicated wtf.

Then at the end they sposed to confess.
Heroine must tell hero tat actually she’s a girl.
And hero must tell heroine that actually he knew it all this while.
And MOST IMPORTANTLY must tell each other that they love each other rite?!

Then last episode kan, for duno wat reason they must run around here n there,
then when trying to confess they must fight..
”I confess first!”
“NO I confess first!”
Like seriously, JUST CONFESS ALREADY CAN ANOT.

THEN RITE..
At the end rite,
THEY DON’T CONFESS.
Summore the hero can say (to the audience la)
“Maybe you think we’re crazy to not confess…but this is our love story. And it has only just begun…”
The end.

LIKE WTF.
WAT WAS THE POINT OF THE WHOLE DRAMA!?
I BALING KASUT THEN THEY KNOW.
Super anticlimax I tell you I want to shoot someone already.
ARGH.

Ok end of post tq for reading bye.:)

~vid~

Thou shalt not covet thy neighbours possessions.

Was talking to my cousin yesterday after soooo long.
She got grounded, so basically she disappeared off the face of the earth for a while. LOL.
Then she came online last night, under pretence of studying something on her comp.
*coughcough*
Some things are all in the genes.

Anyway la.
I was telling her I not interested in Shahid.

Response :
noooooooooo... i planned my whole life based on you n Shahid!!
you see..this is wad happens
you 2 hook up
then you intro me
then after a while he gets fed up of you
and goes for me!

(wtf man wtf)

So I'm like :
you know what?
you can just HAVE Shahid
i dowan edi
so you can get him from the start

(the following is the most wtf-ish part)

Response :
nooooooooooooo
you have to be with him first
then i steal him from you
if not no fun
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Yeah I know. 13-year old small kid.
-__-
Had to come from the side of her that's not related to me.

Like seriously, wan cari maut isit??
-__-

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The Exaggerated Chain Reaction

Yesterday night, out of nowhere,
my mother took me by the shoulders...
...then hugged me.
And said :
"Don't you ever think nobody loves you. And remember we're always here for you to talk to"

O_O
I write one one emo post and all this happens.
THAT'S IT LA.
I not emo-ing anymore.

People wan be emo for fun oso kenot.
*merajuks with everyone*

~vid~

Murphy's Law - Part 817462

The day I write the MOST emo post of my life, my mother finds my blog.

And she's like :
"Why are you always so depressed? Can't you write happy things??"
"Maaa... I'm not depressed! And I DO write happy things, just this wasn't one of them.."

"Nonstop blog mouse...no wonder you never study"
"Maaaa..."

"You see Yan Qi never blogs, thats why she has time to study"
"Ma..but..what..aiyo I study also la!"

"So this is what you do on your computer..this is why you cannot get good results"
"MA."

(I swear to God I was beginning to sound like Zhi Shu from ISWAK1. -______-)

RAWR!

~vid~

Shatter

Tears unshed.
Frustrations unsaid.
Sadness bottled within.

You act tough.
Pretend to be strong.
You let others think you’re upset over something irrelevant.
So they never guess how deep the hurt is.
They never guess what really caused it.
Simply because you are too proud to let yourself be vulnerable to the world.

So you laugh,
And you smile,
And in between, you forget to cry.

And every now and then, it all piles up.
And you shatter.
Like glass.

And you realise no one is coming to rescue you.
So you learn to pick yourself up.
Lick your own wounds.
Put yourself back together.

*Deep breath*
And you stand to face the world again.

Until the next time you shatter.

all rights reserved, vidya pillai, 2008

~vid~

I be wanting cheese.

I be wanting mozzarella cheese sticks...

Nah...more mouth-watering picture :

I was sleeping this afternoon, in front of the tv...
...when I had this super weird dream.
About that Chef At Home guy (channel 703) making...mozzarella cheese sticks.
(Nah..this guy --->
Damn weird rite, suddenly dream about that.
O_O
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Then...I decided to ask my mum la what she was watching on tv in the afternoon. I mean seriously, why would I suddenly dream of that Chef At Home fella?
Then rite...
My mum had been watching AFC when I was sleeping.
And she was watching Chef At Home.
And he was making mozzarella cheese sticks.
*smack head*

Apparently I was very much awake when I was asleep.
BUT MY EYES WERE CLOSED WTH.
AND YET I can even remember some details ok.
O_O

He had three blue bowls.
He put flour in one, eggs in one (he beat the eggs), and breadcrumbs in the other.
(I duno wat flour, and I duno how many eggs...I wasn't that awake)
Then you take a block of mozzarella cheese, and you slice it into finger-size pieces.
Then you dip it in the flour, then in the eggs, and then in the breadcrumbs, then...
(this is the important bit)
...you dip it in the eggs again, and the breadcrumbs again.
So you do the eggs and breadcrumbs twice.
Cos apparently you get a nice *icantrememberwhatwordheused* layer around the cheese.

Then you deep fry it.
And then....you eat it. LOL.

And to think I used to wonder why I have such weird dreams when I nap in the afternoon.

Ahh.

I think my mum finally got fed up edi.
Our maid kan... she can say one English word properly.
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"NO"
And boy, does she say that with conviction. To EVERYTHING.
Everything also NO.
How not to go mad?
I think we sending her back to the agency tmr.

Seriously rite, I can do everything she does in half the time.
And I can prove it, I did the housework for two weeks before she came kan?
I mean really la, I wake up at 7am and my work gets done by 11.30am latest. Including cooking ok.
She ah...cooking not included, wake up at 6am, 12.30 oso work havent finish ok.
Wth la. Summore supposedly trained house-cleaner.
Backside.
Then everything she does she'll mess up, I must go redo.
Wash plates not clean, fold clothes never fold properly.
Like excuse me, people pay you 400++ a month not for you to do double work for me.
Might as well I do myself rite? Save money.
Gah!

Ok.
I shall stop being petty now.

By the wayz.
I be introducing y'all to Patch.
Remember the dog who used to study with me in the library before EOS?
Show y'all what he looks like. :)

I'z luvz youz Patchy-watchy.
You iz da beztest.

~vid~