I is not blogging today.

So yeah, Verdasco lost.
Old news.
Was gonna blog about it yesterday itself but ah well. :p
Another Federer and Nadal final.
*yawn*

But after that amazing fight he put up, I still can't believe Fernando Verdasco lost out on faulty services man.
What an ending!
:(
So totally and completely disappointing! :(:(
urgh.

But after that gruelling 4+ hours, Verdasco is officially my hero. (<3)

Such a fighter!

And all those ace serves...wooot~

And hes so adorable...he talks to himself,


he talks to God,



he even talks to the net okay...the NET.
How cute is that?!
=D

It was kinda cute to watch them both actually, Verdasco all excited and everything,
and Nadal with his usual calm, cool demeanour (altho he was quite frustrated)
Like watching Fire vs Ice.

And of course the part where Nadal went over to hug him was a-do-wa-ble.

Aww. :)

Damn.
I wasn't sposed to blog.

You know I've been saying I was averaging on doing one learning issue per day for PBL?
I lied.
Its been 8 days.
And I've done 3 learning issues.
You do the math.
GAH.
And I'm nowhere closer to starting than I was this afternoon.

I should go do PBL.

~vid~

I'm rooting for Verdasco, I hope he wins.. =D

John Abraham

I'm gonna go totally fangirl on this one.

I'll admit, before today, I used to think John Abraham was damn ewwwwwww..
I hated his long hair.
I hated his girlfriend.
And I thought he overdid the whole "i-am-hot" thing.

But omg after watching Dostana today...
(Abishek as usual was awesome...I will never understand why they don't give him an award)

John is HOT.

And omg he cut his hair.
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE. :D

And and.
HE. HAS. DIMPLES.

*squeals*

I am officially a John Abraham fan now.
*squeals again*

Oh oh I hope he never lets his hair grow out again.
So so so cute with short hair.

*squeals third time and dies*
:)

~vid~

Med School Is Rubbish

Hewwo!!
...again.

Yes, I blog alot.
I know that.
You see the problem is, I'm bored...and I'm not the type of person who randomly sms-es people out of sheer boredom, because...well, I just don't do it la.
I mean, unless I'm stuck in some clinic where I have to wait another hour to see the doc.
Then yes, I msg everyone on the planet. :p

Rawrrrrrrrr.

Ah.
Okay.
You know, I was thinking...I wanna write emo posts.
I mean not super sad, Devdas-type posts la...just the emo-ish, poetic kind of stuff.
And everytime I try...sure the ending damn potong steam wan.
:p
I duno how to be emo properly k.
I think thats why when I emo in reality oso I emo max half n hour only.
Sigh.
I think theres something missing in my genetic code.
Some sustain-emo gene.
(lol sounds like sustagen...*cough* ok nvm)
Or maybe I finish my emo quota d. LOL.
Ah well...

Eez cold.
I want to go back and snuggle under my blankie.
*sniff*
Stupid role play thingy that I have to research on...*rawr*
I can't find ANYTHING on counselling for patients with myocardial infarction k...
-__-
(myocardial infarction = heart attack)
I mean there are tons of articles.
BUT...
They just give you the @&^%@#^ abstract.
To read the full article, you have to pay.
Rubbish.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THE STUPID ROLE PLAY IF I DUNO HOW TO COUNSEL THE PATIENT?!

*clear throat*
Sir, you have just had a heart attack.
Now, you have two options. You can go on living an unhealthy lifestyle, and get another heart attack and die,
orrr...
you can change your lifestyle habits and live a few more years lah..
Ok, so what you need to do is eat lotsa vegetables, don't eat anything that has too much fat, go walking at least three times a week, please don't jog or you might get another heart attack, and errrmmm... o ya. No smoking. No alcohol. K? K.

How to drag that to 7 minutes la...
This Dr Thani very the problematic la I tell you.
*grumble grumble grumble*


AND.
Its damn irritating to read medical articles la omg.
Cannot write in basic english you know.
Must be myocardial infarction, arrythmia, asystole, posterior wall...ARGH.
I dont see the POINT in learning all those terms.
I mean, seriously.
You're not going to tell your patient "Sir you have just had a myocardial infarction. And I'm sorry to say that one of the complications in your case is arrhythmia, so we will have to implant a pacemaker, for which we will need your consent"
In 9 out of 10 cases, the fella is gonna stare at you blankly.
"Myo-what? Whats that?"


That day kan, when we went to Jinjang, we had to take case history from patients kan...
There was this one lady la, she was waiting to take ECG...
...and then I asked her la what was wrong.
"Doktor kata jantung saya kembang"
O_O
That was all she knew.
Tension kot! I mean, what m I sposed to write in my report??
The patient claims that the doctor told her her heart was swollen.
O_O
Wtf man wtf.

I hate being a medical student.

And I repeat k, if I complain about anything on my blog, and you don't like it...DON'T READ.
I wan complain then I complain la.
Not ur problem rite.
-__-

Eh why I very grumpy nowadays ah?
o rite.
Holidays.
And never-ending assignments.
*smack head*
That combination just doesn't go well together.

La la la~

They need MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Sorry I a bit psycho today. :p

Hee~
Ok bye.
:D

~vid~

Stupid

I am SOOOOOOOOOO stupid sometimes, its not even funny.
-__-

I found my case histories.

I thought it was in my testpad.
It wasn't.
It was in a black notebook.
WHICH, I left at vista.
Because I didn't think anything important was going to be in it. (I thought my cases were in my testpad, remember?)

Gah.
Now I must make another trip to vista on Saturday to pick up the black notebook.
-_____-
I foresee a looooong lecture from my mother.
GAH!

I.
am.
so.
stupid.
Stupid stupid stupid.

STUPID.

~vid~

Arrogance and the ensuing downfall.

I lost all my case histories.
From the first clinic visit.
EVERY. SINGLE. ONE.

My fault.
Never check before leaving Vista for hols.
Now I can't even remember if I lent it to someone and forgot to take it back.
Fuck la.
God, Vidya, you have to stop being so fucking complacent.

~vid~

My Current State of Being

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~vid~

Aliens

Greetings from JB.

I wanted to put that pic of that alien thingy. You know the one that says greetings with three fingers??
But I cant find it.
Grr.
*grumble grumble*


Anyyywayyyy...
I, as usual, have nothing to say.
But *pokes feedjit box* you people really do want something to read hor...so blog for y'all la.
See I so nice.

O ya.
Speaking of aliens (we were speaking of aliens k. See second sentence.)
...was watching Transformers yesterday.
Don't you think its damn funny how everyone just wants to kill us?
(Read : Megatron ~ "Humans dont deserve to live" ~ wtf man. Even the autobots k, lucky Optimus Prime said cannot kill humans.)
It's like the rest of the universe has a personal vendetta against the human race.
I mean, nobody wants to kill the penguins.
They just want to kill the humans.
Tsk.
As if we're not trying our best to kill each other anyway.


And why can't aliens be friendly ah?
I mean, think about it.
If WE were to go on some space exploration trip and we happened to find another planet with life on it...we'd probably try and make civilized contact rite..
We're not going to randomly land somewhere and go on a killing spree to destroy the entire species that's on the planet.
-__-
Nonsense.


I still think Star Wars was the best alien-based movie ever.
All 6 of 'em.
(that CGI thingamajiggy that they came up with recently does NOT count as a proper Star Wars movie)
Light sabers are sexy k. :)


But Transformers damn cool oso la.
:D

Bumblebee is adorable :)

La la la~
I duno how this suddenly turned into an alien post.
o_O
I was dreaming of blogging.
This morning.
LOL.
I mean, I was dreaming, and in the dream I was blogging, but I cannot remember what it is I was blogging about.
But I remember there were some videos somewhere.
Hmm.

Hmm.

Nothing else to say d leh.
Miaow.
:)

~vid~

Discrimination

Ohhhh...the discrimination!
There's this quiz on facebook rite...(don't judge me, I am so very bored)...about what your name means or smth la.
First question :
Your name begins with...
A. Z-X-Y-W-L
B. C-I-Q-F-G-H
C. E-A-J-K
D. B-D-M-N-O
They have allowed for the possibility of peoples names starting with ofallthings X, but they have no V?!

Its such a nice letter!!
Nonsense, I tell you.

But on a more serious note...

Why do people find it so hard to believe I'm Malaysian!?
Ok, no seriously.
I AM MALAYSIAN.
Stop dying of shock everytime I speak malay.
And.
I AM 100% INDIAN la omg.
No chinese mix anywhere. -__-
And for God's sake la, I'm not Sri Lankan.
And NO, I CANNOT SPEAK TAMIL.
I'm not Tamil, I'm MALAYALEE.
And stop being so ignorant about it...if I can know the difference btw Cantonese and Hokkien-ese(?) then y'all can jolly well find out the difference between Tamils and Malayalees.
-__-
Stop telling me I should be ashamed that I cannot speak indian.
THERE IS NO SUCH LANGUAGE AS INDIAN.
And for all those Tamils who actually came up to me to say I should make an effort to learn Tamil...you learn my language first la. Then I'll learn yours.

And while I'm on the subject...
people, seriously.
Stop calling indian people black.
Its overdone.
And one of these days I'm gonna call someone yellow. Don't make me jaundice-fy you.
-__-

*smack head*

There.
I'm done ranting.
Take the hint. I'd appreciate it.

~vid~

Jiwang~

I know I just blogged ten minutes ago.
BUT.
This is very important k.
I must say it before I forget and never think of it again.
(rotfl)

Sometimes I wish I was in love with someone.

No, no no no, wait!
Listen to my reasons first before you start messaging me on msn to tell me I'm super deprived.
:D

I want to be in love rite.
Cos rite.
I want to sing emo emo hindi songs to someone. :p
AND AND.
I want to go run around trees with someone while singing aforesaid hindi songs.
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
...
OK tats it.
LOL.

(HAD to use stills from our toilet song. :p Fatin, remember this song? :p :p)

Aku tengah jiwang~
whee~ ok byebye.

~vid~

Pins and Needles.

I have become boring.
-_-
Its not that I have no inspiration to blog, I have plenty of stories to tell.
God forbid a day should come when I have no more grandmother stories left to bore you people with.
There, you see.
This is the problem.
My sentences are too long.
Too...formal.
ARGH.
Where got fun tell grandmother stories in such a formal tone???

mmmmm.
And of course another reason would be that I'm easily distracted nowadays.
I'll be contemplating how to structure a sentence,
and in the midst of contemplation I would flit between a few webpages and forget that this page is still open.
Hm.



So rite.
If you people want something to read rite.
...
Go bug Jea Mie to blog la!!

-__-

*I have never promised that my titles would be in any way related to my post content. :p

~vid~

p.s. Figured some of you might like this. :p
Iz Steal-able. :)

Spooked.

Right now, I'm working on not getting spooked.
Bit difficult, when you're the only one awake.
In a house you're not yet used to.
With amazingly huge windows and glass doors and not enough of curtain to block out the fact that you have a crazy big balcony which is pretty spooky at 11.50p.m.
And knowing you have to walk up the dark stairway to a room that is so big you feel sooo...alone.
*shudder*
And of course this is all made all the more difficult since I spend a majority of my time nowadays watching Ghost Whisperer and reading vampire stories.
Hard not to become superstitious when you do stupid things like that.
Serves me right. LOL. :p

I canNOT resist being just a little bit dramatic. :)

I kept thinking that there was something I needed to do tonight.
But I couldnt remember what it was exactly.
I ran through a list of everything that I could possibly need to do, and came up blank.
In retrospect however,
I think I remember what the important something was.
Eating.
-__-
I have somehow managed to unconsciously almost-starve for a whole day.
This is what happens when an almost-carnivore-I-hate-vege-so-I-cant-be-omnivore-either decides to be vegetarian, completely vegetarian on one day of the week.
Which of course, results in me starving mostly, on Thursdays, then staying up...
So that at 12.01 (which is officially Friday) I can go back to my normal eating habits.
rawr. :D

Yes I know I is very weird.

I have three minutes left to go.
Dum dee da dee dum dum~

OH, and I finally downloaded the X-files theme!
I was desperately in need of a new theme to hum on the balcony when I'm inventing stories about how all the apartments in the block facing ours are haunted.
LOL.
Yes, I know I is also superrrrrrr mo liu. :p
I'm not listening to it now.
Don't dare to.
Something just fell and I think my heart rate sped up.
-__-
Especially since I can hear footsteps overhead, which wouldn't make sense since everyone is asleep.
I'm chalking it up to the fact that my neighbours are being super noisy.
*cross fingers*

YES.
FRIDAY EDI.
I be eating now.

tata~

~vid~

Meow.

PBL today was a disaster!
First of all, Chong Siang nominates me as leader for Week 4.
THEN Dr Thani decided we should make PBL more interesting by having a role play on BS for PBL2 after CNY.
Yaw Shing n Qi Zheng both volunteered for the patient and so I asked if anyone wanted to be the doctor...
...AND DR THANI GOES LIKE "THE LEADER SHOULD GET THE PRIVILEGE"
Took me all of 5 seconds.
Leader...privilege..doctor..ME!?
Which of course made the others laugh.
-____-
I think I talk too much in PBL.
I think I talk too much, fullstop.

RAWR.

Erm, I had alot to say actually.

Most important thing being I love Jacob Black. :D
And UGH. I HATE Bella.
Shes so stupid its not even funny.
LOL. I'm actually in love with a fictional character.
Sue me.
I'm that deprived.
:(

Uhh.
I had something else to say.
I forgot.
As usual.
:p
I think it was something to do with attempting to explain why I havent been blogging in a while.
I could come up with about twenty good reasons,
but the main reason would be that I am too lazy, and for the most part, too tired to sit and type at my laptop.
:(

I think that will be the end of my post for today.
Will try to update more next week considering its a holiday. :D
nyeh~

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I still don't understand what I did to deserve to be loved this way. But whatever it is, I'm glad I did it. :)

~vid~

Werewolves are sexy. :)

Ugh.
I HATE it when people don't finish their fanfics.
Its so upsetting to read a fanfic 3/4 of the way, then discover that the author abandoned the ending a few months ago.
RAWR.

On the same note, I can't believe I just spent a whole morning reading a fanfic on Jacob Black.
:D
whee~
And to think I was on Team Edward all the way in the first book.
[I'm talking about Twilight]

I still love Edward, despite his constant pms-ing (credit : J Me for bringing up vampire pms)
BUT
I love Jacob more. :)

TEAM JACOB!
Cos hes hot. ;)

Jacob. Black. Fictional character. :)
Not actor.
(Oh, but Taylor's hot too!! Short hair version. :D)




Omg Vid, PBL!
*bangs head on wall*

Oh, btw, this is post #701.
I didn't realise we hit #700 yesterday. :)

~vid~

Keys. :)

I don't recall being so obsessed over anything in my entire life.

I don't know where this energy/drive is coming from.
I'm so used to listening to songs without feeling the need to reproduce them, but with these two...I'm obsessed.
o.o

And it's been awhile since I've played anything that requires actually looking at the keyboard and the notes.
Mostly I've been playing songs I've memorized since 2005. Lol.
Takes some adjusting.
But for the first time, I'm not inclined to give up trying, and I dread the five days that I will be without a piano.

And the times when I cant practice,
I play the songs over and over and over again on my laptop.




I think I really am going quite mad.

o.o

Songs :
River Flows In You - Yiruma
Bridge To Nowhere (Piano Solo)
If you want them, ask me on msn. :)

~vid~

A Poem to Ponder

Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her 'beauty tips.' It was read at her funeral years later.

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

- J Me -

Unproductive Staring Post 1

Meow.

:)

Thought that would be a nice change from rawr-ing all the time.
I'm having a sorethroat from randomly peeking out from around corners and rawr-ing at my housemates.
Yes dears, I do do stupid things like that.
It makes me happy. :)

I have no inspiration to blog.
I opened this page three times today (this being the fourth), stared at the blank screen, and due to sheer unproductiveness, closed it.
But Sammi says she wants to read my unproductive staring posts, so here goes.
:)

*yawn*
Damn tired. Duno why.

Something somewhere is irritating my nose.
Dust?
Or people talking about me.
-_-
I know y'all love me laaaa,
and I know the lack of posts in my blog are alarming y'all...
...BUT TAKE PITY ON MY NOSE.
STOP DISCUSSING MY ABSENCE ON THE BLOGSPHERE.
:D
Very the perasan hor? :p

I have a tendency to sound like a freaking advertisement nowadays.
-__-
AND I need to learn to laugh less.
AND lower my volume.

This week has been impossibly looooooong.
There were a few funny moments, which I will include in my next post,
which will be when I can dredge up enough energy to be cheerful. :p

I honestly can't think of anything to type.
Must be the flu medicine.
Argh.

*baby panda paws evvybody*


xoxo (:p!)

~vid~

Sleeeeeep. :)

I had the awesomest sleep EVER. :)



The past two weeks, I've had this habit of sleeping after 2, and waking up at 7.
Then last night rite, the Internet was acting up, superrrr slow omg,
and I fell asleep on the couch while waiting for it to load so I could do my PBL.
:p
I woke up around 11.30, and then was too damn tired to focus on PBL so I went to sleep.

And guess what.
I woke up at 5.00 this morning.
-___________-
I think the 5-hours-a-night thing left its mark.
Bleh.
But I turned over and went back to sleep.
AND
Slept right through the 5 alarms I had set for 7am.
-.-"
Then I randomly woke up at 7.40.
Ngam 8 hours.
LOL.

Ok nvm.

So yes, the point of this post was to tell you that I had a good sleep last night.
wahaha. :p
Ok byebye.
I have to go do PBL.
:p

~vid~

Baby Panda

YELLOW! :)

I'm sorry bloggie for abandoning you for these past few days..sowwie k?
K.
*hugs bloggie*

I am damn sleepy la, sleep-deprived for two weeks.
Everyone's been commenting.
Sigh I really am turning into a baby panda.
:(

*baby panda rawr*

This week has been okay so far.
I think.
I keep falling asleep during all the lectures...which is not good. nyek~
Omg la so much to study!
I know I should get started pretty soon, but I'm not used to studying la...:( Cant get started on anything..argh.

See la I not hyper oso cos I too tired.
Nyeh.
I was falling asleep during CSU today.

AND OMG OMG OMG OMG THIS STUPID DBKL CAME AND TOOK ALL OUR FOOD STALLS AWAY.
WTF WTF WTF.
Like excuse me, we already got no food here k, and you come and take away the only options we have???
Rubbish fellas.
RUBBISH.

Argh.
Ok now I super sleepy, so good nite.
I have class in less than two hours. Rawr.

And I finished Twilight.
AND NO I DO NOT THINK ROBERT PATTISON IS CUTE.
He isnt.
So there.
I know everyone's in love with him and all, but I don't find him the slightest bit attractive, so sue me.
I like Edward though.
Don't think Robert does him much justice.
Nyek~

OK la I really sleepy, I better go sleep now, or I WILL fall asleep later.
Nyunt Wai and Vijay Singh OMG.
I will die.
Pray for my soul darlings, pls tq.

~vid~

Jumbo The Elephant Part II

I need to wash my heart with Dettol, and antibacterial fluid,
and then add preventions for parasitic entry,
and then fix a gate,
and lock it.
:)

HAHA OK I MUST GO READ MY CSU MANUAL OMG.

I love everybody. :)

~vid~

Emo trend. :p

I see a trend.

I emo-ed when I first moved into hostel in Feb last year.
I emo-ed when I went back to hostel before 2nd sem started.
I emo today. :(

Oh, btw, I know this is rather late, (since Boone blogged about this few days ago)
BUT
ELMO IS THE CUTEST THING EVER. :)


Well, after Pinkie of cos.
And Patch.
And Mama Bear.
And uhh...Jiro.
*insert gatal smiley here*

I be alternating between emo-ing and trying to be hyper.
I'll be better tomorrow.
Once I've properly moved in.
Once everyone else has moved in.
:)

Here goes my home life.
For the next few weeks, I will be on transit. :p
House-hostel-house-hostel...til the next hols. ;)
nyeh~

There's something that I have to tell someone.
Which I know will cause heartbreak, but if left untold, would hurt even more.
And it will hurt me.
It always does. When someone I'm close to is sad, my heart breaks for them.
Argh.
I guess it just needs to be done.
ARGHHHH.

Hearts are fragile, dear. Don't play with them, especially when they aren't yours.



~vid~

Shortness and glass doors. :)

I not emo edi k. :)
So stop being scared to talk to me d laaaa, I'm not going to explode or burst into tears or rant about how unfair the universe is.
-__-

I just realised...
I'm actually short enough to jump on my bed without having to be afraid of hitting the fan.
LOL.

Short people rock.
Thou shalt not discriminate against short people.

OH, and...

I always feel like this.

So I shall spread the weirdness. :)

BE NICE TO GLASS DOORS.
YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

Haha ok I go pack now. :p

~vid~

Insert most emo smiley here

I don't understand people.
I just don't.
Somewhere along the way I learned to accept that not everyone's minds work the way mine does,
and yet, there are times when things people do still manage to shock me.

I remember now why I stayed away.
'TIs not my place.

Human beings are a complicated race.
Sometimes I wish I was a cat.

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Wo yao. :(

~vid~