:( Saddsifying.

As wrong as this sounds...

I do not like sleeping alone.
:(



That said, I do not like sharing my bed either.

Go figure. :p

~vid~

Hunger.

I am so hungry I could eat a horse and two buffaloes.

~vid~

Khuda Jaane Yeh Kyun Hua Hai

I love this song.
Completely.
I've been listening to it almost everyday for the past two months, and *touchwood* I'm not sick of it yet. :p


Khuda Jaane - Bachna Ae Haseeno




Love the lyrics as well.
My fav parts :

Khuda Jaane Ke Main Fida Hoon,
God Knows, I Am Head-over-heels In Love With You…
Khuda Jaane Main Mitt Gaya,
God Knows, I Am All Lost In Your Love…
Khuda Jaane Yeh Kyun Hua Hai,
maybe God Knows Why All This Has Happened…
Ke Ban Gaye Ho Tum Mere Khuda,
that You Are My God Nowadays….


Dil Kahe Sambhal Zara Khushi Ko
the Heart Asks Me To Control My Happiness…
Na Nazar Laga,
and Save It From The Evil Eye…
Ke Darr Hai Main To Ro Doonga
the Heart Fears That I Might Cry…


Aih.
I jiwang again.
I would like to get the fella out of my head for at least a few hours so I could get my PBL done, if nothing else.

Actually, to have him out of my head for just 5 minutes
...would probably already qualify as a miracle.


~vid~

Addicted to Facebook

vid says :
nth much
im doing quizzes on facebook
haha

(6)ERRORIST! says:
yea
i noe
ma home page is full ov ur results

vid says :
oops





Ok, I seriously need to get off facebook and start doing PBL man.
15 learning issues!
0 down, 15 to go.
argh.



~vid~

PeT pEeVe

i Do NoT gEt PeOpLe WhO tYpE lIkE tHiS.

nOt IrRiTaTiNg MeH?!

For the sake of the rest of us on the planet,
please learn to type like civilised human beings...I can get a headache just trying to read that!
How on earth can you stand typing that out?!

~vid~

Yay!

Someone up there really loves me :)
haha.

I love you too, Father dearest!!
*hugs*





(and no that is NOT considered blasphemy. I'm allowed to publicly declare my love for God in any way I want. :p)



~vid~

U iz confused. And u iz making I confused.

Hi.



I can't remember what I wanted to blog about.
It was something super emo la, but somehow I can't remember what it was...which is, in a sense a good thing. LOL.



Oh yes.
I have a super important announcement to make :
I NEED NEW SONGS!!
Recommendations desperately needed.
Any type of song k...RnB, pop, rock, ballad...anything, as long as it sounds good. :)
(but dowan the super slow-super touchy feely type la k)



[O ya. Thankfully Firefox has automatic spell check, or I would consistently spell recommend wrong, and look like an idiot. :p]



I'm sposed to be studying...or doing PBL.
But I can't be bothered doing either at the moment. heh. :p

By the way, I do not understand people who pretend to study.
And I do not understand how people can stare at the same set of notes for three days straight and not be done with them!
I mean, if you're not going to concentrate, why sit and stare at the paper?
Such a total waste of time, no?


Might as well walk around...chill out a bit first, then after awhile, when you're in a more relaxed state of mind...tackle those notes again la.
But then again, I suppose different people have different studying methods la.

I have a concentration span of about 20 minutes (I can drag it to maybe a maximum of half n hour)...so I need to finish whatever I'm reading in that time frame - 20 minutes.
LOL.
Now y'all know why I don't study. :p




I am becoming fat again.
SO DEMOTIVATING I TELL YOU I CANNOT WEAR ANY OF MY CLOTHES!!
arghhhhh.
I must lose weight.
I must lose weight.
I must lose weight.
I must lose weight.
*bangs head on wall*
WHY la WHY couldn't I be one of those people who can eat tonnes of junk and still remain stick thin!?
WHYYYY did I have to be the type that eats a measly amount and still balloons up like nobody's business!?!




SO UNFAIR I TELL YOU.
I want to implant a pacemaker for my metabolism rate and set it to maximum.
-__-



~vid~

This is just too funny to pass up on.

I do realise that this is absolutely none of my business,
but I still find it so incredibly amusing that I just have to blog about it.

Y'all probably would have read this on your respective Facebook pages also la.
(but in case you haven't....read it here la :p)

IMU Draco House

Basic Info

Type:

Sports & Recreation - University Sports

Description:

Greetings fellow Draconians, It has been said that in ages long past, dragons roamed the free lands of the world. Mighty and majestic, these were great beasts to behold. Of them, it was rumoured that the blue dragons were the amongst the most powerful. Living in well-ordered hierarchical societies, being notedly powerful both in might and magic. It is into such a lineage that we have come. to hold ourselves above all and face challenges head on with the strength and endurance that dragons are made of. To the skies my Brothers and Sisters, to the ends of the Earth and thereafter the Heavens. Draco Captain,

Y'all would know who wrote this...I shall not mention names here.
(disclaimer : I definitely did NOT write it and am assuming absolutely zero credit for anything)


Isn't it decidedly funny?? =D
So dramatic!
LOL.

But yeah, that was some imagination...and spirit. :)
Whoever is in Draco House...y'all got yourselves a good captain man.




I'm still smirking at the skies, earth and heavens line.
=p

~vid~

Destiny

Do you believe in destiny?

Or is everything just a bunch of unrelated coincidences not meant to be dwelled on?

~vid~

Well-behaved, civilised human beings.

You spin my head right round right round
When you go down, when you go down down

I've got a couple of songs stuck in my head, including
Right Round - Flo Rida
Push - Enrique Iglesias
Kaho Na Kaho - Murder (I think)

I'm even more confused than ever.

Ok la.
Put it like this la.
If from the first meeting itself you were cold to me, and acted awkward-ish, I wouldn't be expecting any different treatment from you the next time we met.
On the other hand,
if, when you first meet me, you're sooooo nice and friendly...I would at least expect a smile the next time around.
Why suddenly pretend you don't know me at all?

I'm not the kind of person who ignores people I know...even if I've only met them once.
How much effort does it take to smile??

I don't know what happened exactly,
but I'm pretty sure something went wrong somewhere.

Kaho na kaho ye aankhen bolti hain
O sanam o sanam, o meri sanam

Ah well.
Why am I even surprised?








On another note,
I have the most awful taste in guys.
Face sure nice nice wan, but personality like duno wat.
For once, why can't I go and fall for a nice, decent, well-behaved boy..
...instead of the arrogant, bad-boy types??



If I love you, what business is it of yours?
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe



~vid~

P.S. Will it be very awkward if I go ask them why they're staring?

HOTHOTHOTHOT

OMG HEATWAVE!!!
*bounds into blog post and rolls over a couple of times*

(btw isn't rolling over and over and over like damn fun?)



=D

Hi y'all. :)

Isn't the weather just horrible?
(haha wtf it sounds like I'm making small talk)
ITS SO HOT!!
Thank God our current room has air-cond man...but the downside is that now the changes in temp are playing havoc with my sinuses.

O YA.
I just found out today, that I'm suffering from perennial allergic rhinitis!
Nah.
See the symptoms :
(these are just three of the hundred thousand symptoms I suffer from)

• Dark circles or patches under the eyes (allergic shiners).
• Rubbing the nose, which may cause a crease on the bridge of the nose (allergic crease).
• Rubbing the nose upward with the palm of the hand to reduce itching and open the nasal passages (allergic salute). This is often seen in children.

SEE.
DARK CIRCLES IS A SYMPTOM OF MY...MY...MY...thingamajiggy!
So please stop asking me why I look so tired ALL the time k thx.


I is be suffering from a year-in-year-out affliction,
and pointing out my dark circles just adds to my psychological problems in dealing with my perennial allergic rhinitis.
The name itself is enough to give me a complex k.
:(
Please practice what y'all have learnt in Behavioural Science and have respect for my poor itty bitty feelings.

HAHA.
:p



I'm in the mood to laugh.
Like really laugh out loud...not the giggly-giddy-goat stuff. -__-
I'm also in the mood to be really sarcastic to aforesaid giddy-goats...
...so, don't provoke me anytime this week.
My patience has worn decidedly thin.
heh~



My life has become so horribly messed up, that I can't help but laugh at the whole thing.
Ah well.
Here's a toast to my unswaying sense of humour, and may it continue to get me through every other horrible phase in life.
:)

And yet, still...



~vid~

Ke-randomness-an

ELLO!
=D



As you can see, I've got my blogging mojo back.
(btw I have no idea what mojo means, it just sounds damn cool to say blogging mojo)






I was thinking,
I got 100% for the how well do you know women thing on facebook...
...but if i went n took the how well do you know men..
I'd probably get 0%.
LOL.


Btw,
mojo : a magic spell, hex, or charm.

So.
I've got my blogging magic back!
ahaha.
Sorry I very hyper today, must be something to do with the fact that I already finished my AIR Topic.
Like, finally man.
So now I is be having Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
Which, in my case,
involves ALOT of hyperfiedness, hysterical laughter, and alot of jumping around and grinning like a 5-year old.
=D







mmm.
Actually I had something to blog about last night,
but that particular post would require me to construct my sentences properly.
Instead of randomly typing out whatever pops into my head.
So...
...I will not be blogging about it right now.

Right now I just want to type randomly. =D




I is be doing PBL now.

O_O

I know rite??
So hardworking!
hahaha.
ok nvm.
I'm also blogging (as you can see) and doing facebook quizzes, AND msn-ing.
Multitasking is so my forte.
=p

O YA.
I AM ADDICTED TO FACEBOOK QUIZZES.
Although y'all probably noticed that already la kan. LOL.




Actually Yan Qi was right.
I don't have a proper outline for my blog posts.
No intro, body and conclusion.
:p
Its mostly just stuff strewn everywhere.
heh~
But but but y'all still love me kan??
kan kan??
=D
awww. I love y'all too. :)

mm.
I ran out of randomness.




O YA.
Did I tell y'all I offered Prof Achike M&Ms the other day??
I was eating them, after PBL, near the escalators, and he came down from the 2nd floor,
so I had to say 'Good Evening sir' rite? (while trying to hide my chocolate of cos)
And he's like "You want to offer me something?"
So.
I did. :p
At which point he told me if I'd already had lunch, I shouldn't be eating them,
and if I hadn't had lunch, I should be eating only ten of them.
He doesn't approve of M&Ms very much.
LOL.
I swear, hes the most adorable lecturer I've seen in IMU.




maw maw maw.
:)
O ya, since pandas are an endangered species...I want this dog k pls k thx. :)






~vid~

No more air.

I IS DONE!

Took me an entire day to collect information about stupid lymphomas...
(of cos there were breaks for fb-ing, blogging, and updating ppl on my very dramatic life through msn. :p)
...and 20 minutes to write it out, run through it once, and submit it.

I is awesome.
Say it!

hahaha. =D

~vid~

p.s. I SUPER love the Across The Stars theme from Star Wars : Attack of the Clones. GO LISTEN.

Iz sleepified.

My father is watching a cartoon on Star Sports.

O_O
I didn't even know they had cartoons on Star Sports.



I'm sleepy again.
I swear this AIR Topic is cursed la.
Everytime I open anything related to it...I sleep.
Literally.
I just keel over and start sleeping.
Sarwees can vouch for that.

aiks.



On another note.
Results came today!!
Thank goodness it came today, when I'm at home...
...and thank goodness I was the one who went to get the post.
Someone up there is really watching out for me.
=D
Thank you, Lord.

lol.
You'd probably be wondering why I want to hide my results from my parents.
Don't get me wrong, I didn't lie to them about my results.
I just didn't tell them that I had sat for Summatives.

Iz not considered lying at all.
nyeh.

la la la~



I really need to buck up and start studying.
rawrrrrr.




Okeh.
Air Topic.
Focus, Vidya, F.O.C.U.S.





Eh I want a panda la.
Someone buy for me can?
Pwease pwease pwease pwease pwease pwease =D



~vid~

Get over. It.

My laptop likes shutting down by itself.
Randomly.
-__-

SEE.
IT OFFED AGAIN.
WHILE I WAS TYPING.

I very emo these past few days.
Something to do with my relationships with the people around me.
Somehow I don't know where I stand with people anymore.

I'm just so...confused.
a.r.g.h.

And.
*pokes post below*
Sometimes when the right fella comes along rite...
...you have to let him go.
heh.
I am so stupid la sometimes.
So so so stupid.

I should really learn how to be a better daughter.
I guess I'm done rebelling...I can't possibly cause anymore disappointment to my parents.
At the end of the day,
they're still the people who raised me,
cared for me,
and have supported me all my life. Even until now.
There are some things that I cannot go against my parents for.
I can refuse to study,
I can disobey to a certain extent...
...but I cannot walk away from them. Not for anything.
Not for anyone.

I'm sorry.

I guess there are decisions I have to make.
Well, not decisions exactly.
There's nothing to decide.
But...aaaaaaaaah.

The next few weeks are going to be hell.
If you see me emo...
...ignore me.
At least then I'll get over it faster.
If you sympathise with me I'll emo much longer than I ought to.

Very confusing post.
Reflects my mood.
I'm confused.
And I don't know where to turn to.

I'm leaving it all to You.
I don't know what I'd do without my faith to guide me.
Please, dear God, pull me through this somehow.





~vid~

The stars don't seem to guide me

Iz thoroughly confused.
Why is it that the one person I want a reaction from is the only one who isn't reacting at all?!




Sometimes in life, you don't notice people until they walk right into you.

And sometimes, when they do...they kind of walk right into your heart.

And sometimes, you realise that its them you've been looking for all along.


Now, the problem lies in whether they have come to the same conclusion or not.





Don't play mind games with me.
I always give up and walk away first.
=[



Yes, this is a very weird, emo post.
I iz be emo now.


~vid~

maw maw maw.

I am soooooooooooo sleepy.

I haven't been updating much hor? :p

So much has been happening lately..
Happifying things la,
but I can't announce anything here, because I no longer know who reads this blog anymore.
Later people perasan. :p
heh~

I haven't uploaded random pictures on this blog in awhile.





I'm supposed to be doing AIR Topic la.
Lazy.
Sleepy.
I woke up, ate breakfast, drank black coffee...
...then opened the Air Topic website..
...and went back to sleep.
LOL.




RAWR.
haha.
Ok la I go do that Air Topic now la.
aiseh.

maw maw. =D
Btw, maw is not the sound made by a cow-cat cross-breed.
That would sound like meeeoooo.
Not maw.
Maw is...panda-like. Cute.
:D

I wants a baby panda.




~vid~

Iz be happified. :)

Today started out weird as hell.

But wuz a happy day.
And the end :)
The end was the bestest part. :):)

ahaha.

Happy Vishu everybody. =D



~vid~

Word of Caution.

Got this in the mail.
Be more careful next time you go to a pub/outstation or anywhere for that matter.

CASE 1
This is a true story, it has been confirmed, and the Medical Centre phone number at the end of this story is real. This guy went out on a Saturday night a few weeks ago to a party. He was having a good time and had a couple of beers and some girl seemed to like him & invited him to go to another party. He quickly agreed & decided to go along with her. She took him to a party in some apartment and had sex. They continued to drink & even got involved with some drug (unknown).

The next thing he knew, he woke up completely naked in a bathtub filled with ice. He looked down at his chest, which had 'CALL 999 or YOU'LL DIE' written on it with lipstick. He saw a phone was on a stand next to the tub so he picked it up & dialled. He explained to the operator what the situation was & that he didn't know where he was, what he took, or why he was really calling. She advised him to get out of the tub. He did, and he appeared normal, so she told him to check his back. He did, and found two 9 inch slits on his lower back. She told him to get back into the tub immediately, and they sent a rescue team over.

Apparently, after being examined, he found out more - His kidneys were stolen. They were worth RM30,000 each on the black market. He is currently in the hospital on a life support, awaiting a spare kidney. I wish to warn you about a new crime ring that is targeting business travellers. This ring is well organized and well funded, has very skilled personnel & is currently operating in most major cities around the world and recently very active in ASIA.

The crime begins when a business traveller goes to a lounge for a drink at the end of the work day. A person in the bar walks up as they sit alone and offers to buy them a drink. The last thing the traveller remembers until they wake up in a hotel room bathtub, their body submerged to their neck in ice. There is a note taped to the wall instructing them not to move and to call 999. A phone is on the small table next to the bathtub for them to call. The business traveller is instructed by the operator to very slowly and carefully reach behind them and feel there is a tube protruding from the back. The business traveller finds the tube and answers 'YES'. The operator tells them to remain still, having already sent paramedics to help. The Operator knows that both of the traveller's kidneys had been harvested.

This is not a scam or out of science fiction novel. It is real.It is documented and confirmable. If you travel or someone close to you travels, please be careful. Sadly, this is very true. I REALLY WANT AS MANY PEOPLE TO SEE THIS AS POSSIBLE SO PLEASE BOUNCE THIS TO WHOEVER YOU CAN.

**A side note from a the person who sent the mail : I heard of the FIRST one in China .. A different version. Two jap exchange students in China were meeting up some friends. They got kidnapped in a taxi on their way there. They were later found with all organs harvested including corneas.


CASE #2
I was approached yesterday afternoon around 3.30 pm in the car parking lot by two males, asking what kind of perfume I was wearing. Then they asked if I'd like to sample some fabulous scent they were willing to sell me at a very reasonable rate. I probably would have agreed had I not received an email some weeks ago, warning of this scam. The men continued to stand between parked cars, I guess to wait for someone else to hit on. I stopped a lady going towards them, I pointed at them and told her about how I was sent an email at work about someone walking up to you at the malls, in parking lots, asking you to sniff perfume that they are selling at a cheap price.

THIS IS NOT PERFUME - IT IS ETHER! When you sniff it, you'll pass out and they'll take your wallet, your valuables, and heaven knows what else. If it were not for this email, I probably would have sniffed the 'perfume', but thanks to the civic minded emailing friend, I was spared whatever might have happened to me, and wanted to do the same for you. LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT THIS!


--- J Me ---

Need A Laugh?

WAYS TO TURN DOWN UNWANTED MEN !!!!

HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living?
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is like a temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are no services today.

HE : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.


--- J Me ---

aku tgh menyampah dgn quite alot of ppl

Enough la seriously.
Enough is enough.

I tak nak jadi macam sebab nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga ok,
sumpah I bukan type yang suka gedik dgn guys especially.
Yang I buat benda2 merapu tu bukannya I buat nak dptkan attention or wtv ok, its memang my character, and I buat pun bukannya kacau org.

eeeee.
x sukanye budak2 yg sukaaaa sgt flirt dgn guys!
Kalau x kacau hidup aku, aku x kisahlah, tapi kalau aku kena label "flirt" sekali dgn dieorg...
....eeeeeee.
menyampah kot!

Tension arrrrrr.
Faham tak tension?!

#$*^)*$^#@&*)%^#@)*&$^@!)*#&!@^$)@(*#&$^#@!!!!

argh.
tolong ar.
x nak kena label gedik, x nak kena label flirt...Please la.
Wtf all is happening in my life la now??

~vid~

Codes of Conduct

First off, I haven't been updating much because we had no Internet.
Our Izzi conged out Tuesday (I remember this very well because it died at the exact moment I sat down to do PBL -__-)...
...and our Time hasn't been set up yet.
Gah.

I'z at home btw.



Ok, so the post proper :
There should be rules about how people should carry themselves in society.
I be pointing out two that really should be there.

Rule #1
Thou shalt not flirt with thy friend's ex.
...EVER.
That's just weird.
And wrong.
Especially when aforesaid friend is present.
Its very awkward for all parties involved k,
and just for the record...
...guys aren't all that stupid.
They can tell when you're throwing yourselves at them.
-__-

Rule #2
Thou shalt not criticise thy friend's ex.
Condemning your friend's ex = saying your friend has awful taste.
Especially condemning his physical appearance?
...at least have respect for the fact that at some point in time your friend did go out with the fella la.
Saying your friend was blind at that point does not make things better.



Now, when you break both those rules.
On the same day.
In that order.
...
That's just despicable.


The purpose of this post?
Siapa makan cili, dia yang rasa pedas.
If you terasa...oops.

~vid~

Lamp Post.

Lamp-post.

I find the word lamp-post funny.
No, actually, I find it hilarious.
=D

Please don't talk about lamp-posts with straight faces, because I will burst out laughing.
Hee =D

~vid~

Haunted.

This penthouse is haunted.

For real.

Shit.

~vid~