Ryan Giggs

This is going to be long and wordy and badly put and I'm going to digress half a million times in the middle of it all.
But I want to write this.
I've been wanting to write a dedication to Giggsy for some time now, and today would be perfect to do it.

Ryan Giggs.

To be honest, for a very long time,
Giggsy was never my hero.

My first ever footballing hero was Eric Cantona.
I believe that's pretty self-explanatory. I mean, we're talking about Cantona here. The man is a bloody legend.

And after that, for a long time I worshipped David Beckham.
I didn't have a crush on him, I was too young to. I worshipped him the way you'd worship a hero.
He was my Man United hero after Cantona left.
I have that goal of his from the halfway line still imprinted into my mind. And that happened way back when.

Ryan Giggs on the other hand, was not so much pomp and flourish.
He was the quiet one, him and Scholesy.
Quiet, modest, and at the top of their game. (although Scholesy was a bit more hot-tempered)

But I've always had a soft spot for Giggsy.
Mostly because he started playing for United the year I was born.
I felt we had a bond, and so I loved him, but I just didn't see him as a hero...yet.


Today,
I can say that
Ryan Giggs has been playing for Manchester United for as long as I've been alive.
His entire footballing career, and he has never switched clubs.
That's 20 freaking years at one club.

If that isn't dedication, I don't know what it is.




Somewhere along the line, I grew to appreciate Giggsy.

I grew to respect him for never getting involved in any of the scandals that graced the back pages of the newspaper.

I grew to love him for his loyalty to the club I've supported for most of my life.



Today, Ryan Giggs is my hero.
As he has been for the past few years.

After Becks left, when people asked me who my favourite player from United was, I'd be rather at a loss.
Today, ask me who my favourite player is, and I'll tell you Ryan Giggs without hesitation.




I cannot even begin to express how much I love, respect and admire this man.

We call him United's finest servant.

Yet, we are the ones privileged to have him play for us.
We have been blessed to have a player like Ryan Giggs in United.




The story of how he left City's academy to play for us, because he always wanted to be a Red is something I'll never forget.
I can only thank God that he did leave City.
I cannot imagine Ryan Giggs playing for anyone else.
I cannot imagine a Manchester United without Ryan Giggs.


I am tearing up now, so the rest of this post will probably be all emotional.



I just cannot imagine him ever retiring.

I've only cried twice over football.
The first was when Becks left,
the second when Keane retired.

But when Giggs retires, I will cry buckets. I just cannot imagine a squad without Giggs.
or Scholes,
or Nevs (which is what I call Gary Neville).

I've always wanted Roy Keane to manage United after SAF retires,
but now I wouldn't mind Ryan Giggs becoming manager.
Or at least being part of the management!
If he just leaves completely I swear I'll cry for weeks.


This is horribly biased, but I'll always love the '97 squad more than I'll love any other Manchester United squad.

The boys we have now are as good, and they have the potential,
but somehow,
the boys from '97 were of a different calibre altogether.

I'd like to see them united again someday.



Becks, both the Nevilles, Scholesy, Giggsy, Keane, Butt, Ole...that lot.
In a perfect world they'd all come together and manage United one day.
Ole did, and then he left. :'(
I'll just keep hoping.


See how much I have digressed.



I love Giggsy in a way that I cannot explain.
I don't love him in the omg-I-want-to-marry-him kind of way, I just love him.
The way you would love a father.
Someone you look up to.
Someone you admire.

I adore Ryan Giggs.
And I admire him.
And I appreciate today, more than ever, everything he has done for this club.

And the day he becomes Sir Ryan Giggs, I might just die of happiness.

He deserves it.


He's already a knight in my heart, and I know he is in the hearts of so many die-hard United fans out there.


Ryan Giggs is a solid player, and an amazing human being.

He was the boy who played like a man and now he is a man who plays like a boy.
37 years old and still going strong.

Happy Birthday Giggsy.

May you stay young forever.

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Berba appreciation.

OHMYGODDDD.

HOW DID I NEVER REALISE BEFORE HOW BLOODY GORGEOUS BERBA IS.

This is a Dimitar Berbatov appreciation post.

ON ANOTHER NOTE!

TODAY IS GIGGSY'S BIRTHDAY!

But Giggsy deserves a post all to himself.
Yes he does.
Amazing man that he is.



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I see the light

And at last I see the light
And its like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And its like the sky is new
And its warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted

All at once
Everything looks different
Now that I see you



This song should have come out last year.
When I was doing my electives in India.


I've discovered I have a tendency to be very attracted to Bangladeshi/Pakistani men.
Not to be religionist or anything,
but there's something about Muslim men that just attract me okay.
Its not like I can help it.


The love of my life is also Muslim. Which is why it will never work.
Not that he actually cares...
Being not only on the other side of the world, but also buried in his books.
psh.

oh my god.
Have I really been reduced to the state of begrudging the boy his education??

Yes I have.

Meh.


I am a sad person.

true story.


Thank you new follower! :)
I don't know how or why I have 14 followers, but thank you, you lot :))



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7-1

I cannot express my happiness right now.

It still amuses me how after the World Cup, me and Dhina were having this discussion about United,
and we were both agreeing that Dimitar Berbatov was not really thaaaaaat great of a player.

And Berba goes and proves us wrong by scoring a goal in the Community Shield match!

And then he's just so on form this season,
and he's been absolutely wonderful,

BUT this past one week alot of people have been criticising his goal drought,

and for the FIRST time ever, I DEFENDED Dimitar Berbatov against all those doubters,
And I said he WAS on form,
and the drought was nothing,
and he'd be back scoring goals in no time,

AND HOW DOES HE REWARD MY FAITH IN HIM?

BY SCORING 5 OUT OF THE 7 GOALS IN TONIGHT'S GAME!

Berba, I fucking love you bb.




I also strongly believe that your perception of someone's looks depends very much on your overall impression of the person.

If you'd asked me in July, I'd have told you I didn't understand what was so handsome about Berba.

Ask me now and I'll tell you I've never seen a more beautiful man.



I seriously love him.
So freaking much.
So so proud.

You just keep on proving us wrong, bb.

:')



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Flynn

Probably won't be making my Flynn Maximus Rapunzel appreciation post today.
I'm tired.
And long day tomorrow, what with Kampung Angkat and all. :|

SEE HOW MUCH FLYNN THERE IS ON MY OTHER BLOG THOUGH.

AND LOOK!
REAL LIFE FLYNN!

You, sir, need to appear in my life ASAP.

Btw, Beesya, if you're reading this, I'm willing to share Flynn with you ok? *wink wink*


Good night my lovelies, may you have the most wonderful day tomorrow. :)


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So I love how the frying pan was a prominent feature in Rapunzel.

Frying pans remind me of...


ME!

yay!

ok.

Rapunzel appreciation post coming up in a few minutes, once I get my other blog sorted out.

(DOES ANYONE STILL READ 3BLINDMICE?)


Of course you do, I see some Seremban in my feedjit.
Stop stalking me y'all.
We'll just pretend this blog has faded into oblivion.
Shoo.
Go away.



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Bitch Rant continued

So pissed off at everyone and everything right now.
Well, not really, I'm just mega pissed off at my housemate.

SOME PEOPLE need to fucking learn consideration.

Might be watching Tangled tonight!

I KNEW they were calling it Rapunzel here!
psh.
Killjoys.

My mood will either improve considerably or darken into the deepest depths of despair depending on whether or not the movie date jadi tonight.


I don't understand how someone can want to become a doctor,
without basic qualities
such as
COMPASSION
CONSIDERATION
and
BASIC MANNERS.

Student doctor my foot.


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Bitch Rant No 123024

I hate how when my housemate comes home, she just turns off the Internet straight away because it doesn't work for her.

IT WAS WORKING FINE FOR ME.
LETS JUST IGNORE ALL THE SHIT I WAS DOWNLOADING BECAUSE YOU DECIDE TO BE SELFISH YEAH?

If it doesn't fucking work for you then buy a goddamn laptop that works.

STOP TURNING THE MODEM OFF OMG.


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Antidepressants

You know you can always tell me anything, right?



Really?

What if I told you :

Ma, I hate medicine.

I don't want to do it anymore.

I want to do law.

I've wanted to do law since I was 15 and I realised I hated science.

I would make a good lawyer. I know I would.

Most of all, I would be happy.

I haven't been happy in a very long time, Ma.



What if I told you all that?

Would you listen?

Would you say yes?

Would you set me free?




~vid~

Tangled

Who wants to watch Tangled?!

Although somehow I remember it being advertised as Rapunzel here. wtv.

Sigh.
I'm a Disney girl through and through.
And a hopeless romantic. pfft.

Clips!



Loving how she uses the frying pan. I love frying pans. :D




The smolder killed me omg.


Aaand the frying pan makes a reappearance :D




Yay for Disney Princes!
A girl can dream, right?

Since I haven't seen Tangled yet, I can't say much for Flynn,
but.
I watched Princess and the Frog yesterday...

Its been soooo longggg since I last watched a Disney cartoon that I hadn't already watched 12033204 times.
I prefer cartoons over CGI any day!

I wouldn't say it was one of the best Disney movies,
my favourites are still Lion King and Aladdin,

but.

*squeal*

Prince Naveen!

New Disney Prince crush!



:D

whoops.

I meant to put this of course. *ahem*

Please ignore the fact that the bottom half of him is missing.

Next post : Disney princes all sexed up. ;)


~vid~



P.S! You know that part where I wasn't totally into Flynn yet?
Yeaaaah.
We'll scratch that.
Flynnnnnnnn.



So I still believe in fairytales and princes.
Take that away from me, I dare you.

Shenanigans

This is why I absolutely detest Jose Mourinho as a manager.




It was so obvious how he pulled Xabi aside,
and how Dudek was it? whispered something to Iker to pass on to Sergio.
AND COME ON.
SINCE WHEN DO GOALKEEPERS NOT TAKE FREEKICKS FROM THE BOX? WHY WAS RAMOS TAKING THE FREEKICK.

And wth was Xabi doing? Dancing on the field!?

Really.
I never expected either of those two players to pull off such nonsense.
Ronnie doing something like that, yes, I can accept. I mean, come on, I love him and all, but its RONALDO.

Xabi and Sergio were two players I really looked up to.

Xabi especially.

I expected more from him than that rubbish. Really.

Of course, he wanted them to get reds so they have a clean slate for the round of 16,
but seriously?
You have to resort to cheating tactics?!
How bloody typical of Jose Mourinho.

Stupid Mou, corrupting all the good players.
And he wants to come manage MU?

DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
WE'RE NOT CHEATERS.
WE'VE NEVER BEEN, WE NEVER WILL BE.
WE DON'T HAVE STUPID SNEAKY TACTICS.

GTFO MOU. WE'RE NOT MAKING YOU A RED DEVIL.



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Gastroenteritis?

I just realised the lady at the clinic forgot to give me my metronidazole.
O_O
Eventhough that was the most important of the medication the doctor prescribed.

AAAAAAAAAAAH.

Now I have to go tomorrow and get it.

Normally I wouldn't be fussed, but I WANT TO GET CURED OKAY.

The latest diagnosis is gastroenteritis btw.

I give up.
Pe2 je la ok.
As long as all these symptoms stopppp.



~vid~

Irritation

OH FOR GOD'S SAKE.

I am going to bitch.
Don't like, don't read.

Yes, I am your subgroup leader.
That does NOT mean you need to call me every 5 minutes to confirm things.
Like seriously, figure some things out on your own!
Jeez.

We all know these surgeons are forever late.
It's their thing.
If they ever turn up early, the sky will fall down.
WE KNOW THAT.
So when the doctor tells you he'll be there at 10.30, then you should have enough common sense to wait til 11!
DO NOT CALL ME AT 10.31 ASKING ME WHERE THE DOCTOR IS.
I'M IN SUBANG.
DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE THE BLOODY MARAUDER'S MAP?

I really don't care who gets offended by this.
I've pretty much told you this over sms-es and I will do it face to face tomorrow when I get back, so don't bother accusing me of bitching behind people's backs.
I don't do that kinda shit.
If I bitch, I bitch to your face, and then I announce it over the Internet.

Because I'm mean like that.
Live with it.

I don't suffer fools gladly.



~vid~

Results!

So my blood test results came back.

EVERYTHING NORMAL.
CHEH.
SCARE PEOPLE FOR NO REASON.

Although the shit kinda starts now.

If its not vestibular neuronitis,
and its not hyperthyroidism,
and its not anaemia (like duh do I even look anaemic to you)

...then wtf is it?


AND WHY AM I STILL HAVING VERTIGO DESPITE TAKING ANTIVERTIGO DRUGS THREE TIMES A DAY?

Ugh.
Seeing doctor again tomorrow.


Can I just never go back to IMU?
Yes?
ok.


~vid~

Does anyone else ever feel like murdering their CFCS partners?

Because I do.
On a constant basis.

By which I mean every fucking day.



And for those of you who didn't get the memo when I morphed into the ultimate bitch, well this is it.
Consider yourself informed.


~vid~

I just want to curl up in a ball and hide forever.

Go away.

Go away.

Bitchy post.

WHY DOES EVERYONE FEEL THE NEED TO USE MY CAR?!

alsdkjsdgfh.

Yes I get it,
its a new car,
its nice to drive,

BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT EVERYWHERE.
WHAT IF I NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE HUH.

Like TODAY.

When I need to run down to Seremban for something urgent.

WHICH I CANNOT DO BECAUSE MY CAR ISNT HERE.

My mother's car is here, and I would use that,
only
MY HOUSE KEYS ARE IN MY CAR.

Like duh.

So I wouldn't ever forget them.

Now I have to go to Seremban in the freaking evening.

I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE.

WHAT IF I WAS IN SEREMBAN TODAY HUH?
YOU WOULDN'T BE USING MY CAR RIGHT.

URGH.


~vid~

Propanolol

I'm supposed to take half a tablet of Propanolol twice a day, right?

So I need to cut the bloody tablet in half.

And I was honestly soooo bloody lazy to get up and go to the kitchen and hunt for a knife,
so I resorted to hitting the tablet with the back of my marker pen.

(yes I am very lazy. Shut up)

I don't know what on earth possessed me to assume that hitting the tablet would make it break cleanly in half.

...
It didn't.
It smashed. Into powder.

So then I had to separate the powder into two piles,
and put half in a container for tomorrow,
and push half in a glass of water and stir so I could drink it.


Am I an idiot, or am I an idiot?

Yeah.

ok.

Goodnight.


~vid~

Hyperthyroidism

So I still wasn't feeling well today.
So I went to see my family doctor (who, in my opinion, IS THE BEST DOCTOR IN THE WORLD. ok.)
Yes.

So I explained (AGAIN) my symptoms :

1. Dizziness Vertigo
2. Nausea/vomiting
3. Tinnitus

And so he's like, you know what, I'll take your BP ok.
So he did.
120/60.
But hes like "your heart rate seems kind of fast though"

So he takes my pulse.
124 bpm.

Its not the first time I've had that kind of pulse though.

Then he asks about breathlessness.
check.
Wheezing?
check.
Hand tremors.
Nowadays mine are pretty damn obvious.
Insomnia.
FOR THE PAST FREAKING MONTH OMG.
Diarrheoa.
Hmm. Yep. Recently.


"I think we need to do a thyroid function test"

What?

"Your symptoms all point to hyperthyroidism. Of course, it may not be, but we'll have to check"

Then he glances at my hands.

"Hold out your hands properly"
"and stick out your tongue"
"okay, I'm just gonna check your eyes yeah"

...

"I think I'd better check for your hemoglobin levels too"

What.

"This might take two or three days, but I think we're leaning towards hyperthyroid"

Uh.

"If it is hyperthyroid, then you'll have to go on medication for 1 1/2 years"

Huh.

The worst part is he's all serious-ish. For the past 11 years I've known him, he's never serious-ish with me.

He just kept looking at me oddly.
I think he expected me to start crying. or something.

I think I laughed.

I'm still unsure of how to react to this.

Ofc, it may not be hyperthyroid, and I may just be being a drama queen, but.

I just don't know anymore.

Sometimes I just wish someone would give me a definitive diagnosis and be done with it.




I feel like an old sickly woman now.




Taking a couple of days off.
I need a break.



~vid~

Changing Channels

TWICE today during the United game, someone switched the channel to see the Chelsea match score.

I'm like.










DA FUQ?

BITCH YOU CANNOT JUST CHANGE THE CHANNEL WHEN I'M WATCHING MANCHESTER UNITED PLAY.











IN OTHER NEWS, CHELSEA LOSE TO BIRMINGHAM.
AND ARSENAL TO SPURS.
I'm totally not doing a celebratory dance around my room right now.
Of course not.
psh.

This has been a post.


~vid~

Vestibular neuronitis : for those who want to know

HELLO LOVES!


I AM BACK!
For real this time ok.

I hereby make a resolution to at least try and blog every 2 days from now on.

Its probably the lack of a place to vent thats driving me completely crazy.
Maybe bitching writing about it on the blog will help.

*dances*

I'm currently blogging intermittently while dancing around my room to this song :





Its from Aisha. :D
Which wasn't suchhh a great movie in my opinion.

It wasn't bad though. Just a regular chick-flick.
I adore Sonam Kapoor, but I absolutely hated her character in the movie. She played her part really well. LOL.
AND HOW ADORBZ IS ABHAY DEOL?
*insert doe-eyed picture here*




Its based off Jane Austen's Emma, though. I must really get around to reading that one of these days.
But to be honest, after getting back from class,
I just don't want to touch any books at all.
Half the time I don't even want to switch on my laptop. ugh.


NEVER MIND ABOUT UNI.
UNI IS DEPRESSING.
ok.



OH OH.
Let me tell you about the time(s) I fell sick.

So last Monday evening,
I took an hour-long nap about 6pm, and then woke up around 7pm..
...AND I COULDN'T SEE OUT OF MY LEFT EYE.

I FREAKED OUT OKAY.









But no one was home, and no one I can rely on stays near us, so I decided to wait for my housemates to get back..
...and in the meantime, I decided to google "blurriness of vision in one eye"

AND

One of the differentials was histoplasmosis, which, without immediate intervention, could result in permanent scarring of the cornea,
i.e. permanent blindness, or permanent blind spot formation in one eye.

I FREAKED OUT EVEN MORE.

And then
after half n hour, the blurriness decreased.
And I was like AAAHHHHHH OMG MAYBE IM GETTING BETTER.

Then by the time my housemates came back,
my vision was almost normal,
and it was like reeeally late.

So I was like
ok.
if it isn't better tomorrow, then I'll go see a doc.

And then the next day I woke up vomiting,
so I didn't go class,
and then I didn't dare drive myself to a doctor.

So I waited (AGAIN) for my housemates to get back (sometimes I don't see the point of living with people who are never home)
(YES I JUST BITCHED. IZ MY BLOG. I'LL BITCH ABOUT WHOEVER I WANT TO OK? OK)


Yes.
So.
One of them took me to a doctor.
At like 9pm.
And the doctor listens to me explain about how I had blurring of vision, and vomiting, and dizziness and tinnitus for the past two weeks,

And hes like.
Your symptoms are classical of vestibular neuronitis.

I'm like :
What?

And hes like :
Vestibular neuronitis.

And I'm like :
But neuronitis is like..

And hes like :
Yup. Its the inflammation of your vestibular nerve.

Thats the part where I just keel over and die of shock, basically.



yep.

So this is my ghost typing.

And this is the part where this post just fizzles and dies.

Yep.

Imma continue dancing now.








Toodles!



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Shoutout

Shoutout to the people who have been, or at least made the effort to be stabilising forces in my life lately.

Rachel,
Yan Qi,
Jea Mie,
Suh Ming,
Fatin,
Dhina.

I've not been a terribly pleasant person to talk to these past few weeks, and I'm really messed up right now.

And I think I owe it to you guys for always being there for me when I really really need it.
For being the people I can just message/email when I need someone to talk to.
Or just the people I can just completely be my bitchy, whiny self with.

And for not giving up on me, even when I'm not always available to talk to you the way you're there for me.

I'm not even making sense right now.

I just feel overwhelmed.

And I'm emotional.

But I just need to let you guys know somehow that I truly appreciate you being there now.
Now, when it matters more than anything.

I love you people so so much ok.

:3


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My car.

BTW.

DID I EVER TELL YOU GUYS WHAT CAR I DRIVE?


Lai lai I tell you now.

I drive a brand-new Suzuki Swift (well it was brand-new 4 months ago)

:DDDDD

Jealous?

Good.

You should be.







(Y)



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FERNANDOOOOOOOOOOOO

We've gone completely mad.


~vid~

At first sight?

So there's this consultant specialist in my ward.
Who takes us on ward rounds every morning.

I might very possibly be in love with him.

Although hes like
probably 40.
And married.
With 129380923482394 kids.

ah the joys of love unrequited! :D


I have gone completely mad.
No fucking joke.


I also swear alot nowadays.


~vid~

I really do have the best friends ever.

I love you guys, ok?

~vid~

Quote

This is probably my most favourite quote of all time :

"Of all sad words of mice and men, the saddest are..it might have been"

Forgot who wrote it. Google it if you want to know, I'm pretty sure the author's name will come up somewhere. :)

Work work WORK.
I am so fucking tired already. When there isn't any work to do all I want to do is sleep.
NOT COOL BRO.
I shall unabandon this blog soon. I hope.
Not that it would actually matter, since probably 5 people read this.

I am unimportant.

~vid~