This is me.

I am volatile.

I explode for no reason.
I cry at the smallest things.

I’m as stubborn as a mule, and not much prettier.

I’m childish,
I’m impulsive,
I don’t think half the time.

I’m broken.

You knew all of this, and yet,
"I love you” you said, “Always have, always will, unconditionally”

Did you mean to lie?

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RAWR!

Hi.

I am alive. :D


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Exhaustion

I am insanely tired.

I didn't know it was possible to be this exhausted. Mentally and physically.
Sneak peek into future lifestyles?
Crap.


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EMOTICONS :D

Guess what?




I HAS EMOTICONS. :D


I SUKA. .




LOL.
On a completely unrelated note, the full enormity of my workload hit me today.
I need to start bucking up if I want to even pass Sem 5.






Sigh.
Stupid Comm Med report.
If only it wasn't soooooooooooo long. :(


P.S. Expect emoticon-filled posts from now on. Ok la maybe for the next few days until I get sick of 'em. Right now I'm still jakun.




:D

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I am so freaking tired its unbelievable.

Seremban.
Clerking the patient was fun.
Standing the whole time and waiting around for the bus after - not so much.


Library : 8.30 pm.
Sem1 students memorising flexors and extensors of forearm in mms.
I had half a mind to tell them not to study in so much detail, but nah..later they don't do well in exams they'll curse me.
Maybe I'll tell them if I see them again.


11.30pm.
I am dead tired and about to go to sleep right now.
I believe I am setting a new personal record here.

Good night everybody.


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Random nonsense.

MY PARENTS HAVE FACEBOOK!
Aaaaaaaaaaah.
:D


Random quote :
Someone has rightly said, "A fool can ask more questions that a wise man cannot answer"

No wonder so many of us are speechless when lecturers ask us questions..!




Dentists are evil.
No offence to anyone in IMU of course, since I've never been subjected to their services.



I am sleepy.
I honestly do believe that at some point this week, my Comm Med report will get fed up of being ignored and will write itself.
Excellent. :D


Visit to Seremban tmr.
ARGH.
Can I not go?


Meow.


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The super detailed post.

I had something I wanted to write about today, but I tengah patah hati sekarang.
AAARRRGH.
I don't want to elaborate.
Later people laugh at me for syok sendiri-ing. :(


LOLOLOL.
Right.
Never mind.



Why do some people write absolutely everything that happens in their lives on their blogs?
Do they realise how incredibly easy it is for people to stick their noses into their lives just by reading what they write?

I feel like throwing up right now, having been subjected to a love story of sorts told in extremeeee detail.
And I mean extreme.

*retches*




But you know what?
Since I terlampau syok sendiri now, lai lai lemme tell you aaaaaaaallll about my day in excruciating detail. :D
Lemme try and see how fun it is.

* * * * *

Right.
So I woke up this morning about 8.30 am. Actually my mother started yelling at me from around 7.30, but I only managed to drag myself out of bed around 8.30. :(
And then I went to try on saree blouses, you know, to make sure I didnt have to make any adjustments to anything before prom.
And then I went on the treadmill for about 40 minutes.
Was a pretty good workout. I felt hot for about 10 seconds after that. :D

Then I went to eat breakfast. Hunted about in the kitchen for like ten minutes before deciding on cereal.
After that I wanted to shower, but then this alarm technician guy came to fix the alarm.
Apparently something was wrong with it = =.
I actually thought my cousins came over you know when he rang the doorbell, so I skipped all the way to the door, then suddenly see random stranger...I was like OMG SO MALU.
*hides face*
So like he was climbing up the manhole and all, so I couldn't mandi la.
Cos...because lah, okay.

Then my cousins came over, so I had to like talk to them for a bit.
My cousin showed me her saree that she bought yesterday...I didn't like it very much, but terpaksa say nice la right. :(
I felt so evil. :'(

And then finally I went to mandi at 10.45ish.
I COULD WASH MY HAIR!
YAY!
But I had to rush cos I was sposed to go out with Jea Mie and Yan Qi at 11, but then I only finished mandi-ing like at 11.05, so I was like crazy kelam kabut okay. No joke.
Then my comb/powder/hairdryer are in my mums room.
So I got dressed and went to my mums room, but she'd gone out with my cousin while I was showering AND SHE LOCKED THE DOOR.
Then right. Tak cukup lock the door she can forget where she put key summore!
Aaaaaah!
So like by the time I was finally ready it was like 11.30.
-__-


So then we (me and Jea Mie) went to SS15. She drove la.
Then we were sposed to meet Yan Qi at the McD's near Taylors, but JM didn't know there was a McD there, so she drove to the Drive Thru one.
LOLOL.
It was sooooooo hilarious.
Anyway, we made it to the correct McD, and then met up with YQ, and then we went to a few boutiques to look for dresses.

I found a silver one, and another purple one which were okayyyyy la.
Not great, and I was scared I wouldn't be comfortable, so I didn't buy them in the end.
:(
I think I'll just stick to my saree. :(
Then we were thirsty so we went to get bubble tea. I got yam flavoured bubble tea. :D
I love yam.
Its like awesomeee. :D


So after all that we decided to go to Parade to look for more dresses, but when we reached Parade, we decided to eat first la yeah.
So we settled on Nando's.
And we're like soooo smart, we ordered this bottomless Ice Lemon Tea and then shared it between the three of us.
Save money man. :D
And then there was this guy there who I still think is a girl, but JM and YQ thought was a guy, but then they changed their minds halfway through so now we all think she's a lesbian.
:D

Yes.
Well.
Anyway, we went to a few more boutiques, and then YQ found this really nice dress in Blook.
:D
Its a pretty colour. Very unique. :)

After that we were really tired so we flopped down in McD's in parade for awhile.
It was like really busy at that hour so no one noticed that we hadn't ordered anything so we didn't get chased away. yay! :)

Then after awhile, my parents came to Parade, so I met up with them.
I think JM and YQ went to buy accessories or something. Not too sure.
So walked around Parkson for awhile with the 'rents, bought a pair of NYC wedges.
Just plain black ones that I can wear everyday :)

And then we went to Sachs I think, and we bought this pair of gorgeous brown shoes.
sigh :)


And then around 5-ish (it was 5 by that time) my mom decided to go to Klang.
To look for saree since I didn't find any nice dresses that I would wear.
I fell asleep in the car on the way. :(
But then when we reached Klang it was raining. ew. The first shop we went to was awful. They had the horriblest collection of sarees ever!
Everything was so shiny.
Ugh.
I would have looked like a walking Christmas tree. :(

Then we went to drink tea. :)
And we saw my brother's friend in the restaurant...with his mom and sis and future wife.
I remember him from 2001 man, when he stayed over in my house once..he used to be so scrawny! and specky!
And now hes kind of hot. :) But getting married in Dec la.
He remembered me too! But I was like 11 in 2001, so he remembered me as this small girl.
-_-

Anyway, we went to another shop after that, and I fell in love with this gorgeous pink saree!
...which I ended up buying. :D
We're allowed to wear whatever colour for the ball right?
No colour codes or anything? :D

And then on the way back from Klang, I fell asleep again :(

When we came home, I came online for awhile, but was crazy sleepy man.
So I went to lie down for awhile, and told my bolster and Pinkie random grandmother stories.
After awhile my bolster managed to convince me to go shower and eat before continuing to sleep, so I took it's advice.
Had a really simple dinner :) and then I fell asleep in front of the tv...til around 10.30.

Cos my dad's bro came over around 10.30.
(Seriously? Who visits at that time?)
He brought over some cousin from India la. Apparently said cousin came to Msia on some university field trip and was spending one night in KL.
I spent most of the time talking to my uncle.
Hes a lawyer so he was telling me tales of his exploits and what not. :D
Was fun. :)

And then they left, and now here I am blogging. :D

* * * * *

...
HOLY CRAP THIS WAS SO TIRING.
HOW THE HELL DO PEOPLE WRITE THIS SHIT EVERY FREAKING DAY?!

If you survived up til here, I'm hereby giving you a virtual lollipop.
Flavour of your choice. :)

I gila sleepy now.
Nite nite y'all :D


I terlampau sakai, can go write post so long wth. o_O


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Lantai saya masih ada darah brurung.

I want to wash my hairrrrrrrrrrrr. :(
Three days ady never wash ok.
I feel like pulling all my hair out by its roots.
Stupid 3-days-no-washing-hair rule after straightening.

Sigh.
I'm the kind of person who washes my hair every freaking day man.
3 days is like. aaaaaaaaargh.

Nvm.
Tmr can wash ady. :D




I'm insanely hungry.
My stomach is self-digesting.
:(




Btw btw!
Isn't Faizal like the cutest SP (simulated patient) ever!?
:D
Hes sooooooooo comel!
And he's like forever smiling.
Summore today he pro, can pretend got pain in his leg when we were doing the Straight Leg Raising Test.
:D
:D
:D

...never mind.


I'm sleepy.
And my brain is fuzzy.
Nites y'all.


P.S. The title of this post came about cos I asked Yan Qi to say something random. And she said Pig. Then she said a name. Then she said darah burung.
:o



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Corpse Found on Flag Pole in Bukit Jalil

I is growing fatttttt.

YA LA.
EAT SLEEP EAT SLEEP HOW NOT TO GROW FAT YOU TELL ME.



So like, after complaining about it for like ten years and annoying Yan Qi into oblivion... (:D)
..I decided to go jogging today la.
In Commonwealth Park.
Alone, cos no one else wants to go.
All thin people wtf.


And so I mentioned it to Fatin and she's like :
"You want to go alone?"
Me : Yeah.
Fatin : Oh. You do know about that incident where they jumpa mayat hanging at the park right?


:O
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.



So she googled it and showed me.
Apparently it came out in Malay Mail and all lah.

Nah...ze article : http://www.mmail.com.my/content/29965-corpse-found-flag-pole



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
SO SAKAI WHY GOT DEAD BODY HANGING IN THE PARK.
NOW I DOWAN GO ALONE ANYMOREEEEEEE.
LATER PEOPLE MURDER ME AND HANG ME ON THE FLAG POLEEE.
:O



Sorry.
Terlampau drama. :D


This universe memang dowan me grow thin.
*cries*


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More Hair Stories. :D

I have an unhealthy obsession with my own hair.

LOL.
No, really, I do.

I just remembered yesterday, the reason I never cut my fringe very short.
Because my hair is curly and so it looks daaaaaamn kembang man. Like kena letup.
Yesterday it was horrendous la okay.
I sudah complain in the previous post.
And then last night after half n hour of blow-drying it straight and after like half a bottle of hair serum, my hair ended up wavy today.
AAAAAAH.


I couldn't take it.
So I uh.
Went to the hairdressers.
And uh.
Straightened my hair.

The whole thing.
:D

Y'all get to see it in uni tmr.
Unless I feel extremely syok sendiri in about 5 seconds and decide to upload photos here. :D

. . .


Fine. I want put pic. :D
I very syok sendiri jz now k.
Hence lots of syok sendiri pictures. (I not putting all here la)




Btw, I need lessons in camwhoring.
I so totally suck in taking pictures man.



Now I feel like I don't have hair at all.
:(
Tooooooo straight.
Its not natural.
Yer.

But I'll leave it alone for now la.
heh :)
I've done so many things to my hair over the past 2 years that I really don't remember what it used to look like anymore.
O_O



Btw this just made my day :

SO DAMN CUTE LAAAAAAAAAAA.
:D


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