Temporary relief

Its always on the nights before PBLs and/or CSUs that I get sudden urges to watch hindi movies.

I haven't blogged anything of much importance lately.
Not that I ever have :D

Blogging, for now, at least, is a way of taking my mind off the workload before me.
Temporary relief if you will.

Inhale.
Exhale.
Shift gear.




I AM NOT EMO.
I'm just exhausted. :(



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Random Rambling #4

This just makes it soooo much easier to title posts :D



I'm boreddd.
Sleepy as hell, but then after sleeping from 12.30-3.30 in the afternoon, I'm not so hot about going back to sleep.
Would be considered wasting my life away.


I need a new phone.
Preferably a shiny one with a cool keypad.
No iphone. Anti-iphone.



My brain feels like its been replaced with cotton wool.
Despite the 3-hour nap/sleep? and 2 doses of coffee.
Roaaaarrrrrrr.

I feel like drinking coke.
Caffeeeiiiinnnneeeeeeeee.
ROARRRRR.



They should totally manufacture IV caffeine.
Not sure if caffeine citrate is still in production though : http://www.rxlist.com/cafcit-drug.htm#
Yes, I realise it says used for treatment of neonatal apnea (means for small babies who have difficulty breathing),
but its also used as a stimulant for adults...aaaand it increases oxygen consumption.
More oxygen is good.
Considering I severely lack oxygen.




meow.



Back to attempting productivity.


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Random Rambling #3

How do I not fall?

Roarrr.

Imma need some barrier-thingamajig around my heart (and head) that stops me from falling for people too easily.
Cos lets face it, I fall faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar too easy.


You know how people say you should listen to your mind instead of your heart when it comes to love?
Funny story : Both mine work hand in hand.
Doesn't do much good for me.
*headdesk*


FML.



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Random Rambling #2

I'm about to pull all my hair out from sheer boredom.
...But then again, my staple diet of Maggi Mee might accomplish just that, without manual labour involved.

I'm becoming increasingly cryptic wtf.


Anyone notice that my hyperness is dampened?
I really am manic depressive.

I was going to say I'm either manic depressive or bipolar, then I realised they were both the same thing.
-__-



I needs caffeine.
In a different form from coffee. I don't want coffee anymore.
It just hit me that I've never been addicted to coffee as such. My addiction is to the drug, not the medium its presented in.
O_O
Die.



This Guillain-Barre Syndrome is annoying the hell out of me.
Are we really expected to remember every freaking syndrome as doctors??
This decides it.
I'm going to specialise in ophthalmology and have an awesome 10-5 job and a life.
Screw emergencies.



Rawr.
I need sleep.
Or caffeine.
Or both.

...and a pause button.


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PBL-ing. ...or not. :D

I hate PBL.
I really do.

Its easy as hell if you just copy paste shit and then just print it out, but then I wont remember anything anyway.
Not that I actually remember anything if I write it down either, but at least that makes me feel accomplished.
heh. :D



I type insanely fast.
I like. :D
Explains how I typed out 60 pages in exactly 36 hours. With dinner/sleep/misc breaks in between.
I is awesome.


Rawr.
No, there isn't a point to this post.
I just haven't rambled aimlessly in a while, so I'm scratching that itch.
My vocabulary has expanded lately! whee. Isn't yous proud of me? :D:D



My washing machine is stupid.
It doesn't shut off the water supply while spinning, so after it spins, the whole machine fills up again...so there isn't much point in setting it to spin. -_-
I now have to wash and rinse the clothes first, then manually shut off the water supply and then set it to spin.
LIDDAT MIGHT AS WELL USE SEMI-AUTO MACHINE LA. CALL THIS MACHINE AUTO FOR WHAT.
Stupid washing machine.



I ran out of food today.
*cries*
I suppose thats a good thing.
I eat entirely too much.
Rawr.






My brother is coming home on Friday! :D
And then leaving on Saturday. -__-
Makes heck of a lot of sense.


My language has worsened. Entirely indecent, if I say so myself.





I wanted to say something else.
errh...
O YA.
I deleted my entire extended family off Facebook.
Best decision I've ever made in my life.
I am sick. SICK. of people sticking their noses in my life.
Its not that interesting. Stop stalking me. -__-




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Insomnia

Hiya.

I'm not abandoning this blog!
I'm just waaaaaaaaaaaay too tired and distracted to sit in one place and type.

Insomnia.
God's way of pranking people who love sleep.
RAWR.
I really will turn into a panda soon.
Pandas ftw!

I is not making sense.
Good night.


One day...(hopefully soon) I shall get my head back in order and start blogging where I left off.

Mrawr. awr. awr. awr. :D

Pinks sends his love. :)


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Stupid Moose

R.a.w.r!


Hi.
So its been like ..uh..a week? more? since I've last blogged.
I apologize.
Not that it made any difference to anybody, but I don't care. I want to perasan that some people at least need my blog to keep them entertained :D

Yeah so.
There's been alot of drama lately. And I don't mean that in a good way.
You probably don't want to hear about it, and I don't want to relive any of it...so yeah. We'll leave it at that.




Something happened today that pissed me off completely, if you will excuse my language.
Happened when I asked someone something pertaining to IMS, and someone else (who was never in the conversation in the first place) butted in and went like
"If you want to know, then you should come for lectures...Jesus"
WTH.
I had the strongest urge ever to stick out my tongue and say "I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU"

Totally uncalled for.
I don't want to come for lectures my problem la. Not like I wasting your time by asking you anything I missed right?
I haven't called anyone this in a long time, but I will now.
Bitch.



I don't hate people very easily.
But my annoyance threshold has been decreasing at alarming rate recently.



Meh.
Now I hilang mood to blog ady.

Just opened this page, cos I was too lazy to study,
but slacking off would've made me feel guilty.
Well...sort of.
Yes, I have sort of started studying...shocker :D I'm lazy, I'm not stupid.



Meh.
Ok byebye. If I is rajin, I shall resume blogging again.

Rawr.




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This is me.

I am volatile.

I explode for no reason.
I cry at the smallest things.

I’m as stubborn as a mule, and not much prettier.

I’m childish,
I’m impulsive,
I don’t think half the time.

I’m broken.

You knew all of this, and yet,
"I love you” you said, “Always have, always will, unconditionally”

Did you mean to lie?

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RAWR!

Hi.

I am alive. :D


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Exhaustion

I am insanely tired.

I didn't know it was possible to be this exhausted. Mentally and physically.
Sneak peek into future lifestyles?
Crap.


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