Almost there

YAY!
Just left with learning issues!
(I SHALL wake up early tomorrow morning, and I SHALL finish those learning issues before lunch)

I also shall go sleep now.
ahem.

At some point during this week, I shall attempt to blog about something substantial ok?

(shall is my new fav word btw)



Oh, and since my Internet has suddenly decided to work just fine, just as I'm about to go to sleep,
let me just end this post by telling you...
...I lost 2 kg!
HAH.

I don't know why it was imperative that you lot knew that.

yep.




OH OH AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAYS!
SOMEONE STOP TIMEEEEEE!
I DONT WANT TO BE AN ADULT YET!

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!




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Astronaut

Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In this search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me
Its all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why
I'm lonely like a satellite?





I've just realised Vivek Oberoi doesn't have a good jiwang movie.
Been wanting to watch something jiwang (lovey-dovey/mushy/etc etc) with him in it, and the only ones I can think of are Kisna or Kyun! Ho Gaya Na, both of which aren't great.

I think the only movies he's really good in are the ones where he plays gangsters.

:|



Internet currently pms-ing so I'll stop this post here, before it completely goes off, and I can't publish it.
Shall do my case summary and report now, since I drank a whole cup of coffee and I can't sleep and I have no Internet to relieve my boredom.

roar.



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Harmless Fun

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I may indulge in a lot a bit of wishful thinking all the time every now and then,
but even I'm not stupid enough to let myself believe anything serious is going to come out of this.

Nothing wrong with a bit of harmless fun though right?

I can't help it ok I'm awfully bored at 2am and I can't sleep. :(


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Parade

Happy la you today.

For what?

There got people parade for you just now what.

Parade? ...OH omg you saw that too?

Ya la. Must walk in front of you, then dunno go stand there for what...did he take anything? I don't think he took anything. Just simply went and stood there.

I don't think he took anything either. Purposely la the fella.

Thats why la. Parading la tu.

Ya hor! He was totally parading!

And for your benefit summore. Happy anot?

...Yes.

Very happy?

Very happy.





And then he gives me this half-disguted, half-amused look, the one he saves for occasions like this.
Can't blame the boy, for three-quarters of a year I was serious and sensible and stable.
Then suddenly the balance shifts, and I'm reduced to a lovesick moron.
And being my best friend, he has to put up with it.
Which he does, excellently.



BUT OMG MR HOUSEMAN TOTALLY PARADED TODAY.
HAH.
Stupid short boy.

Lovesick moron was an apt phrase to describe myself, no?



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Gym!

Went to the gym today!
(the Gym Rakyat in town) and it felt so goooood while I was working out, and I was just all happy and relaxed,
and then now omgggg my calves hurt like a bitch.
Must have been the endorphins masking the pain earlier, making me feel that I was superwoman enough to do more than I should have done on my first day back to gym-ming.
ugh.

Horribly sleepy as well, but its too early to go to sleep and then wake up tomorrow morning.

Roar!

No one online either. psh.




I am dying here, having to watch one episode of How I Met Your Mother a week!
They should just release them all together!
Or like every day!
Or something. gaaaaah.
At this rate, it'll be January before we get to see who Barney marries!

(my money's on Robin btw I DONT CARE WHAT THE REST OF YOU SAYYYY)


Season 2 of Game of Thrones comes out next April...which sucks EVEN MORE.
Because next April I'll be in Sem 9!
Which means I should devote my time and energy to studying instead of watching this horribly intriguing drama series.

*wails*




yesh.
End of pointless post thank you for reading k bye.



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Monday

Came home from class today all gung-ho and ready to revise musculoskeletal tumours...

...only to fall asleep.

...and then wake up and read fanfiction for the next 3 hours.



I fail at life. So much.
:/





Saw Dato' Siva again today.
I swear I'm just fated to run into him all the time.
Didn't say anything sarcastic to me today though (first!), but he did say Jovann looked a salesman trying to hoodwink people into buying drugs.
GAHAHAHA.
He's actually quite funny when the joke isn't on you.
*wipes eyes*
He's becoming alot nicer to me nowadays...might explain why it rained so heavily just now. :O





Saw Mr Houseman again today!
omg.
I need to learn how to laugh like a proper lady or something. I sound like a witch, which is probably the most unattractive sound in the world,
and which also would probably be a major turn-off considering how the lot of us were sitting at his table and laughing our heads off today.
At lunch.
(we sat at the same table! ...but being the git I am, I had to pointedly ignore his pretty face. psh.)


I swear it feels like I'm 13 again, having a giddy high-school crush on a senior.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.




ok bye.




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Ossification

I started my life with a single absolute : that the world was mine to shape in the image of my highest values and never to be given up to a lesser standard no matter how long or hard the struggle.
~Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged


At a crossroads again.
Sighhh.


And I hate doing presentations. I think I've done more seminars in the past one week that I have in my whole life.
-__-
I still can't believe we're paying them 30, 000 a semester to teach ourselves.

Gah.




A Libran alone is a sad thing indeed, not to mention unnatural. They need to connect with others.

Sad, but terribly, terribly true.

Aih.
Back to my presentation! ...or I'll end up pulling an all-nighter just to get it done.
Don't fancy driving back half-asleep. I've done that enough times to never want to do it again.


ROAR!


yesh.


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And lightning strikes

How many times do I fly through your head space?

I know that it's a little bit frightening
We might as well be playing with lightning

Intimidating

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?

Result: You are intimidating.

If you want to get your way, just flash that level, intense, steely gaze. Maybe there's a tone of voice or hand gesture to go with it, but your eyes do the heavy lifting here. People know what you're thinking when you give them The Look, and they're worried what you might do. Let 'em worry. That should be enough.



AHAHAHA.
Indeed.



Right. Back to watching my movie work!

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ahem.

I love Bobby Flay.

That is all.



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