Monday, 30 March 2009

Farewell notes.

Today we were asked to write farewell notes for Dr Thani,
since he's leaving IMU and all.

I'm really fond of Dr Thani ok, he was my PBL faci for awhile
(remember the doctor-patient thing I had to act out?)
and he's also one of the most dramatic lecturers ever.
After awhile, its really quite entertaining.

So anyway, we had to write notes rite...
and as usual, I was making a mess.
:p

Wanna see my drafts?





Draft 1

Dear Dr Thani,

I am terribly disappointed in you, sir.
I still cannot believe you're going away from IMU & from cute ppl like me, to go to *name-censored*!! Which is as yet unrecognised & unproven and quite likely to be a lot better than IMU b/c they have better selection of lecturers (like you of course).
And I cannot believe you're leaving us with Vijay Singh!
I swear one of these days I will commit suicide and come and haunt you, sir.

Love, Vidya.





Draft 2

Dear Dr Thani,

Sir, you were the best PBL faci I ever had. I honestly learnt more when you were our faci during CVS than I learnt during PBL for any other system.
Also, you;re the best Patho lecturer we have, and your dramatics during class just made it all the more easier to remember all those hard stuff. =)
Anyway, I'm really sorry that you have to leave...

(I didnt finish it, cos Shalini snatched it away from me to read before I was done LOL)





Draft 3

Dear Sir,

I'll miss you.
Have a good time wherever you go next.
Miss me k.

Love, Vidya.




:D
Of course I didn't write any of that in the end.
I'll type out my proper farewell note another day k.
heh~

~vid~

Sunday, 29 March 2009

Emo nemo no more.

OK.
Since I like Barney Stinson so much...I will take a leaf out of his book.

My new motto in life :
When I'm emo,
I just stop being emo and be awesome instead.



*wink*

I AM DETERMINED TO BE A HAPPY PERSON.
Just you try and stop me. :D

~vid~

Saturday, 28 March 2009

I can pretend, but for how long?





I open my eyes again.

I see flowers,
I see butterflies,
I see a thousand reasons for me to be happy.

But I look a little further,
And I see the sky.

Grey,
dark,
foreboding.
With no way out.




This is my life.
There are little things that can make me happy if I have enough patience to look at them.
And yet, the bigger picture is a whirlpool of depression that threatens to swallow me whole.

I need to let go.
Somehow, I've forgotten how.



Help.



~vid~

(picture courtesy of deviantart)

The Field Trip


I want to write a long long, emo, poetic post.
But....LOL I guess its just not in me to be emo.

So now I shall make myself happy by reminiscing on embarrassing incidents. :D

I just realised I never finished the Academic Calendar Story.
There's a 2nd Part to it...which I will call "The Field Trip Story".

=D

Right.
So as you all know, the main character in this story (well, besides me, of cos) is ICPU-Academic-Calendar guy.
(eh I call him ICPU guy la...shorter to type)

Ok.

In the spring of 2007, perhaps a few weeks after the Academic Calendar Incident,
I ran into the same guy again.
O ya, btw I forgot to tell you that the academic-calendar plan DID work...in a sense.
He definitely noticed me...used to stare at me like I was an alien for the next couple of months.

So this one fine day,
I walked out of the library, into him and his bunch of friends.
I literally mean
into.
Because they were blocking the whole corridor, and because I wasn't looking where I was going.
And then of course la they stared.
Which irritated me.

So I walked all the way to class,
then burst out into a rant about how idiotic the fella was, and how I didn't like him anymore, and err..etc etc. :D
Yes, in front of my classmates.

(My G4 class was/is awesome btw)

So...that kind of sparked my classmates' curiosity la rite, to see who the fella is.
So they literally went as a class to go see the guy.
A field trip to go look at ICPU-guy, if you will.

They walked out into the corridor where his class was...
(almost all 23 of them)
...stared at him,
..."oh"-ed among themselves,
...turned to look at me,
...then docilely marched back to our own classroom.

True story.

(And yes, of
course he noticed the entire thing)

Any more embarrassing la rite?
LOL.

And the best part?
It was nonsense like this that made me love my classmates to bits. =D

(this is the only picture I have of us in my laptop)


~vid~

Friday, 27 March 2009

Hi. I is alive.


Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)[?]

Libra

The Bottom Line

A certain person is intrigued by you -- why not give them some one-on-one time?




Hmm.
I wonder...
=D


* * * * * * * * * *


Today marks the end of a very long, and emofied week.
7 Days In A Depressed Funk.
Hmm. Doesn't seem like me at all.

But like I said.
Today marks the end of it.

Tomorrow I will put all the hurt and disappointment behind me...and stand up again.

Phoenix from ashes.



(HAH.I CAN be emo and dramatic at the same time. :D)


* * * * * * * * * *



And yet, this stupid lamb remains trapped under the lion's spell.

What a sick, masochistic lion.
And what a stupid, stupid, stupid lamb.

~vid~

Thursday, 26 March 2009

Shattered.


Enough already la.

I don't think I can handle this kind of disappointment anymore.

~vid~

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

Twilight


I just watched Twilight.


It was...
...
...

...HILARIOUS!

How on earth can someone look so constipated all of the time!?

ROTFLMAO!!

~vid~

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Jaws II.

I want Jaws.
I want Jaws.
I want Jaws.
I want Jaws.
I want...

God I sound so bloody deprived.

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

Argh.

~vid~

Sunday, 22 March 2009

My Academic Calendar Story


You people really liked the frying pan story, huh?
-__-

Anyway, since y'all seem to like laughing at my expense,
I tell y'all another story.

This was way back, in the spring of 2007...
(LOL. It was sometime in the beginning of '07 la)

Okeh.
So there was this guy...
(most of my stories involve me getting embarassed in front of guys I like, so...yeah)

I was doing SAM la, and he was in ICPU,
which basically meant that we never had classes together,...or anything together for that matter.
And at that point in time, I really liked this guy ok.
To the extent that I decided to go talk to him.
...
And this is the best part...guess what was my masterplan to go get to know him?
I was going to go ask him for his ICPU Academic Calendar.


...

Yea, I know. Wtf was I thinking, rite!?

Yeah, so anyway,
one fine day, me and Huey Chieng went to the library, saw him, and proceeded to ask him for the academic calendar.
Which he didn't have.
So me and Huey Chieng walked out of the library miserably. (at least I was miserable la)
Mission : FAILED.

Wait, story haven't finish yet!

Then Jun Beng came along, and said he wanted to see this guy,
soo.. we went back into the library...
and couldn't find him.
We looked on all the 3 floors, and we just simply could not find him.

So we were walking out, right...and we passed these two guys sitting at a table,
and all of a sudden, Jun Beng whacked one of them on the shoulder with his graphic calculator.
That HUGE, BRICK-LIKE,
HEAVY graphic calculator.

This one :


Yeah, I was stunned too.

And then the guy turned around (of course) and Jun Beng started giggling, and went like "omg I'm sooo sorry, I thought you were Pragash!"
(to be fair, Pragash was wearing almost the same shirt as that guy that day)
And guess what??
Guess who that guy was??
The ICPU-academic-calendar guy!

*dies of shame*

I spent the rest of the semester running away from aforesaid guy.
I mean, I just randomly ask him for an academic calendar out of nowhere, and 15 minutes later my friend whacks him with a graphic calculator...yeah, very impressive.

Ah well~
Kismet.

~vid~

I want to kill someone already.

NINE men!?
NINE!?

WTF WHY SEND OFF WAYNE ROONEY OMG THE REFEREE IS SO STUPID.
HE SHOULD BE SHOT.

As should Alex Ferguson,
and Cristiano Ronaldo.

2-0?!
To FULHAM?!

Play la like this summore.
At one point I was like "these fellas know that they're sposed to pass to red-shirted fellas rite?"

AAAARRRGGGHH.

Someone please go and shoot this Ferguson can ah.
The fella senile edi.
Duno how to pick team properly.

GAH!

~vid~