I. Love. Drama.

My msn personal msg :
why is life so unfair? why??

Within about ten seconds of them coming online,

[c=#FF0080]sexy can i, just pardon my manners.[/c=36] says:
wat heppend?
vid says:
huh?
[c=#FF0080]sexy can i, just pardon my manners.[/c=36] says:
life so unfair?


Suh Ming says:
why is life unfair?

LOL.
I love these people la seriously. :)

Oh, and for the record...my msn personal msg? Its just there for the drama.
LOL.
So I love attention.
Sue me. ;p

~vid~

Of Good Omens and Good Days. :)

I saw my cute guard today morning.
Early early morning summore.
I think its a good sign.
And the day has started out good so far. :)
*touchwood*


I think it must be really nice if someone thinks their day is going to turn out good just cos they saw you in the morning.
Its like as though you inspire people to feel good.
Hmm.
I wonder if anyone sees me in the morning and goes like "Wah, see her again. :) Yay I'm going to have a good day!"
keke.
I highly doubt it.
But if that ever does happen, at any point in time, I'd say my life had been worth living all right.
*wink*
:p


~vid~

Fully Detoxified.

Oh my lord.

I just had the worst night of my entire life.
Yes, I am a medical student...
Yes, I did watch that episode of House where he detox-ed...
Yes, I should have known better..
BUT
I just quite simply and quite completely forgot that one of the side effects of detoxing was throwing up.
Violently.
Which was exactly what I spent the whole of last night (and a majority of this morning) doing.
It got so bad that all I had to do was drink water and I would start throwing up, because my stomach was not ready to accept anything.

Detox Schmetox.
I had to get an anti-vomiting jab and I still threw up about ten times after that.

And I had to skip PBL today.
Grr.
I'm at home by the way, cos my mum freaked. :p
Plus point of living so close to home.

By the way, I think people who come up with these diets and detox programmes assume that you are just going to sleep and eat all day.
I highly doubt they would consider the possiblity of you having to do sun salutation and attend lectures and walk around and take LRTs and try to study the physiology of the heart and lung while not eating.
-__-

Also,
It occured to me that I should have at least googled detoxing before jumping straight into the 3-day programme thing that I got from some magazine.
But hey, wisdom comes with a price, rite?
(Bloody painful price at that too)
Anyway, now that I'm all better and everything, I decided to go google it anyway.
And share. :)

So here goes :
(from random sources)
1. If you eliminate toxins from your system too quickly you risk developing a cluster of side-effects known as the Herxheimer Reaction. These include lethargy, headaches, nausea, mood swings, spots and/or bad breath and a coated tongue.
*I was lethargic...I had a killer headache...most definitely suffered from nausea, but I think one day wasnt enough for the other symptoms to develop. My tongue is fine :p*

2. You should not detox if you are:
-Pregnant or breast-feeding
-Convalescing
-A child or teenager
-Elderly
-Underweight or debilitated
-Anaemic
-Have diabetes, heart disease, kidney or liver disease or other chronic health problems.
*I have no idea what convalescing means, and therefore I shall assume it does not apply to me. But I AM a TEENAGER. How come tat stupid magazine left tat part out!?*

3. If you experience more severe side-effects such as diarrhoea and vomiting stop detoxing and consult your doctor.
*O_O SEVERE SIDE EFFECTS?! wa.*

4. The downside of detoxification is that during the detoxification process, you may begin to feel some negative side effects. Headaches, sore muscles, cranky moods, insomnia and the general feeling of being physically weak are common during the first few days of the detoxification process.
People who are coffee addicted may have stronger "pull out" effects, as usually their PH Balance is not the best.
*They should have told me this earlier. I have a major coffee-addiction. Blardie.*

...
I lazy edi wan go read up summore on detox.
I'm most definitely not doing this again.
AND I hereby solemnly promise myself to thoroughly research any crazy diet or exercise or well...any programme that I plan to go on in the future.
20/20 hindsight is nothing to boast about.

Oh, but one more thing...
I didnt eat for one whole day...and yet I didnt faint.
I know people who can starve for just half a day and still faint.
I think I'm not genetically-predisposed to faint.
Not fair.
Bluek.

:D

~vid~

p.s. Yes, I am completely crazy, thank you very much. :)

Hunger.

Hello.
Today, I am going to talk about how hungry I am.

I am superbly hungry.
In fact, I am so hungry I think I could just faint.
You know how I always complain "I'm so hungry...it feels like my stomach is eating my trachea!"??
Well, today, I've surpassed even that point.
I think I passed that point this morning, actually.

You see, the reason I am so hungry is because I haven't really eaten since last night.
I had this grand plan...actually I still have it, not changing plan just yet...to go on a 3-day fruit diet.
And for the record, no, a 3-day fruit diet will most definitely NOT help you lose weight.
It's this sort of detox thing that I've always wanted to do, yet I never really could because my mother doesn't approve.
Which is why I'm doing it now. :)

Let me elaborate more about this fruit diet.
Basically, for three days, all you can eat is fruits.
No minimum, no maximum, but fruits ONLY. Nothing else.
Oh, and you can only drink plain water.
Which by the way, means I will be coffee-deprived throughout the entire 3-days.
I've already survived almost a day without coffee, and trust me, the outcome is not pretty.
-__-

Then again, its something I really want to do.
Especially with my cousin's engagement coming up and all.
Wan look pretty mah. *wink* :p
Arfgh.
See la how long I can tahan.
The thing is, I somehow get the feeling that if I do stick it through for all three days, it is going to be out of sheer stubbornness, than actual willpower.
Bluek.

Wish me luck!

I'm headachy, I'm sleepy, I'm very very tired, and I am so super hungry I could eat ten pizzas and still ask for more.
God.

I shall henceforth never again underestimate the power of carbohydrates and proteins.

I dont care. Wednesday night I'm going to eat something totally unhealthy. XD
Now the trick is lasting til Wednesday.
Arfgh.

~vid~

Extremes

I have no idea why,
but I've discovered that lately, I've been drawn to extremes.


...
(drama hor?)
LOLX.


Well, in terms of music lah.
Its like I blast dance music for a bit, and then after that I listen to really soothing music to unwind.
Then after a while, I go back to blasting dance music. XD
Damn weird rite?
I'm becoming obsessed with learning how to dance. :p


Bluek.


I'm blogging because I'm super sleepy, and super bored, and super hungry...
and somehow blogging isn't curing ANY of those symptoms.
Sigh.
I love Indian music.
So dance-ish.
:)


Oh, btw, song recommendation :
Jashn-E-Baharaa from Jodhaa Akbar.
Its a very slow-ish song. And trust me, you wont regret it. :D


~vid~


p.s. it looks so pretty when I use Trebuchet in italics. :)

*Wink* ;p

My mouse is not working.
=.="
Its superbly annoying to have to manipulate a laptop without an external mouse.
Me no likey touchpads.
Arfgh.

The maintanence fellas came yesterday to supposedly fix my cupboard in vista.
Cos the main compartment of my cupboard is broken down the middle.
They did the awesomest job on the planet :
-They did NOT fix my cupboard. They just nailed a teeny weeny plank down the middle. Which btw, didnt help at all.
-They stole my in-perfect-condition drawer, and replaced it with another one that doesnt have rollers on the side. Which means I cannot open and close my drawer.
-________-
I think they mixed up concepts.
Maintanence is supposed to come FIX things, not make them WORSE!
ARFGH.

I just realised that for the past few days, I've been writing pretty long posts.
But then again, rite, normally write about 3 posts a day.
3 short posts = 1 long post.
So I guess one long post a day instead of a few short ones basically comes to the same thing rite?
Although I would have to agree that short posts are easier to read.
XD

And I really have nothing to say.
I really do think I'm oxygen-deprived.
Bluek.

Oh God, I really do need a mouse!

~vid~

Football and the Irrepresible Ego of the Male Population

Ok, I promised myself that I would FINISH my PBL research or not watch the MU game today.
And well, I got distracted alot today, and hence did not finish my PBL research in time.
And anyway, my mum was watching some Hindi movie on astro, so I was like
"ok la...today cannot watch game la. bluek."

(When my brother isn't home, football isn't given priority in my house. Which is unfair la, but its all part of my family's grand plan to make me more girlish. -___-
Seriously la! I can wear a saree and still watch football wat rite? Wat does watching football have to do with being ladylike?
Ok, I mean seriously, even if it is true that no prospective mother-in-law will want her son to get married to a girl who goes crazy and yells the house down while watching football...how are they going to know, rite? Unless they visit me on game nights...which would mean that the guy-aka-prospective-husband doesnt watch football...
If he doesnt watch football, I wouldnt want to marry him anyway.
So I really don't see the problem. :p)

Okay, back to my story :
Then my mums movie finished, and I got called down for dinner, and my dad had switched the channel to the game, and well,
I started watching, and ended up sitting there til the end of the first half.
What can I say?
I seem to have a magnetic attraction for football. Esp EPL. :)

Anyway, I damn bengang now that Ballack scored for Chelsea.
And the retarded 4-5-1 formation is SO NOT WORKING.
I maintain, as I always have, that Ferguson should retire.
(I would very much like Roy Keane to come manage MU! But, I digress)
And the second half is starting, so I shall be back in 45 minutes.

And I duno why, I'm so drained of energy today, hence the lack of swearing despite the fact that MU is one goal down.
BRB!

*After 50 minutes*

Hie.
I'm still damn bengang btw.
Final score : 2-1.
Ok fine, MU played rubbish. Fine, they probably wouldn't even have gotten that lousy goal if Carvalho hadn't been so stupid. (But, God, WHAT was Carvalho thinking!?)
And yes, Chelsea was in much better form.
BUT THAT PENALTY WAS SO UNECESSARY. Idiot linesman.
Oh, but then MU damn smart oso la. People already masuk injury time. Left 3 minutes. AND THESE FELLAS CAN STAND AROUND AND FIGHT SUMMORE.
THEYRE LOSING AND THEY CAN AFFORD TO WASTE TIME.
ANNOYING OR NOT!??
Stupid la these people.
My mum thinks its a miracle Ferguson hasnt died of heart attack.
I think its a miracle I havent got high BP. -__-

MU better win the remaining games la, seriously.

But today, I got some more story to tell. :)

I think its idiotic how some guys cannot accept the fact that I watch football.
They especially cannot take it when I say I've been supporting MU since I was 4.
-___-
Just because you all start supporting when you were 5 and 6 years old means I cannot start supporting them when I was 4 izit!?
Just because I started supporting them when I was younger, you all punye ego affected izit!?
GROW UP LAH.
I'm hundred percent serious when I say I have supported MU since...YES...SINCE I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD.
Get used to it. -.-"

For the record, when I was 4, my brother was 13.
And for the record, when he was 12, he started supporting MU.
And for the record, back then, whenever he did anything, he used to try brainwashing me into doing it with him.
And for the record, at four years old, I used to hero-worship my brother.
SO...when I was four, I started watching the World Cup.
I found it extremely boring, but for my brother's sake I would watch. And then when the WC finished, I watched EPL with him. :)
And so, I started out supporting MU for the sole reason that my brother supported them, but in time I realised they were an excellent team, and I started supporting them for my own sake.
And by the time I was five, I could explain offsides, penalties, throw-ins, fouls, AND I could name the entire MU squad at tat time.
Which brings me back to the point I am trying to EMPHASISE...
I HAVE SUPPORTED MU SINCE I WAS 4.
EIther you live with it, or you go get therapy. :D

And, btw, before that, I used to support Blackburn Rovers.
But that was jz cos my cousin's dog's name was Rover, and cos we had to pick teams when I played 1-on-1 football with my brother....with a ball made out of paper. XD

Oh ya.
One more thing I dont understand...
You know how you read in newspapers and magazines that guys hate it when their girlfriends dont understand the importance of football?
You know wats really weird about that?
Sure, they hate it and all when you dont get football, but they hate it even more when you DO.
I really dont understand guys.
They claim to really not want girlfriends who grumble about football, but then they feel uncomfortable if their girlfriends sit and watch football with them.
Trust me, I've been there before.
Cos well...its not a girlfriendish thing to do.
W.
T.
H.
LA.
Kononnya dont like ppl who dont like football. At least appreciate those of us who would actually sit and watch it WITH you la!
This one dowan. That wan dowan. ANNOYING OR NOT?
Guys are donkeys.

Nyahah.
I bet alot of guys are beginning to hate me now.
But try all you want la...I'm NOT HATE-ABLE.
*sticks out tongue at everybody who wants to try n hate me*

:)

~vid~

p.s. this post is in red, courtesy of Suh MIng. :p

Gossip. XD

My eyes hurt.

My mom claims I have freaky dark circles under my eyes.
I think my eyes look as normal as they always have looked.
She thinks I have an allergy.
And she thinks its recent, cos apparently my eyes havent looked this panda-ish before.

Recent allergy?
Allergic to what?
My eyes summore.
Visual-allergy?

:O
I know!
I'm allergic to POTTY.

Yes, that would make sense.
Esp since hes being an absolute jerk-cum-pain-in-the-butt specimen now.
Esp since hes started parking himself RIGHT in front of me during lectures now.
Esp since he likes turning around to look at me suddenly during lectures.
Esp since he blocks my way everytime I try to exit the lecture hall.
Esp since he suddenly will have to stop and do something with his bag if I'm standing in the middle of the Atrium.
Esp since he must act all perasan just because I happen to be in the cafeteria when he walks in.
SPECIMEN OR NOT!?

Eyesore sial.
No wonder I got dark circles. Terpaksa see that every morning.
*shudders*

I was telling my mum about Potty, and she came up with a solution.
Damn awesome solution summore.

Mum : This Potty fella really becoming a nuisance ah?
Me : YA LA. So annoying!
Mum : *thoughtfully* Maybe you should go find a boyfriend.
Me : *opens mouth*...*closes mouth*...*tries again* Wha..where you wan me go find boyfriend now?! *opens eyes big big*
Mum : You seriously telling me there are no good-looking indian guys in IMU ah?
Me : *STOP. CHOKE. STARES AT HER.*
Mum : Got anot?
Me : *slowly* Got la...one or two...and then the seniors..
Mum : Then? Whats the big problem?
Me : *STARES AT HER SOME MORE*
Mum : *very seriously* What? Go pick one fella la.

Like la they auctioning off all the good-looking indian guys in IMU, rite?!
LELONG! LELONG! SIAPA MAU BOYFRIEND?
-_______-

Okay, la, got la this one fella in IMU.
In my batch.
Sits ten thousand miles far away on the other side of the lecture hall.
Very the good looking.
BUT...thats it.
No feeling lah. No chemistrified connection. No *insert voltage-related sound effect here*.

Sigh.
I think I shall go back to stalking celebrities on youtube.
:p

O ya.
Watch this :

I super super super love this song. :)
And btw, anyone notice the common denominator in most of the song videos I've been putting up lately? :)
(Jea Mie's Hayden Panettiere video not included)
I mean, besides the fact that theyre all Hindi (Indian, for those who duno what Hindi means) songs?
Suh Ming knows what they have in common! XD Suh Ming, dont announce it. :p
The rest of you, go watch again, and look properly. :p:p:p

~vid~

Dreams

Kehte hai...
Agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaho, thu puri kayenat usse tumse milane ki koshish main lag jaati hain.
-Shah Rukh Khan, from Om Shanti Om-

Translation :
They say...
If you want something with your heart, the whole universe will try to help you get it.

If Only.
God Forbid, I canNOT wait a few lifetimes to get what I want.
And there is only one thing I want with all my heart that I cannot get.
Maybe its really futile to place hope just based on the quote above, but hey, whats life without dreams rite?
And yes, maybe its futile to dream,
but then again, whats the worst-case-scenario?
I end up with a broken heart.
Like that hasnt happened a million times before already.
OK, maybe not a million. Maybe 15. Still, I'd say I had enough practice.

But, oh..
Screw it all.
Screw logic. Screw physics. Screw basic common sense.
I SHALL DREAM. :)

Oh, and I'm also currently obsessed with this song :


If you're not gonna watch the video, then...
SHOO! No point u all read this. -_____-

On the other hand,
If you have been nice enough to actually humour me and watch the video, then...
Isn't it the most over-dramatic/emofied/slow-moving/totally-typically-hardcore-hindi-movie-ish song you have ever heard OR seen in your entire life?!!
The only thing lacking is them running around the tree!!

AND I'm obsessed with (of all songs!) THIS song!

HELP.
ME.

~vid~

Revelations

I've been racking my brains for the past 5 minutes, trying to come up with a suitable starting for this post, but I'm blank.
So screw introductions, I'm gonna jump right in to what I want to say, ok?

I'm gonna let a few skeletons out of the closet along the way, so I guess in a way its good that no relative of mine reads this blog.

Here goes :

My cousin's cousin got married two weeks ago.
He got married to some Chinese girl...and well, he always had had chinese girlfriends, but the thing is, this cousin's cousin (basically cousin la) of mine is really good-looking, and all his ex-es were next-to-supermodels and they were bloody filthy rich.
However, the girl he got married to, was the exact opposite of every girl he'd ever dated.
I shall not elaborate further on her.
Anyway, the major problems :
Number One : His side of the family are not very into mixed marriages. ... Ok, fine, they absolutely hate the idea. Our families have this concept where you can date anyone you want, but you shouldn't marry outside your race. Cos well, ok fine, we Malayalees ARE the most arrogant, proud specimens on the planet.
Number Two : He'd only KNOWN her for two months!
Number Three : The girl wasn't even near good-looking.
SO...
All the aunties and cousins were sitting in the living room (cos he wanted a no-fuss marriage. No-fuss = in the house, no unecessary relations)
*apparently I wasn't unecessary. cheh. perasan moment*
So they were all sitting in the living room, and gossiping.
Because they ALL thought that there was a possiblity the girl was pregnant and thats why he married her...or something along those lines.

You see, this is the thing. I'm not against gossiping. Heck, I gossip alot.
But I mean, you dont sit in a WEDDING HOUSE, in the LIVING ROOM, with the bride and bridegroom walking up and down in front of you, and GOSSIP about whether or not the bride is pregnant!
Thats just...not right!
I was seriously so disgusted that day.
It was just so cheap, and downright mean.
HONESTLY.

And then, two days ago, an uncle of mine passed away.
Actually, it was his son that got married to the chinese girl (refer to story above), but well, thats beside the point.
Its sufficient to know that it was the same family.
Normally, when someone passes away, its custom to have prayers in the house for 16 days.
And well, when someone passes away, esp if its the head of the family, normally alot of people come for the prayers, to keep the mourning family company.

For the first time, I walked into an empty house two days after a funeral.
The only people there were my auntie (wife of the deceased) and my cousin sister.
Aforesaid cousin brother (and chinese wife) had disappeared.
Even the son walked out wei!
I felt so sorry for them. The mother and daughter, I mean.
Honestly, they just looked so...abandoned. Deserted.
I mean, its a funeral house, and come on la, we have so many relations, 50% of whom stay in Subang itself, and NOBODY TURNS UP even for the prayers?!!
Even to keep them company!?
It was only me, my mum and the two of them there today.
So kesian la, honestly.

AND on top of that, people actually called my auntie to ask about how my uncle passed away.
And THEN they must speculate about whether he died in the OT and the doctors lied about trying to revive him, or whether the doctors never did the scope for him, or whether they did the scope and his heart collapsed...
FOR GOD'S SAKE LA.
These people dont have the decency to turn up and comfort the family, BUT CAN CALL AND DIG FOR INFORMATION!?
Seriously la, will it make even the slightest difference in their lives ah, HOW he passed away!?
And then can sit and SPECULATE some more!
Thats just beyond cruel!!
You're just making the family relive the thing over and over and over...for what?!
Specimens la the whole lot of them.

Sometimes, I just look at all this people, and I look at my family, and I just thank God profusely simply because I was born in this family.
Because for me, in these situations, I dont even have to think of whether something is right or wrong...for me, it's almost intuitional...I just know its wrong to gossip about people like that, and that its wrong to hurt people.
I just know.
And it hit me that the reason is because I was brought up that way.
I was brought up in such a way that I can automatically differentiate between right and wrong.
Its almost reflex.
And for that, I thank my parents.
But mostly, I thank God, because I didnt choose my parents. He did.
And I couldnt have made a better choice.

But seriously la, Thank God.

~vid~

I still believe.

Just finished watching Cinderella III - A twist in time on Disney channel.
Yes, I'm a cartoon addict.
Thought the songs were really nice.
Here's one :
I still believe by Hayden Panettiere.



Enjoy. :)
p.s. The show was nice too. xD

--- JM ---

First Times. XD

Today, for the first time in my entire life, I went to Starbucks.
No, for real.
I'm 17 years, 6 months and 19 days old, and I've lived in Malaysia all my life, and today was the first time I ever even set foot in a Starbucks outlet.
.
.
.
Ok, you can all stop being shocked now. -__-

OH, and today, I went to Times Square for the first time too. XD

AND OMG I'M LEARNING TAMIL AND SINGHALESE!!!

(First time oso!! XD)

Ahahahahahahahaha ok this is damn fun.

I'm laughing my backside off like a mad cow!

Ahahahahah.

OK nvm.

~vid~

FREEEEEEE~!

Oh.
My.
God.

I have submitted my Atkins Diet Assignment. :)
Not just finished it.
SUBMITTED it.
I am FREE OF THE STUPID DIET FOREVER!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ok fine, not forever.
I just put the forever there for the drama.
But well, I'm free of it! For now anyways. XD

OK thats it. I have nothing else to say.
I just had to announce that I'm done with it.
:)

~vid~

Hyper. XD

JOACHIM PERRERA IS SO RANDOM.
:o
I mean, he started singing a love song before today's lecture on the heart.
But OMG HE CAN SERIOUSLY SING LA.
:o
I think he can lawan me at being random oso. :)

I cannot believe that the whole two-week-silence period was over a stupid misunderstanding.
The best part was we each thought the other was being a jerk.
Nice la.
Seriously the whole situtation reminded me of the "Where Rainbows End" story.
All the misunderstandings.
Or maybe its cos I just finished reading that very book and I didnt want things to turn out like tat. :o
And I'm still all "wow" about the fact that today I shoved my ego aside and took the first step in working things out. Me. Sacrificing my ego.
Not bad ah?
But I suppose it works like this la.
When its the guy you like, its like theres so many things you just don't do and don't say because you care about impressions, and you don't want to look desperate and etc etc.
But if its a friend, then its so normal to go like "Eh why u not talking to me??"
And its odd that it took me about two weeks to realise that at the end of the day, the donkey was first and foremost one of my closest friends. -___-
Life gets complicated when you start falling your friends. I shall henceforth not do that anymore. Or try to anyway. :p
As in try to not fall for my friends.

I'm officially DONE with my Atkins!!
And I'm damn proud of the fact that its now 299 words!
Eh not easy ok, initially I had about 386 words, and then in the process of shortening it to the existing 299 I ended up adding instead of subtracting information.
How weird is that?!
And I'm still in long-winded-sentence mode thanks to that stupid assignment.
Bluek.

I soooo love Shahid. <3>

I went to sleep at 1.30 pm today...
and woke up at....FIVE.
I dont care if sleeping doesnt make you thinner, or if it makes you fatter or watever la.
cos...
I. LOVE. SLEEPING.
Sue me.
No, but seriously, Sleeping is Numero Uno on my List Of Fave Things To Do. :)

~vid~

Err. Yeah, Err sounds like a good title. :)

*pokes the Letters - Part III and Coincidence posts*

Errh.
You all know me, rite? I ni cepat marah sikit.
So err...actually kan, the fella wasn't being entirely a jerk, and well, there were alot of misunderstandings la.
SO yeah, announcement : Both posts no longer apply. :)

~vid~

p.s. but NO, i is not apologizing for anything at all. :p

Freaky Horoscopes

Have I mentioned that I have a nephew in IMU?
Some guy who is also in my batch la, but I've never gotten to know him. So today I was planning to go up to him and say "HI. :) I think I'm related to you"
(got smiley after HI cos I was planning to smile after saying HI. lol.)

But then change plan last minute.
So I didn't.
But the point is after so long, I was planning to go say Hi today.
I oso duno why.

And then for some inexplicably weird reason, I decided to msg this friend of mine whom I used to be quite close to, whom I also haven't spoken to in quite a while.
I have no idea why I was possesed to that either.
It cleared up some confusion though. So I'm happified.

And THEN I come back to vista and check my horoscope, and this is what I find :

The Bottom Line
Trying out new social circles is fine -- just don't lose sight of old friendships.

In Detail
Skipping around from new social circle to new social circle is fun. It's also necessary -- after all, it's good to explore new activities and interesting new hot spots. But just make sure you don't lose sight of your tried and true friendships in the process. After all, you don't want to seem like you're being faithless, or too eager to replace old friendships with new ones. Being acquisitive about material goods is one thing; being acquisitive when it comes to friends is quite another.

HOW FREAKY IS THAT?!
Seriously!

I just had the healthiest lunch ever :
Chipster (bluek! how do people eat that!?) and M&Ms. :)
Medic student ok, dont play play when it comes to eating habits. :p

I've suddenly gotten into the mood to listen to emofiedly, romantic hindi songs. :)

~vid~

Randomfiedness.

Ello evvybody! =D

I is boredsified to the maximumest boredsificationismness.
Bluek. :)

I'm so bored I duno what else to do with my life so I'm blogging la.
I've come to the conclusion that that is what parasites do when they reach the limit of being lifeless - they blog.
I mean, that's what I do, and since I'm the only parasite I know, I suppose we can safely assume that parasites generally have my habits. :p
After all, to quote Wye Luun, I am the Master Parasite.
*evil manical laugh*

Have I mentioned before how hard it is to blog while listening to hindi songs?
I'm mentioning it now. :p
Very distracting you know. I keep losing focus in the middle of sentences.
But I suppose its okay la, since this is another random post.
I like writing random posts. Its kinda fun to just hit "new post" and start typing and then just see what comes out.
I can even do it subconsciously.
PRO OR NOT??!
*takes a bow*
*modestly* thank you thank you. :)
LOL. k nvm.

I feel like watching this movie "Vivah".
I've watched it before, but I feel like watching it again. :D
I pun tak tau kenapa. Like craving for the movie.
Yes, I know I is weird.
*blueks everybody again*

I like blueking people. :p
Its fun.
For the record, blueking involves sticking my tongue out at you. With sound effect. :p
BLUEK.
I have an obsession with sound effects.
*smiles big big*

Oh, wait back to the movie...
I get distracted sooo easily. :p
I WAN WATCH VIVAH!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :)
Actually, I had this grand plan of putting the trailer up so all you people could watch and ber-hyper about it with me...
BUT of course, youtube doesnt have the trailer.
-___-
My eternal battle against Murphy's Law.
Bluek.

EH.
SEE LA I GO YOUTUBE NOW I FORGET WAT I WAN SAY.
Story of my life la.
-_______-

Yay ok I really forgot what I wanted to talk about.
Soooo...byebye!
:D:D:D

~vid~

Finito

IM DONE!

With that stupid Atkin's Diet assignment!
I still have a leetle bit of editing to do, which can be done tonight, then I can chuck it aside for good!
I don't care if my summary is good or not.
I'm just so glad its over!

:)
:)
:)

~vid~

Smiles :)

I have Announcement :
I'm in love :)
At least I think I am. For real this time. :D

But not telling who. :p
I knw its supremely childish of me to tell you only half the story, and I know most of you are probably going like "Dowan tell who then tell for wat?!"
But...you know how it is when you HAVE to announce something, but then you still have to keep it a secret, so you end up saying only what doesn't implicate you in any way possible?
...
No?
Take my word for it anyway. It happens. :)

I think being in love can make you hyper.

OR..
it could also be that I'm almost done with my atkins diet assignment! YAY ME!
Almost done = havent started but semangated to go n do it. :p
Ahahaha.
Ok I shall not come back online til I have successfully completed the damn thing.
I PEROMISHE.
Nyeh! XD

~vid~

Eeeesh.

There have been at least TWENTY hits since I last checked this page.
TWENTY.
And how many comments?? Z-E-R-O.

*rawrs everybody*

And I thought I was useless. -__-

~vid~

Look How Far We've Come :)

Apparently Nirmal and Reza (from my orientation group at IMU) have stumbled upon this blog.
*gasps and dies of shock*
hehe.
I wanted to gasp and die of shock in the lab just now, when they told me, but then labs are not condusive places to be dramatic in, so I had to settle for being civilisedly surprised.
So not fun.
Bluek. :p

But I was seriously surprised.
And then I realised that I had very hardworkingly entered the blog url under "website" on Facebook.
No wonder lah. -__-

Anyway, it made me all nostalgic, and then I started reminiscing about how we got the blog started last year.
Which made me remember Jea Mie's very first post.
For those of you who don't know, there are three people who post on this blog.
Me the one who blogs alot,
Jea Mie the one who blogs sometimes,
and Yan Qi who doesn't blog at all...but she's still a co-author, or we wouldn't be the THREE blind mice :)
(refer to the header above)

Ok, back to remembering Jea Mie's first post :
I'm gonna copy paste it here, k?

*beginning of JM's first post*

Friday.
8.6.2007.
Our blog has been created....
-After 5 minutes-
Great...the first post and I already have writers block.
Sad.Just sad.
Basically,this blog is created by the 3 blind mice.
Me,Vidya and Yan Qi.
Actually,not Yan Qi,she doesn't know about this yet.
But we'll tell her soon. :P
We made this blog to...to...
Okay I have no idea why we made this blog.
It was Vidya's idea.
Ask her.
Don't ask me.
I'm just playing along. :)
Who knows how long this blog will last?
Will it be famous, with over a 1000+ page views per day?
Or will it be left to rot,all alone, with not even 10 views for a year?
Who knows?
Who cares?
What I do know is,I shouldn't be worrying about this right now.
After all...it's only just...
T h e B e g i n n i n g . . . =]

*end of JM's first post*

(MY first post was retarded, hence it shall not be copy pasted. ><)

BUT, ok my point (i keep losing focus here)
I'm kinda proud of this blog. :)
So we're not super famous. But we do get a decent number of hits per day.
I'd say 2000+ hits in about 2 and 1/2 months was pretty good, considering this isn't one of those blogs where we bore you with our daily schedules and ten thousand pictures of the food we ate and the people we saw and the clothes we bought etc etc.
I'd say it was pretty good considering this blog hardly HAS pictures. :p
And considering most of the posts involve long random crappy grandmother stories.
Ahaha.
okok see lost focus again -__-
My point is, I think this blog is doing pretty well, beyond expectation anyway.
Cos I dont think either me or Jea Mie ever thought it would last until now, and that we'd actually have a counter and have other people besides ourselves leave comments in the tagbox.

Therefore, I would just like to take the opportunity to emphasise that we, the 3 Blind Mice, rock.

=D
OK tat was not my point either, but I seem to have forgotten what my point was, so we shall just have to settle for that. :p

OK, (I have a feeling this post is already too long, but nyemine...lazy wan use up another post for this)

To my Orientation Group - Dirty Dozen (any of you who do read this)
I never expected any of you to ever come across my blog la, but anyway, here goes :
It struck me as funny when Nirmal told me today that she wasn't sure if this blog WAS my blog because I sounded so different from the person you knew.
Well, erm, tats cos you didn't know me at all. And...that was purely my fault, cos I couldn't be bothered to make an effort.
So, what I'm trying to say is that I do regret not getting to know you people better, and I do regret not giving you all a chance to know me, because I AM a wonderful person really (cheh wah...I'm joking btw!)
But most of all, I'm sorry for not joining in and helping you people out with all the Dress Codes and the Track Trip and the Treasure Hunt...and for not turning up at meetings.
I have no idea why, but I somehow just didn't click with you people, and I guess that was also cos I couldn't be bothered to. Perhaps in another place...another time...
Ok I should stop being dramatic, or I'd sound like a retard. -__-
And oh yeah, I do need my red cloth back. The one you guys pinjamed for the Dress Code? I somehow always forget to ask you when I see you...so...yeah. I would like my red cloth back pls tq. :)

But I am sincerely sorry about being a jerk and not joining in for orientation. :(
Dont hate me yea?

~vid~

Vent

I think blogging is my outlet for my emotions.
It's like if I'm stressed out about something, all I have to do is blog about it, and the stress goes away.

For example, I was typing this post, about how I no longer find myself attracted attracted to guys, and how I thought it was caused by the whole episode with erm...JERK101 (makes it easier if I call him that from now on, doesnt it?)
But before I published it, I got distracted, as usual.
And then now, I can't bring myself to publish it.
Partly because it sounds lame, and partly because it doesnt apply anymore.
Because I now very much want to marry this certain good looking guy...I shall not mention names. =D
Cukup la that the three people I live with know who I'm talking about.

The thing is, rite, when I obsess about a guy, I tell the people I'm close to.
...
Which also means that I will somehow end up telling the whole world. -.-"
And everytime I do that, it never works out.
Like its jinxed.
So, I learn from people la...I stop telling everyone about stuff like this. :)

*I've made this resolution a million times before btw. Lets hope this time I can keep to it*

I got something else to write, but its totally not connected to this post, so I put it in another post. :)

~vid~

Drummers.

I think drummers are sexy.

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Provided drummers in question are male.
Not that female drummers aren't sexy, its just that societal norms regarding my sexual orientation only allow me to point out the sexiness of male drummers.

~vid~

People Care =D

My msn personal message :
out of my mind. be back in an hour. (:
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Suh Ming doing her Bio Report :

Suh Ming says:
man i miss your mind
Suh Ming says:
it's funny
Suh Ming says:
XD
Suh Ming says:
ok bye
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LOLX.


Ok I have to go do my atkins diet assignment.
*shoos self*


~vid~

Random. :)

Hello.
Guess what?
I opened this page about half an hour ago. And didn't type anything.
Between then and now, I have had 3 msn conversations, did a couple of quizzes on Facebook, played Scribble (Sam introed!) and had an impossibly long phone conversation with my mother.
So now...yes, you guessed it...I have completely forgotten what it was I wanted to blog about. :)

What?
At least I'm consistent. :p

And for the record, JERK101 has decided to go back to not talking to me.
For God's sake.
Just tell me WHY you did it la, then I would kick you out of my life myself. Save you the trouble of control-machoing. -___-
Why are guys such donkeys?

Sleepie lah.
OMG something so embarassing happened today morning.
After lecture, I was walking towards the front of the lect hall, and Boone decided to say something to me about tomorrow's lecture and somehow I just couldn't understand what he was saying.
I mean, I could hear him extremely well, but what he was saying just wouldn't get interpreted.
I think rite, I'm just so used to Boone saying stupid and extremely irrelevantly mean stuff...most of our conversations just involve us insulting each other, and hence do not require alot of brain activity.
So its like today, when Boone opened his mouth, my brain decided to go into standby mode to conserve energy.
And therefore, when he started talking about tomorrow's lecture, my half-shut-down brain couldn't quite keep up, and I ended up staring dumbfoundedly at him.
With my mouth open summore.
And I kept huh-ing everytime he tried repeating what he said.
Bloody malufying. -____-
Thank God it was only Boone the penguin-hamster.

Sam just tore up my dreams of sleeping myself to thin-ness.
*cries*
Eh, not funny ok, I seriously believed that when u sleep u burn more calories. Provided u dont sleep on full stomach la.
But apparently not.
Grr.
Wasted only I sleep so much this week.
DONT laugh at me. -_-

Oh, guess what (again)??
Between the beginning of this post and now, I have had another two msn conversations, stalked at least 5 people on facebook, yawned myself into oblivion, fantasized about Nutella...AND successfully managed to forget the rest of what I want to write.

I so rock.

~vid~