Jaws.

Kehte hai...
Agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaho, thu puri kayenat usse tumse milane ki koshish main lag jaati hain.
-Shah Rukh Khan, from Om Shanti Om-

Translation :
They say...
If you want something (sincerely) with your heart, the whole universe will try to help you get it.


I now believe in that.
I used to scoff at it, all the while secretly hoping things like that were true.
And now, I know that they are.

I want something else now.
Cross fingers everybody!
Cos this time I really wanna get it. =D

~vid~

Pic :)

WHEE.
I got tagged by Kington.
It's been ages since I got tagged by anyone for blogging.
la la~

The idea (I'm copying this verbatim from Kington's blog)...
The idea here is to go to your 6th picture file, and choose the 6th picture and then tag 6 blogging friends.



Ta dah!
Yaw Shing taking blood pressure. =D
Was in my Black PBL and CSU Practice folder. LOL.

Which reminds me..
I never put up the pics from our Black PBL hor?
The time we ALL wore black ('cept for Chong Siang who forgot and wore white) to mourn our getting Niraj as our replacement faci.

But its taking very long to load.
Shall put them up another day k? With full commentary.
I peromishe!
=D

Oh ya.
Wet ice breakers was yesterday. And I walked away from it with a scraped knee, a bruised ego and a broken heart.
My life, as always, is in a MESS.

rawr.

O YA.
I tag...
1. Jea Mie
2. Sammi
3. Suh Ming
4. Lesley
5. Fatin
6. Boone

~vid~

Steamer

My mother bought for me a steamer.

You know the old-fashioned metal steamer??
The damn big wan.
Looks alot like the one people use to make idly wan.




I duno what only she thinks I'm going to cook in Vista.
O_O

I'm telling you.
This gilafied gene runs in the family.

She bought me a steamer wei wtf.

~vid~

I tells u sekrit, k?

I spent a whole ten minutes looking for my blue pen only to realise it was staring at me in the face.
It was sitting next to my laptop.
Next to my super cute bear.

Ahh.
The nonsense one is prone to do when one is tired beyond sleepiness.

I am studying COPD now.
Vera's lecture this afternoon.
The only thing I remember him saying was blue bloater and pink puffer, and how in real life cases you'd get a mix of both instead of one.
...or something along those lines.

I should go and say hi to my cousin.
I think he will die of shock.
I should probably do it for that purpose alone. LOL.

miaow.
ok I must study.
My wireless quite fast la at 3 in the morning.
Witching hour. wahah~
Also best time to study.
No, seriously, something to do with Earth's magnetic fields.

I am babbling.

la.

I go study now byebye.

~vid~

Update no.812734

I am super sleepy.
Its 12.51 and I'm already super sleepy la omg.
Crazy.
I have no idea why I am so sleepy all the time nowadays.
Desensitized to coffee summore.
Excellent.

We have (how many days ah? 18? 17?) days left to Summatives....and I have finished ONE lecture, out of the hundreds and thousands that we have learnt this semester alone.

RAWR.

And of course we have to have OSPE for our Summatives rite??
And OF COS this Vera MUST tell us that if we don't do well for Summatives, we won't do well for EOS rite?
-__-


On another note.
My cousin (or nephew or whoever) has suddenly become very the popular with the girls.
Wah.
Not bad ah.
Ruwi sez he's seducing them with knowledge.
Ah well.
We IMU ppl are so damn deprived anyway, I think we'd settle for just about anything.


As you can see this is a very random post.
I missed blogging, and I'm too off-mood to study.
Not that I'm off mood, actually.
Just no mood to study la.
Too many things, and all too heavy.
Ohhh if ONLY we were studying Immuno as a subject again this sem, life would be bliss.
Immuno is the easiest thing on the planet.
Logic, pure and simple.
whee~
Rather like math actually.

And another thing you would be noticing would be that this is a very long wordy post which is why I'm breaking it up by inserting random, unrelated pictures at random places.
la la~


I am so sleepy.

And my bear is very cute.
Someone remind me to take a picture of it please, so I can put it up here.
I shouldn't study with my bear.
I spend more time staring at it than studying.
And no, this isn't Pinkie aka flat bear. Its another bear.
I dont stare at Pinkie, I have long winded conversations about the unfairness of the universe with him.


If only 1 oclock would come a bit sooner.
At least I would get over my sleepiness by then.
12 o clock is always the hardest time.
Cheh wah damn dramatic.

AND OMG VIDYA GO STUDY.

ok bye.

~vid~

Update. heh.

meow.

rats. :)

mrawrrrrrrrr.

muahaha.

La la.
HELLO.
=D

First things first.
I have been suffering from severe mood swings.
So...
picture this scenario :

9.00 pm :
Gets mood to blog.
Types out two sentences.

9.02 pm :
Mood goes away.
Stares blankly at screen.

9.04 pm :
Hums random hindi song.
Stares at Nilesh's notes.
Stares at blank tv screen.

9.15 pm :
Remembers blog page is open.
Deletes previous two sentences.
Types out a paragraph.

9.20 pm :
Goes to fridge and steals housemate's chocolate.

9.22 pm :
Goes to balcony and stares at random apartments.

9.40 pm :
Types out one more paragraph.

9.44 pm :
Stares at computer screen.

9.45 pm :
Suddenly gets hit by bout of depression.
Deletes everything and closes blog page.

There.
Now you see why I haven't been blogging.

miaow.

So many things have happened, that I don't quite know where to start.
I suppose I should get all the ranting out of my system first.

So lets start.

Number one :
I hate it when people sit and mope around the house.
I HATE people doing that.
It irritates me.
If you want to mope, go and do it in your own room pls k thx.

Number two :
If you know you're falling sick, pandai2 la you take care of yourself.
You think I got nothing better to do with my life ah, must babysit sick people all.
What makes it worse is I'm the youngest there.
If I can look after myself, the rest of them should bloody well be able to.

Sometimes I wish everyone would just go away for a bit.
Or stop talking.
Or something.
Argh.


Ok la, enough ranting.
I malas wan type out everything.

Don't ask me why I'm depressed.
I wouldn't know either.

Rawr.
Eh I lazy la.
I continue writing later k.
la la~

~vid~

Be careful what you wish for

I wanted you back, I admit.
But not like this.

I didn't want all of you. I just wanted my friend back.

Not like this.

Be careful what you wish for,
For it just might come true.

And not in the way you want it to.

~vid~

The day after Valentine's.

I am going to laugh, I swear.

I don't see why some people get so upset about Valentine's Day.
I don't see why they don't like people being all cliched and lovey dovey.

So maybe we should show our love on every other day of the year as well.
No one said the aforesaid lovey-dovey-cliched people weren't just as loving on other days.

I mean, look at it this way.
People need a reason to buy each other gifts,
people need a reason to plan something special with their significant other,
and every now and then people need a shot of cliched romance.

And Valentine's Day is that reason.

Don't get me wrong, but it would be wholly impractical to buy someone chocolates and flowers and teddy bears every other day of the year.

And if Valentine's Day really shouldn't be so cliched,
then how come no one complains about overpriced flowers on Mother's Day??
How come no one complains about the "I Love My Dad" mugs and t-shirts that start appearing around Father's Day??
Sure, we love and appreciate and care for our parents every single day, but we still take the excuse to celebrate on those two particular days rite?

So give all those jiwang couples a break lah.
Let them celebrate Valentine's Day holding hands and gazing into each others eyes and spending alot of unnecessary money on overpriced presents.


Iz a day for lovey-dovey-ness.

We have other days in the year specially dedicated to everyone else - Mother's Day, Father's Day, Children's Day, and heck, even Friendship Day.
And birthdays and festivals for everything else.

May the hype about Valentine's Day never die down.
=)



~vid~

Dad At 13

At first glance, Alfie Patten looks like a young lad proudly welcoming his new baby sister into the world.
To learn this baby-faced child is actually the father of the newborn shocked me to the core.
~Jane Moore, Sun Columnist

It IS shocking.
Terribly shocking.
Alfie is 13 years old. 4 feet tall.
The boy looks like a baby himself!
And he has a child?

I'm going to insert excerpts from the article I found, here.
My own comments are in the lighter colour.

* * * * * * * * * *

Baby-faced boy Alfie Patten is father at 13

"BOY dad Alfie Patten yesterday admitted he does not know how much nappies cost — but said: “I think it’s a lot.”

Baby-faced Alfie, who is 13 but looks more like eight, became a father four days ago when his girlfriend Chantelle Steadman gave birth to 7lb 3oz Maisie Roxanne.

He told how he and Chantelle, 15, decided against an abortion after discovering she was pregnant.



The shy lad, whose voice has not yet broken, said: “I thought it would be good to have a baby.
(oh you have GOT to be kidding me. Hes 13!!)

And no offence, but hes HALF the size of his girlfriend.

[...]

Alfie’s dad Dennis yesterday told how the lad does not really understand the enormity of his situation — but seemed desperate to be a devoted and responsible father.

He wanted to be the first to hold Maisie after the hospital birth. He tenderly kisses the baby and gives her a bottle.

And Dennis, 45, said: “He could have shrugged his shoulders and sat at home on his Playstation. But he has been at the hospital every day.”
(and this somehow makes it okay for a small boy to take on such a big responsibility? Just because he seems to want to?)

* * * * * * * * * *

I think you people should just read the article for yourselves here.
Or I would end up copying and pasting the entire thing.

Somehow I feel everyone's focusing on the fact that two small kids had sex and produced a baby.
Their parents have agreed to let them keep the baby.
When none of them are financially stable.
Doesn't anyone consider the welfare of the baby!?
It was completely irresponsible to bring her into the world in a condition where neither parent could provide or attempt to provide for her!

Rubbish.

RUBBISH.


~vid~

Emo Nemo

He was supposed to come.
For weeks, months, I'd been holding on to that one thing...he'd be coming.

And then, when it was all going to be so perfect, he had to get another offer.
In retrospect (I really like this word. =D) I'm glad I didn't reply immediately.
I'm glad I didn't give in to my impulse to diss the other offer and make him still come.

I would rather like to think that I was some great self-sacrificing hero.
But, I guess the truth is, it just hit me that I didn't have the right to be selfish about my best friend's future.
It was his choice to make, and only he could make it.

And yet, theres still this one small part of me that is selfishly hoping that and the end of it all, he'd still come.

Btw, this isn't about any love story.
So don't get any wrong ideas.
-__-

These people made me watch Titanic today morning.


Today was the first time I watched it.
You may all die of shock now.

EMO SIAL THE MOVIE.
*cries buckets*

Already last weekend I watched Becoming Jane.
Which was also superrrr emo.

I think the only saving grace was Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na in the middle of the week.

I hereby refuse to watch emo movies that don't have happy endings for the next few weeks.

I DEMAND HAPPILY EVER AFTERS.

=D

Happy Valentine's Day in advance, everybody. :)

~vid~

Random post.

I need to learn how to talk less.

I need to learn to laugh in a more ladylike manner.

Today morning at 11, I was in my toilet, throwing up the entire contents of my stomach.
Tonight at 11, I'm well enough to gorge on Kinder Bueno.

My life is flashing by so fast I feel like someone hit a fast forward button and forgot to return it to normal speed.

~vid~

I will NOT take sides anymore

I am in the mood to rant.


I am sick of having to choose who to be friends with.
I'm sick of being expected to hate Person A by default just because I'm friends with Person B.





Life's just not that black and white.
Its not like some cartoon where theres a good vs evil.
Especially when human relationships are involved, theres alot of grey areas strewn everywhere.

People make mistakes.
People do stupid things.

I've done more stupid things than I care to remember.
But where would I be if no one had been willing to forgive my errors?
Where would I be if no one had decided I was worth another chance??

Sure, sometimes I get mad at people.
I rant, I rage...but for how long? A month? Two months?
Just because someone wrongs me doesn't mean I can stay mad at them my whole life!
I have better things to do.

So don't expect me to hate someone forever and ever, world without end.
I don't function that way.
Forgiveness has been a strong trait of mine for quite some time now; I've been on the receiving end of it enough times to appreciate how important it is.
And I have lost too many friends to want to risk losing any more.

And, worst of it all
Just because someone wrongs you, doesn't mean I should hate them for your sake!
That isn't bloody fair.

Okay,
if two people fight
They should sort it out among themselves like civilised adults. OR they can sit and throw tantrums at one another.
Either way, it should be between them!
WHY is it that the rest of the world always has to take it personally and choose sides??!

I am sick of this.
I will not bloody choose sides.
I will not hate someone just because you want me to.
Its suffocating.

Call me a hypocrite if you will.
All I want is to be friends with everybody.

This is not. my. fight.

I am going to sit on the fence for the rest of my life whether you people like it or not.

~vid~

Emo Post - rewritten

I want to cry.

I want to burrow into a hole.
And curl up.
And have someone hold me.
And let me just cry.

~vid~

Horse. (horoscope, not real horse k)

I feel like miaow-ing.

MIAOW.

=D

Was reading my horoscope a couple of days back.
Started out reading about Libra actually...love reading horoscopes, dont ask me why. :p
Then I decided I would just go ahead and read about Horse as well.
(I'm born in the year of the Horse)






I've never bothered about my chinese animal zodiac before, but I've read the Libran characteristics a few million times.
lol.



And THEN, I found that most of my characteristics...
Most of my habits...
Are mentioned in the...the...the...*waves hands about helplessly* explanation(?) of the Horse(?)
Aiyo its mentioned on the website la.
Ha.
Simple. -_-


Horses are prone to rapid changes of mood and tend to act on impulse.

Is it just me, or does that sound impossibly familiar?
:p

Bit of a dampener though.
Finding out that all your strengths (or weaknesses) in character were already predetermined.
Hmm~
Which also means that I WILL, from now on, quote my horoscope for whatever I do that seems out of line.
*wink*

Horses find it hard to follow a schedule for they have no respect for routine.
Nah.
Ready made excuse to skip classes.
I'm not making this up LOL. Its on this website : Chinese Zodiac - Horse

nyeh~

We also have a very low boredom threshold.
Which probably explains why I get fed up of typing halfway through every blog post.

=D

la la la~

Got summore zodiac pictures, I'm putting them all up cos they are just too cute. :)
Courtesy of deviantart, pictures by TSnow.
I do not own any of these pictures.













~vid~

p.s. Deviantart has the best stuff ever. :D

Dont want to blog anymore part II

Oh ya.
By the way.
*kicks post below*
Was just joking. :p

wahahaha.

I know you people cannot live without me n my bloggie.
*Insert keji Cicak smiley here*

(I still think y'all shud bug Jea Mie to post though. I is be monopolizing a blog I share with -supposedly- TWO people. Tsk.)

Cos rite.
Everyone's been like "I dont want to blog" so I oso must itchy backside n write the same thing.

Wasn't joking about the mood swings though.
Still have terrible mood swings.
And in Vista kan, my wireless has an uncanny way of working ONLY when I'm off mood.
(or maybe by the time it starts working I'm already off mood la lol)

Since I'm at home then ok la, got lots n lots of time to blog. =D

But actually I got nothing to write.
So I unload pics la this post.
Before I forget to do it again. lol.

First gathering

(I only have pics of the girls lol.)

(The photographer...now you know why some of my photos very blur) *points down*

Second (third, actually rite?) gathering

(sorry Sammi, I cropped you out cos only one of your eyes was in the pic ><)

No need write caption hor.
O ya. One more thing. How come no one uploaded the pics on facebook?
I tot of uploading, but since no one else upload I paiseh lor.
><

~vid~

Don't want to blog anymore

I've been having severe mood swings.

Don't expect anything soon la yeah?

~vid~

Transit?

I don't get it.

WHY do these people think its simply okay to sometimes talk to me, and sometimes ignore me completely???
I mean, at one point we're beyond close,
and then suddenly...its nothing?
Not even acknowledgment that we maybe once knew each other?

If its just one person oso okay la.
ALL of these fellas got the same stupid attitude I tell you.
RUBBISH.

I'm gonna borrow a line from Almost Lover.
(since everyones listening to it now anyway)
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

What am I?
Some kind of transit station?





I've had enough of being close to people.
I simply no longer see the point.

~vid~

La la la~

I WANT TO KARAOKE!

wahaha.
Ok bye. :p

~vid~

Nadal the conquering hero

HE WON HE WON HE WON HE WON HE WON HE WON HE WON
=D

And Fed cried.
I probably shud be muahahaha-ing about it, but awh. :(
Sad la he cry like that.
Emo moment. Poor Fed. :(

NADAL WON. =D

whee~
Sorry I very hyper rite now, so I'm not going to be blogging properly.

HE WONNNNNNNNNNN.

AND OMG LA HES INSANE.
ISNT HE SUPPOSED TO BE TIRED1?
Summore before match he can nicely say that hes ok, hes not tired after that marathon with Verdasco.
Insane human being la I tell you.
o_O

ahahahaha.

Btw, Michelle Yap wants y'all to know how right she's always been about Nadal,
AND
she also adds that NADAL'S SOOOOOO SEXY.
lol.
Her announcement, not mine.
My heart is still with Verdasco. (<3)

~vid~

Love in Venice

Jaane kyun...dil jaanta hai
Tu hai to, I'll be alright
:)

I love this song. :)
Jaane Kyun - Dostana



And this is my favouritest part in the whole movie!!!
ROTFL.
No subs, though, but there's nothing much to it,
Abishek n John (i think you can see who John is by now) are pretending to be gay, and suddenly they're asked how they met.
And Abishek comes up with this crazy story. LOL.
Watch please, its damn worth it. :p
Love in Venice


whee~

~vid~

The patient...

Show y'all something.
Let y'all laugh at me a bit.

My report :
History of Presenting Illness
The patient has been having flu since a month ago. Two weeks ago, the patient consulted the doctor in the Jinjang Clinic, and was given flu tablets and cough drops. However, the patient was not cured of the flu, and has returned to consult the doctor again.
The patient also complains of cough with sputum. The sputum is white in colour. The cough increases especially at night.
The patient also says that she feels giddy, and of late her appetite has not been very good.
The patient does not have fever or headache.

Family History
The patient’s parents are both no longer alive. The patient’s mother had hypertension, but passed away from natural causes. The patient’s father had no illnesses and passed away due to natural causes.
The patient herself has diabetes and hypertension. However, the patient’s siblings do not have the same illnesses. The patient has 2 brothers and 2 sisters, and they are alive and well.
The patient has two sons, who are 37 years old and 28 years old respectively. They do not have any chronic illnesses, although the younger son also currently has the flu.

Ohhh...the curse of repetition.
LOL.
My creative juices is not be flowing.
Anyone wanna bet on how long it takes before the lecturer falls asleep marking my report?

~vid~