Farewell notes.

Today we were asked to write farewell notes for Dr Thani,
since he's leaving IMU and all.

I'm really fond of Dr Thani ok, he was my PBL faci for awhile
(remember the doctor-patient thing I had to act out?)
and he's also one of the most dramatic lecturers ever.
After awhile, its really quite entertaining.

So anyway, we had to write notes rite...
and as usual, I was making a mess.
:p

Wanna see my drafts?





Draft 1

Dear Dr Thani,

I am terribly disappointed in you, sir.
I still cannot believe you're going away from IMU & from cute ppl like me, to go to *name-censored*!! Which is as yet unrecognised & unproven and quite likely to be a lot better than IMU b/c they have better selection of lecturers (like you of course).
And I cannot believe you're leaving us with Vijay Singh!
I swear one of these days I will commit suicide and come and haunt you, sir.

Love, Vidya.





Draft 2

Dear Dr Thani,

Sir, you were the best PBL faci I ever had. I honestly learnt more when you were our faci during CVS than I learnt during PBL for any other system.
Also, you;re the best Patho lecturer we have, and your dramatics during class just made it all the more easier to remember all those hard stuff. =)
Anyway, I'm really sorry that you have to leave...

(I didnt finish it, cos Shalini snatched it away from me to read before I was done LOL)





Draft 3

Dear Sir,

I'll miss you.
Have a good time wherever you go next.
Miss me k.

Love, Vidya.




:D
Of course I didn't write any of that in the end.
I'll type out my proper farewell note another day k.
heh~

~vid~

Emo nemo no more.

OK.
Since I like Barney Stinson so much...I will take a leaf out of his book.

My new motto in life :
When I'm emo,
I just stop being emo and be awesome instead.


*wink*

I AM DETERMINED TO BE A HAPPY PERSON.
Just you try and stop me. :D

~vid~

I can pretend, but for how long?

I open my eyes again.

I see flowers,
I see butterflies,
I see a thousand reasons for me to be happy.

But I look a little further,
And I see the sky.

Grey,
dark,
foreboding.
With no way out.

This is my life.
There are little things that can make me happy if I have enough patience to look at them.
And yet, the bigger picture is a whirlpool of depression that threatens to swallow me whole.

I need to let go.
Somehow, I've forgotten how.

Help.

~vid~

(picture courtesy of deviantart)

The Field Trip

I want to write a long long, emo, poetic post.
But....LOL I guess its just not in me to be emo.

So now I shall make myself happy by reminiscing on embarrassing incidents. :D

I just realised I never finished the Academic Calendar Story.
There's a 2nd Part to it...which I will call "The Field Trip Story".

=D

Right.
So as you all know, the main character in this story (well, besides me, of cos) is ICPU-Academic-Calendar guy.
(eh I call him ICPU guy la...shorter to type)

Ok.

In the spring of 2007, perhaps a few weeks after the Academic Calendar Incident,
I ran into the same guy again.
O ya, btw I forgot to tell you that the academic-calendar plan DID work...in a sense.
He definitely noticed me...used to stare at me like I was an alien for the next couple of months.

So this one fine day,
I walked out of the library, into him and his bunch of friends.
I literally mean into.
Because they were blocking the whole corridor, and because I wasn't looking where I was going.
And then of course la they stared.
Which irritated me.

So I walked all the way to class,
then burst out into a rant about how idiotic the fella was, and how I didn't like him anymore, and err..etc etc. :D
Yes, in front of my classmates.

(My G4 class was/is awesome btw)

So...that kind of sparked my classmates' curiosity la rite, to see who the fella is.
So they literally went as a class to go see the guy.
A field trip to go look at ICPU-guy, if you will.

They walked out into the corridor where his class was...
(almost all 23 of them)
...stared at him,
..."oh"-ed among themselves,
...turned to look at me,
...then docilely marched back to our own classroom.

True story.

(And yes, of course he noticed the entire thing)

Any more embarrassing la rite?
LOL.

And the best part?
It was nonsense like this that made me love my classmates to bits. =D

(this is the only picture I have of us in my laptop)

~vid~

Hi. I is alive.

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)[?]

The Bottom Line

A certain person is intrigued by you -- why not give them some one-on-one time?

Hmm.
I wonder...
=D

* * * * * * * * * *

Today marks the end of a very long, and emofied week.
7 Days In A Depressed Funk.
Hmm. Doesn't seem like me at all.

But like I said.
Today marks the end of it.

Tomorrow I will put all the hurt and disappointment behind me...and stand up again.

Phoenix from ashes.

(HAH.I CAN be emo and dramatic at the same time. :D)

* * * * * * * * * *

And yet, this stupid lamb remains trapped under the lion's spell.
What a sick, masochistic lion.
And what a stupid, stupid, stupid lamb.

~vid~

Shattered.

Enough already la.
I don't think I can handle this kind of disappointment anymore.

~vid~

Twilight

I just watched Twilight.

It was...
...
...
...HILARIOUS!

How on earth can someone look so constipated all of the time!?

ROTFLMAO!!

~vid~

Jaws II.

I want Jaws.
I want Jaws.
I want Jaws.
I want Jaws.
I want...

God I sound so bloody deprived.

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

Argh.

~vid~

My Academic Calendar Story

You people really liked the frying pan story, huh?
-__-

Anyway, since y'all seem to like laughing at my expense,
I tell y'all another story.

This was way back, in the spring of 2007...
(LOL. It was sometime in the beginning of '07 la)

Okeh.
So there was this guy...
(most of my stories involve me getting embarassed in front of guys I like, so...yeah)

I was doing SAM la, and he was in ICPU,
which basically meant that we never had classes together,...or anything together for that matter.
And at that point in time, I really liked this guy ok.
To the extent that I decided to go talk to him.
...
And this is the best part...guess what was my masterplan to go get to know him?
I was going to go ask him for his ICPU Academic Calendar.


...

Yea, I know. Wtf was I thinking, rite!?

Yeah, so anyway,
one fine day, me and Huey Chieng went to the library, saw him, and proceeded to ask him for the academic calendar.
Which he didn't have.
So me and Huey Chieng walked out of the library miserably. (at least I was miserable la)
Mission : FAILED.

Wait, story haven't finish yet!

Then Jun Beng came along, and said he wanted to see this guy,
soo.. we went back into the library...
and couldn't find him.
We looked on all the 3 floors, and we just simply could not find him.

So we were walking out, right...and we passed these two guys sitting at a table,
and all of a sudden, Jun Beng whacked one of them on the shoulder with his graphic calculator.
That HUGE, BRICK-LIKE, HEAVY graphic calculator.

This one :

Yeah, I was stunned too.

And then the guy turned around (of course) and Jun Beng started giggling, and went like "omg I'm sooo sorry, I thought you were Pragash!"
(to be fair, Pragash was wearing almost the same shirt as that guy that day)
And guess what??
Guess who that guy was??
The ICPU-academic-calendar guy!

*dies of shame*

I spent the rest of the semester running away from aforesaid guy.
I mean, I just randomly ask him for an academic calendar out of nowhere, and 15 minutes later my friend whacks him with a graphic calculator...yeah, very impressive.

Ah well~
Kismet.

~vid~

I want to kill someone already.

NINE men!?
NINE!?

WTF WHY SEND OFF WAYNE ROONEY OMG THE REFEREE IS SO STUPID.
HE SHOULD BE SHOT.

As should Alex Ferguson,
and Cristiano Ronaldo.

2-0?!
To FULHAM?!

Play la like this summore.
At one point I was like "these fellas know that they're sposed to pass to red-shirted fellas rite?"

AAAARRRGGGHH.

Someone please go and shoot this Ferguson can ah.
The fella senile edi.
Duno how to pick team properly.

GAH!

~vid~

Pendulum

My mood swings are back in full force.

Its difficult.
To feel like I'm sitting on a pendulum, unsure of when it will swing again.

The hardest part is that it swings to either extreme, never pausing in the middle.
I'm either in seventh heaven or in the depths of despair.

I think you can guess which mood I'm in right now.

I like being hyper alot better.
It's more fun to be impulsive, and crazy, and stupid...
...than nostalgic and depressed, and decidedly un-fun.

Argghhh.

~vid~

You, will you remember me?

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me
That somebody's me

Sorry in super jiwang mode right now.
As you can probably see.
heh~

I want a pet.
Anyone wanna buy me a kitten? :D



~vid~

My Blood Bank Visit

Hi.
I just woke up.
For my blood bank visit.

Well, no, actually I woke up at 7.45.

Life would have sucked just this much less if I had woken up at 8.30 instead,
and not have had to go through a panic attack and make major life-changing decisions about whether to go for the thing or not.


HAHA.
Yes, I was joking about the life-changing decisions.
No, I was not joking about waking up late and not going.

Don't yell at me k.
It happens.
eek~

~vid~

My Life Is Sad

My life is so sad...
...that when I tell people my super emo stories...they laugh.

Case in point : My emo frying pan story.
(it WAS emo k)

Ah well.
I should go write memoirs or something, then sell my life story to a TV channel, and then they can make a sitcom out of it.

AND THEN I WILL BE RICH.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA. =D

At least it will make me money faster than this Nuffnang thing laaa...3 months edi, and how much have I made?
RM3.
-___-
I CANNOT WAIT 50 MONTHS BEFORE I START CASHING OUT LA CAN YOU PEOPLE PLEASE HELP ME CLICK AH.

Please.
Thank you.
Love you.
:D

~vid~

My Frying Pan story

Okay, so today I will be telling you a story.


First, we must flashback to two months ago.

*freaky flashback music*

Right.
So.
Two months ago, we were just moving into the new apartment right, so I had to help Sarwees move her stuff...which included a frying pan.
And so, I, being me, offered to carry it.
And I, still being me, started brandishing it in the middle of the road at random cars.

E.g.
Car drives too close to us.
Me : [brandishes frying pan] Stupid fella! Duno how to drive ah!?



Yes, you may laugh now.

It just so happened that in the car directly behind the one that drove too close to us...were boys from our batch.
Yeah.
Oops.

K flashback over.

And then today,
I was walking back to Vista with Afiq, and I passed by the same car.
Saw the same people.
And it suddenly hit me...that the one person I wanted to impress most in the world was in that car.
As he was two months ago.
Which means he saw me doing my frying pan stunt in the middle of the road.

Which, my dear readers, probably explains why he stares so much at me.
He must be wondering why on earth I'm so quiet in uni when I do idiotic things in the middle of the road.

Oh, and did I mention that I was wearing a punjabi suit while waving aforesaid frying pan?

Yeah.
So much for controlling macho and trying to act like a decent human being in Uni.

My life is sad.

And yes, y'all can STOP laughing at me now k.
ish~

~vid~

And My Dad's Reaction...

Oh you pierced your nose!
Why didn't you get it pierced more to the front??
Its more prominent that way.
Like this cannot really see.

Yah.
That's right.
My dad thinks my nose stud isn't prominent enough.

IS MY DAD NOT THE COOLEST?!

I know. :)

~vid~

Shiny nose. :)

OK.
I pierced my nose.

Only Harpreet noticed.

My nose that panjang meh that y'all can't see a small shiny spot on it?
isk~

Haha I going out with my dad today.
Wonder what his reaction will be.
=D
Sometimes kan, its not as fun to do rebellious stuff when you know your parents are going to be damn cool about it.
Heck, they encourage me la! =D

But...
its damn cool to have parents who are cool. =D

wahaha.

~vid~

wahahaha. :p

[Adventurous electronic music]

wahaha.
wahahahaha.

SUMMATIVES IS OVER.

wahahahahhahhaahhahahaaha.

I started laughing as soon as the paper ended k.
Must have had something to do with the fact that half the things in the paper I had never heard of before in my entire life.
LOL.
I mean, we had around 60 lects altogether, and I being the idiot I am, read just 7 of them...and went to sit for Summatives.
wahahahhahaha.
I think you can see why I went almost hysterical.

And OMG la this morning I tachycardia-ed like crazy.
AND turned red.
And nearly died.
Just cos he was there.
Nonsense I tell you. Nonsense. Why does he have to be so bloody cute wtf.

Sigh I damn sleepy now.
Came back from Summatives, and I wanted to sleep sooooo badly, but I ended up watching Harold and Kumar.
And then, they put Kuch Na Kaho on, and I fell asleep during the 1st CD (having watched it about 3 times already) and then awoke during the 3rd CD...and my first reaction upon waking up was "omg her husband came back edi ah?? How long have I been sleeping?!"
LOL.
Then we watched Transformers.
Then we watched The Fast and the Furious.
And then 2 Fast 2 Furious.
(and screamed and giggled and screamed summore over Paul Walker, and his smokey blue eyes and his super dreamy smile)
And then we watched Slumdog Millionaire,
and now we're watching Monster-In-Law....which I've already watched, and didn't like much, and hence I can go to sleep now if I want to.

I want to.
LOL.
Damn sleepy edi.

AND OMG I DONT NEED TO SET ALARM.
I CAN WAKE UP AT WATEVER TIME I WANT TO TOMORROW.
BUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA.


OK good night sayang2ku sekalian. =D

I shall update more soon, considering I no longer have to pretend to be studying for the next one month at least. :p

~vid~

Screw Summatives

Rawr.

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

You're too young to get stuck in such a deep rut. Get out and get active today!

My rut has become way too deep.
Nonsensical-ness.

There's a difference between being arrogantly malayalee, and being just plain rude.

Yesterday was such a lousy day.
From maggots to not-working escalators to seeing alot of unecessary people to completely not studying.
But I guess the saving grace was finding out that it takes much more than a lousy day for me to completely lose it and start moping.
I haven't moped yet.
(LOL Jea Mie this reminds me of the emo mopping :p)

Life's still good.

I can survive this la. somehow.
AND omg la do you realise alot of shit happens just before exams??
IMU is screwed up.

I should make my blog private la omg.
I want to rant.

~vid~

#%$^

3 and a 1/2 days to go.

58 lectures left to cover.

Wtf is wrong with you Vidya?!

Dieded la. I bloody dieded.

Concentration.
I bloody lack concentration.

I read two slides and fall asleep.
Congratulations la Vidya.
Keep it up summore.

Who on earth la decided to accept me into med school??
Summore can accept me into IMU!
Something is so wrong with this universe.

-__-

I don't want to sit for Summatives can ah?

*smacks self*

Vidya, shut up and go study.

~vid~

Melt melt melt...

Confession k.

I have this huge, HUGE, HUGE weakness for guys with brown eyes.
Not like the super light brown,
but the brown that looks dark indoors and looks light-brownish-greenish under the sun.

I melt k~

AND.
Already la I like the fellas face.
Summore he got my kind of eyes then HOW LA.
I nearly fainted and died in the middle of the road k today. Thank God I wear transition lenses k. Or I think he would have stared harder than he did.

Aiyo.
why la why.
Vidya, you really should learn how to stop randomly falling in love.

argh.
Exam stress k exam stress.
I kenot be held responsible for anything I say or do for the next two weeks.

RAWR.

~vid~