Pendulum

My mood swings are back in full force.

Its difficult.
To feel like I'm sitting on a pendulum, unsure of when it will swing again.

The hardest part is that it swings to either extreme, never pausing in the middle.
I'm either in seventh heaven or in the depths of despair.

I think you can guess which mood I'm in right now.

I like being hyper alot better.
It's more fun to be impulsive, and crazy, and stupid...
...than nostalgic and depressed, and decidedly un-fun.

Argghhh.

~vid~