Weird Dream. Meh.

I had the weirdest dream ever today.
So lai lai, I tell you about my dream :D

So this one day I woke up and realised Summatives was the next day!
And the timetable was such that we had a paper everyday for the next two weeks without a break in between la (except for the weekend of course),
and therefore I'd have to come up with some miraculous studying strategy that would allow for studying during the entire exam period.
Thankfully, the first paper was Add Maths...but I was freaking out cos the day after next we had Sejarah and there was NO WAY I could cram Sejarah in just two days, and the next day was Physics, which is my all time worst subject and which I would have to cram extra for and...
....then I woke up and started freaking out for real.
O_O

Took me a good 30 seconds to remember I don't take any of those subjects anymore.
-___________-



I think this has probably something to do with my cousin sitting for her Form2 finals now,
and thus I have been hearing
"I studying Sejarah"
"I have KH exam tmr"
"Science sucked"
on a constant basis.
Its affecting my dreams wei wtf. -__-


I has been having other weird dreams, but it wouldn't do to share them. :(
I can't remember most of them anyway. Meh.

I was sick today. :(
Fever and sinus.
I hate how my entire face hurts when I have sinus (or sinusitis in med terms). Feels like I'm having a bloody toothache wtf.

Meow.
:D

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Inglorius Basterds

I've been waking up with fever on alternate days for the past one week.
Meh.


Mrawr.



I learnt how to tie a saree on Wed night.
On Thurs I managed to tie saree for someone in under 3 minutes ok. PRO ANOT. :D
For the Msian Studies fashion show thing la.

Didn't stay for it tho, cos we had a movie date at Mid Valley ;)



Went to watch The Inglorious Basterds.



DAHM SAKAI PUNYA MOVIE CAN.
ROTFL.
The movie seriously mo liu la omg.
At first when it started I honestly thought it was going to be some history-based movie.
(I walked into the theatre knowing absolutely nothing about the movie save the fact that Brad Pitt was acting in it)




Zomg Brad Pitt's character damnnnnn drama la.
And I thought I was bad ok! And hes not the main character either.

I think the main character would be the guy who plays Col. Hans Landa...the Nazi Jew-hunter...wah eventhough hes the bad guy and hes like damnnnnn sakai-fied, you can't help but admire his pro-ness at what he does.


(As you can see I'm trying not to give any spoilers away wtflol)

And the best part was half the movie was in French, and half was in German with a smattering of English thrown in here and there. LOL.
OH..got a bit of Italian oso. The Italian parts gila funny can die.
And the ending....CLASSIC man. LOLOLOL.
I can't help but laugh everytime I think of the movie.
Very very very sakai la, but I'm thinking it was worth the money.

Most of the people in front of us left halfway through the movie, so that by the end of the movie there was about 15-20 of us left...IN THE ENTIRE CINEMA.
Thats how sakai the movie was ok.
You needed to be on a certain wavelength to get it :D





Random definition.
per·pet·u·al

1. Lasting for eternity.

Hee :D


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Khudaya Ve

I is very sad as of right now. :(

I think right, someone seriously has to knock some sense into me.
If not right.
I will continue emo-ing.
And I won't study.
And I will get a C+ for Summatives.
AGAIN.


Life is unfairrrrrr.

You know why life is unfair?

Cos cos cos there was this really nice song from the movie Luck (the one with the animal cruelty credits)...they only played the song here and there la during the movie,
and I fell in love with it
so I downloaded it.
Then I realise that THE CHORUS HAS HIS NAME IN IT!

I kid you not.

[Aakhon se khawab ruthe,
Apno ke saath choote,
Tapti hue rahon mein,
Pairon ke chaale phoote]- 2 times
[Pyaase tadap rahe hai,
Sahil kareeb re] - 2 times

(Look for it yourself la ha, I not highlighting the name)

SEEEEEEEEEE.
I very annoyed/upset edi. :'(




I swear the universe is conspiring against me la.
Mehhhhh :'(

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PBL and headache

You know whats weird?
When I have ALL the time in the world on my hands, I still manage to leave my PBL research for Monday...night.

I think I do it because I'm stupid.
And lazy.
And irresponsible.
>=(

Last week Monday, my car got broken into.
This week, I'm suffering from the worst headache of my life and I have a fever.

Bad things happen when you procrastinate.

I have no idea why I'm blogging now.
I don't understand myself really.
I is too weird for even myself to comprehend fully.

I wants to go sleep now.
Gila pain man.
Do PBL tmr morning la. I deserve to be smacked.
:(

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Yuck

I wanted to blog.

But then this STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPID Liverpool won 2-0 so I damn pissed now.

Good nite.

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No Animal Cruelty

Below is what has to be the funniest/most intriguing thing I have ever read in the opening credits of a movie.
:D

"ALL THE ANIMALS IN THIS FILM HAVE BEEN TREATED WITH EXTREME LOVE, CARE AND CONCERN, IN THE PRESENCE OF VETERINARIAN DOCTORS AND CONCERNED OFFICIALS. ALL SCENES SHOT WITH ANIMALS HAVE BEEN SHOT ABROAD AND NO CRUELTY HAS BEEN INFLICTED UPON THEM DURING THE TIME OF SHOOTING."
[Opening credits of Luck. Hindi movie la yeah]

So sakai leh.





On a completely irrelevant note...I want to get married.
-__-
I just spent the whole day with my cousins and their respective spouses. My cousins all married. Bleh.
Quite cute lor. Some of them are newlyweds, some of them have been married for ten years already...with kids.
Married ten years oso still can call each other babe and sayang. Awww.
GMH. ;)
(btw GMH = Gives Me Hope)
And its really really cute the way they ask each other for opinions and they discuss everything with each other and they tease each other and they have inside jokes that span back a few centuries.
Exaggeration, of course, but yeah, you get what I mean.
Very...cute, lor.
I can't find another word for it.
Heh. :D

I feel left out.
I wants to be married too.
Pfft.
Singlehood is overrated.

Meh. XD







Okeh now I want to go watch that movie and find out why they had to assure the audience that there was no animal cruelty involved.
Plus the movie got Imran Khan, sooooooo yeah :)
Buh bye. :D


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Remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you.

Chuck: I'm Chuck Bass. And I told you I love you. You're saying I'm easier to win over than a bunch of pseudo-intellectual homesick malcontents. You'd really insult me like that?
Blair: That's not how it is.
Chuck: It's exactly how it is. So the next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you.
[Season 3, Episode 4 : Dan De Fleurette]



For some reason I find what he says incredibly touching.






Chuck is smexxay. :)
As a comment on youtube so eloquently claims : Chuck Bass could have chemistry with a doorknob!
I'm inclined to agree.

Does anyone have season 2 of GG btw?
I haven't watched Season 2 yet!! :(

Don't ask me why I've watched Ep 4 of Season 3 when I haven't watched season 2.
I'm just weird that way. :D


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Take My Heart Back

Hi.
I knows you peoples has been missing I.
XD

I very emo la lately, and when I'm emo I'm generally not in a state of mind to sit and blog about happy stuff.
And I don't want to emo on this blog.
(cos I has another blog for that. Hee =D)




It just hit me today rite, that if some random person just stumbled upon my blog,
(which according to that Live Traffic thingy, happens every day -__-)
they would think I have the worst English in the world.
LOL.
What with all the I has and I is and what not. Meh :D




Monday wasn't the best of days for me.
Wanted to come back and blog about it on that day itself, but 11pm Monday and I still hadn't started on my PBL which was due Tues 2pm.
And well now I'm not really in the mood to recount anything, I think its on my Fb status anyway, so if you're reaaaaallly kepo then go stalk my Fb profile k?
K.

Have I mentioned my brother is the bestest?
He saw my Fb update on Monday evening when he got back from work and the first thing he did was call me to ask if I was okay.
:)
I guess thats what big brothers are for :)




I think I'm a very selfish person.
Selfish and over emotional.
And impulsive.
When I'm all caught up in my feelings I don't think straight, I don't consider things from other people's perspective.
That makes me an awful person, doesn't it? :(





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p.s. The title of this post is an the title of a song by Jennifer Love Hewitt. Its a nice song, and I honestly couldn't think of a proper title :)

Feelings and Pain

I'm curious.

When your feelings are hurt, right,
why is it that you feel physical pain in the general area where your heart lies?

I mean its true right? When you miss someone you feel that your heart hurts. Its like there's something hurting right in the middle of your chest, which as we all know now...is where your heart is.

What I'm wondering is, is there any physiological explanation about why we feel that pain?
Like something to do with vasospasm or increased afterload or something?

Wouldn't that be like so cooooooooool?

I'm being weird.
Humor me. :D

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I miss my brother :(

I miss my brother.

I miss his sturdy no nonsense attitude.
I miss his hugs.
I miss being secure in the knowledge that no matter what stupid things I do,
and how he yells at me unreasonably at times,
I'll always be his baby sister.






The 30th can't come fast enough. :(

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I miss alot of things...

...but right now, most of all,
I miss the Hardy Boys.

Frank, 18 and Joe, 17.
And all their stories of Bayport.
With Callie and Chet and Biff and Tony and Phil Cohen.
I miss the Blue Spine stories as much as I miss the Case Files. :(

And I still am upset that Iola died in that bombing.





Hee =D
Yes I am the randomest person on the planet tqvm.
And thats why y'all love me ;)

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A day in the life of a very mo liu pandamouse.

Pandamouse = panda-mouse.
Geddit?


I am very tired.
And in alot of pain.


I duno wat to blog about, so I shall do what everyone else does and tell you people about my day.




Woke up early.
Tried on alot of skirts, cos June sposed to wear skirt to uni and she wanted ppl teman her wear skirt.
While halfway trying, Yan Qi arrived to pick me up, so I just randomly pulled on the first things I could find...which were pants and a t-shirt I wear very very often.
Was sposed to wear heels, but I dahm kelam kabut so I ended up wearing flats.

I had fun in uni today.
Watched Four Weddings and a Funeral. The ending very potong stim. I tak suka.
Stole Yan Qi's heels cos I didn't like my flats very much.
Then watched people playing pool.
Watched So You Think You Can Dance...with about twenty other people who were in the Student Lounge at the time.
Was funny, cos we all oooh-ed and aaah-ed at the same time.
Damn mo liu.
Then played cards.
Watched more pool.
Played more cards.
Played darts.
Went for lecture.
Actually paid full attention, resulting in my notes being covered in red and purple handwriting.

Came back home.

Slept like a pig til 9.
Woke up.
Watched the ending of Nadal's match.
Laughed at the last match - Djo vs Fognini. That Fognini fella very funny.
Watched CSI Miami.
I think Eric is handsome lor.





Now I has to watch the video for examination of gravid uterus, read up on CSU stuff and pray I don't get JP for MMS Anatomy tmr.




Meh.
Isn't my life interesting? XD


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Of Cats and Sleeping Aids

WHEE DJOKOVIC WON TODAYYYYY :D
He very dramatic. I like. :D

Damn sad that Nadal got trashed by Cilic yesterday, but hey, he's still recovering from injury right?

OK nvm.
I suddenly gila tennis d. Meh.




I...............have reached a complete block.
I have no idea what to blog about anymore nowadays.
IT DOESNT HELP THAT NO ONE ELSE BLOGS OSO LA HA. -_-




I have PBL to do.
I have irresponsibly ignored it for the entire week, and now I'm facing 10 learning issues to be done by Tuesday afternoon.



Interestingly my last learning issue reads : "Jz look up some BS rubbish".
I iz a model student. :D




Oh, AND, I've noticed alot of people like saying "I is..." when talking to me.
Aww.
Y'all know I love y'all right,
but as much as I'm really honoured that you people have started using it too...
...STOP COPYING ME PLS.
Its only cute when I do it.
HAH.

Ok dont kill me I still love you people :D


I'm sleepy.
Like put-matchstick-in-eye sleepy.



FOCUS VID.
PBL.
Ugh.


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Man-Vending Machine

Okay.
I found something while blog-hopping today morning.
You people have to read this. (all you single girls la anyway)


http://doyoulovegossip.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-mau.html


HOW COOL IS THAT?!

You think they'd put something like that up in Malaysia? ;)


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Onwurd, nobul steed!

Post #905
:D


Yes I know I blog alot.
In slightly more than two years we've already hit 900 posts. :)
Hey, at least I keep you people entertained ;)
AND YOU CAN REPAY ME BY CLICKING ON THE ADS ON THE RIGHT PLS TQ
------>
:D


Rotation groupings are out. I'm okay with my group. 90% of the same people I went to KKB with, so no worries there.
I'm still in between Mervyn and Edmund on the name list.
Swt.
BUT. I dont like the dates for the rotation. WHY MUST BE IN JANUARY. :(
Later clash with our G4 outing.
:'(


I'm bored.


O ya.
Since I have nothing else to blog about anyway. Todayyyy, after CSU we were bumming around in the Student Lounge trying to decide what to do 'til 4,
cos the pool table was taken as usual,
and there was this huge crowd around the darts area (were they having a competition?),
and cos this idiot (ok I shouldn't be calling ppl idiots) who dengki that we pro at foos stole all the foos balls for himself.

Then finally we got fed up, so me, Yan Qi, June and Leow Khai went all the way to Subang Square to go play pool there.
:D
Yes I know we very random. And very sakai.
We played for a good one hour, and came back at 4.30, THEN decided it would be very rude to walk in while Annie Tay was in full flow.
(Summore the lecture hall seemed very full, would have looked like idiots if we'd walked in and then started looking for seats literally halfway during lecture)
So then we went back to the student lounge and played darts til 5.
:D



School is actually fun nowadays. :D





I want to remember your eyes.
The way I’d catch my breath when you’d look at me,
the way I’d be wondering what you were seeing.
I miss you.

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One More Son I Have

'Cos this video made me laugh. :D



Windows Live - Boy Exposed





P.S. I think the girl quite stupid lar. I would totally marry the guy ;)

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Update...with pics :)

I had a pretty good day today.

Verdasco lost. But ah well.
Heh.
*insert bunny-hugging-pillow/bottle-emoticon here*
Yest's pics. Very the blur cos I WAS SITTING SO FAR AWAYYYY :(







My birthday was awesome, thanks in a huge part to The Geng Berempat.
You ppl totally made my day ;)

I shall upload random pics from yesterday's lantern walking and today's MAD game.
(The game is called MAD lol)















Thanks also to my housemates...Fatin, Yusha and Ruwi who stopped by to give me a surprise...
...and this super cute bear :D





O ya.
My mum gave me an Ipod. o_O
Sniff. I shall say goodbye to my trusty Mp3 player (that lasted me 6 solid years) soon. :p




The rest of the pics will be on fb la yeah.
Lazy wan upload all here.
Fb damn retarded. Its not allowing me to upload pics. Bleh.


Nitenite :D

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So I went today...

Can I squeal, can I squeeeeaaaaaaal? :p


I went today, but only got the student seats, cos my cousin was broke and yada yada.
THEY WERE SO FAR AWAY FROM THE COURT OMGGGGG.
I couldn't even see his faceeeeeeeeeeee :'(

And right when he hit the balls into the crowd again...they only reached the silver seats ok.
Nowhere close to where we were sitting.
*sobs*


On the other hand,
I WATCHED HIM PLAY LIVE TODAY!
I WAS IN THE SAME FREAKING STADIUM AS FERNANDO VERDASCO CARMONA.
*squeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal*
*hyperventilates*


AND hes so cute okay. They gave him the hugeass balls to sign and hit into the crowd oso,
but obviously he couldnt hit them with his racket right, cos they're huge and all..
...so he kicked them.
Sooooooo cuteeeeeeeeee :) :)

And then he threw his towel and his wrist bands into the crowd.
Only sampai the Gold seat fellas ok I gila jealous can die right now. I was practically crying in the stadium.


Like so close yet SO. BLOODY. FAR.
And then he offered his racket oso to the crowd, cos they all damn jakun scream like never see tennis player before (okay if I was anywhere near him I would be screaming that way too, but yeah)...offer only la, he not sakai enough to actually give it.

HES SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE :D

Worth getting stuck 45 minutes in traffic jam okay. ;)


Although I still want to go tomorrow!
AND I want better seats!
Pfft!

Anyone interested in going for the finals tmr?



P.S. Since I very syok sendiri, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
I feel olddddddddddddddd :D

P.S.2 I upload pics tmr kay, too dark to upload anything now. Meh. XD

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I want to watch him LIVE! :(

Just finished watching Verdasco vs Gasquet on Supersport.
Sucks not having Astro at Vista kay.
(obviously I'm back in Subang)

Now, here's the thing.
The next few sentences (or paragraphs) will be entirely devoted to gushing over Verdasco.
Either bear with me or stop reading now pls tq. :)






SO WASTED MAN DIDN'T GO TODAY.
They made Verdasco hit those tennis balls into the crowd.
Some prize prize thing la... like if you catch ball no17 you win some trip somewhere...not important.
Important part is they were AUTOGRAPHED tennis balls!
THEY BLOODY HAD HIS SIGNATURE ON THEM.
WHO CARES ABOUT A PRIZE WHEN YOU CAN HAVE AN AUTOGRAPHED TENNIS BALLLLLLL.
T_T


And then and then the last tennis ball right..was for something something and that Proton Car they were giving away.
When that awfully pompous/old/downright-irritating announcer announced what it was for,
instead of hitting it into the crowd, Verdasco put it in his own pocket.
Ahahaha.
Sooo cute right?! Right right right right :) :)
Ahaha then of course after that he took it out and hit it into the crowd and this one lady picked it up la, then she had to come down to the court and all.
And she got to talk to Verdasco.
AND hes soooo sweet he kissed both her cheeks by way of greeting.
I GILA JEALOUS CAN DIE OK!
Waaaaaaaaaaa why couldn't that have been meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'(


I was literally squealing like a piglet throughout that entire ceremony thingamijiggy after the match.
(I know, I know, piglet isn't a very sexy word, but I'm trying to give y'all an accurate description of what I sounded like earlier)
Hee :D




p.s. The post below right. The thing I want for my birthday is to be able to see Verdasco play live la. Means I want to go sit in the stadium and watch him play kay.
I NOT WISHING FOR BOYFRIEND LA DO I LOOK THAT DESPERATELY SAD CASE TO YOU ALL AH OMG.

Ok now I want to go gush about Verdasco on msn k.
So bye, don't miss me ;)

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900th Post

Today wasn't a bad day.
In fact it was pretty average as far as days go.

And yet, just because one thing didn't go my way...I feel like screaming.
I feel like saying this is the worst day of my life.
I feel like throwing a temper tantrum until I get my own way.

Gosh, I'm such a child.






I only want one thing for my birthday.
Doesn't seem like I'm going to get it though.

I should learn to live without expectations.
Without.
Expectations.



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I think I'm going crazy.

I'm sinking into depression all over again.

I'm so shallow.
I thought that after meeting him, I'd changed for good,
I'd be able to appreciate life and stay motivated for good.

But somehow, I still need him around.
Without him I can't seem to motivate myself.
I'm such a sad person, aren't I?

Only a handful of you will know what I'm talking about.

I think I might be going mad, really.

Meh.

Why is it no one ever told me how exhausting waiting can be?!

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