Wednesday, 30 June 2010



LOL BERDYCH WON.




World Cup #2 + Random Picture :D




Spain 1-0 Portugal.




So I was proven wrong yesterday.
Pleasantly so, might I add. :D

Right now, I'm
still in the mood to go "VILLLAAAAAAAAAAA =DDDD" and spazzy dance my way around the room :DDDDDDDDDD


I didn't think Spain was capable of such attacking play! :o
Judging from their performance in the first 3 matches, you wouldn't think so either!
But they really
were excellent.
Although in the first half the Portuguese defence was insaaaane man. Total block on every pass, every shot...the Spanish defence, admittedly isn't as good as the Portuguese, but they have Casillas! :DDD
'Nuff said.

But during the 2nd half, Spain was retaining possession so skillfully AND attacking.
Like :O
How could you
not root for Spain!?
Portugal were totally out of it whole 2nd half. Maybe one or two shots on goal, but meh..didn't deserve to win.


Villa is excellent.
EXCELLENT.


VILLLLAAAAAAAAAA =DDDDD


I've lost my voice with the amount of screaming I've been doing.



Btw, ke manakah menghilangya Ronaldo during the game?!
He was hardly there!

Post-match highlights, that guy on ESPN was saying
"You can't say he's (Ronaldo) the best player in the world. Hes never there during important matches. The best player in the world should be the deciding factor in important matches"
[I quote from memory]
Oooh. So much burn.
But really, WHERE WAS HE?! Only there for freekicks! One of which was very good, but Casillas was better. The others were just...meh.



Nvm.
Spain through! They'll probably beat Paraguay.
Brazil will beat Netherlands. Its wishful thinking to predict otherwise.
I'm hoping Ghana beat Uruguay.
BUT GERMANY ARGENTINA DAMMIT.

And why is everyone preparing for penalty shootouts against Germany!
ROARRR.
We're good enough not to let it go to that!


Sigh.
*cross fingers*
A couple of days break (which I need, to catch up on sleep wtf)

Hoping for a more relaxed week, next week.
I haven't met up with anyone yet!
:(
I haven't even met up with my housemates and the Sri Lankans are leaving soon.
Dammit.





BTW.
THIS IS THE BEST COMEBACK EVER.



So. much. win.
:DD



~vid~

Tuesday, 29 June 2010

Random World Cup Rant.



So I just blogged three hours ago but I'm boreddddd. And technically this counts as the next day, right?

:D

Been getting alot of visits lately, if my feedjit is anything to go by. :D
NOT THAT IT SHOWS. YOU PEOPLE DONT COMMENT. ROAR.
No, but you dont have to comment. Really.
BUT
Do me favour and click my Nuffnang ads please? -->
Pweeeeeaseeee?
I needz monies.



Japan and Paraguay are in extra time now.
Still nil-nil. :O
I was expecting Paraguay to win!




But since, we're already in extra time, I'm hoping no one scores now.
Been some time since I've watched a penalty shootout.
:DDDD



Spain-Portugal later.
WTF.
WHY ARE THEY MEETING SO EARLY?!
I want Spain to win! Cos like..I'm familiar-er (:p) with the Spanish players.
And (I've mentioned this before) I'm in major celeb-crush with David Villa.
*happy sigh*




BUT.
I haz a soft spot for Portugal too!
You can't
not have a soft spot for a team that plays really well.

And Portugal is most def playing better than Spain this time.
They play more offensive, which is nicer to watch :D
The spanish tend to get complacent and keep ball after 2 goals. Which gets reaaaaally boring.
And makes you want to shake them til their teeth fall out.

They'll lose if they're complacent against Portugal.

Aih.
So I'm sitting on the fence today.
I DONT LIKE BEING ON THE FENCE.
ITS NOT FAIR THAT ONE OF THEM HAVE TO GO OUT SO EARLY.
:(




Second half of extra time now.
Dont score dont score dont score.




AND ZOMG GER MEET ARGENTINA NEXT GAME.
WTF.
SO FREAKING NERVOUS.
I'm almost scared to go see what Paul the Octopus has to predict.
*hides under blanket*




BTW.
WHY IS IT BRAZIL GETS SUCH AN EASY PATH TO THE WORLD CUP HUH?
When the winner of Ger-Arg have to meet either Paraguay/Japan/Portugal/Spain?!

And Brazil only has to deal with Netherlands, Ghana and Uruguay!?
I hope Ghana upstage Brazil.
They've been playing excellently, and God knows they deserve to win more than those stupid Brazilians.
Forever easy path to finals.

I dont like Brazil.
And therefore I
will bitch about them in the most prejudiced manner possible.
Live with it.
ROAR.



Meh.
Okay. Imma go give the tv my undivided attention now.



AND I HATE IT WHEN IM IN THE MIDDLE OF WATCHING AN IMPORTANT GAME AND PEOPLE CHANGE THE CHANNEL TO CHECK WIMBLEDON SCORES.
WTF.
YOU HAVE WIMBLEDON EVERY FREAKING YEAR! And shoot me, we ALL know its either going to be Fed or Nadal who wins the Wimbledon. yada yada.
Boooorring.
On the other hand,
IVE WAITED FOUR YEARS FOR THIS WORLD CUP!!
And no one monopolizes it! Its still pretty much anyones game.

SO like, cant you just check Wimbledon scores online or something?!
Or just watch another Grand Slam la my God.
We have the World Cup for just one month and already you bitch us out...like what about Tennis every freaking week, huh?!


Jeez. Talk about selfish.
Hmph.


If you're offended, I'm sorry.
Learn to live with us World Cup freaks. WC will always be more important than anything else. Get used to it.
:D



~vid~

I sparkle all the time




Reason #123739842379487 why Harry Potter is better than Twilight :



GO MALFOY!
:D



Been emo/busy/stressed out past few days.
Well, mostly busy and stressed out, what with house hunting and moving things out of vista and planning weddings and whatnot.
Meh.

I would be alot more emo if I let myself...but no. I went through a period of major depression last year and I'm not going to indulge in that again.
Alot of people have commented on how happy and carefree I've become again lately, and that kind of keeps me going :D

Its not worth it, all this emo nonsense.


I'll blog properly once I get my life in order.
Busy busy busy week.
Hopefully by the end of this week, alot of stuff will be sorted out and then next week I'll be much freer.

Gosh, who knew holidays could be stressful, eh?



No idea whats with all the Twilight-hate/HP-love on tumblr lately.
Are one of the movies coming out soon?


Either way...HP KICKS TWILIGHTS BACKSIDE SO BAD. :D



Yeah.
Buhbye. :D


~vid~

Monday, 28 June 2010

Optical Illusions






I swear that linesman is never going to live this blunder down.

That should've been a goal!

And yes, I'm supporting Germany,
but a goal is a goal.
And we won 4-1 anyway, that one extra goal wouldn't have made a difference :D

[For all you blur people who don't watch the WC : Ger vs Eng, Lampard's almost equalising goal was denied because the referee said it didn't cross the line. K? K.]



~vid~

Happily Ever After - Epilogue?





And what comes
after happily ever after?



BAHAHAHAHHAHA. XD


"I just pretend I'm asleep". Winnn.


I am emo at the moment. Just moved out of Vista.
Overflow of nostalgia, etc etc.
NVM.
I tak mau layan my emoness. :D


~vid~

Saturday, 26 June 2010

Paul the psychic Octopus.


Did y'all know theres a psychic octopus in Germany??
I'm not kidding!




He predicts outcomes of football matches WTF.

Excerpt from the article :

'...To get his predictions, food is lowered into Paul's tank in two containers with the flag of each country on the front. The one he goes for is his tip to win.'

Wtf?

Read full article here :
http://cryptozoologynews.blogspot.com/2010/06/paul-octopus-is-sucker-pundit.html



These German people are very mo liu hor??
:o

But hey, on the bright side...we're expected to win tomorrow! :D


~vid~

Thursday, 24 June 2010

66-65


And so Isner leads Mahut 66 games to 65, 5th set, Day 3 (of the same game!).

LOLOLOL.

Sakai.
They should introduce tie breaks for the 5th set at Wimbledon. 66 games is madness. I think they broke almost every single record.

~vid~

We're through!

Watched the Germany game this morning.

We're through! :D
At the same time, I'm glad that Ghana is also through, despite losing to Germany.
They deserve it more than Serbia and Aus anyway.

The game was an excellent display of football skill. :)
They had very few fouls, and most of them came towards the end of the game, when Ghana started getting desperate to equalize.
Was nice to watch a game with proper clean tackles, instead of the usual step-on-ankle-tripping-up fouls we've been seeing in most of the World Cup games recently.

No diving either, thank God.
And no fights, no unpleasantness. It was actually fun to watch.
...or at least it would have been if I hadn't been so tensed up waiting for Ger to score, and then even more tensed up after the goal because I was so worried Ghana would get a goal in as well.


And both teams were full on playing offensive. :DDDD
Attacking and immediate counter-attacking.
Thank God.
After all the torture of sitting through all the boring games past few days.

But honestly, someone should have told Podolski that his team was wearing black yesterday!
Pass to white shirt for what!
ROAR.

I'm sleepy.
Still househunting WTF.


I'm glad Germany is through!

Phew.



~vid~

Who threw the dustbin??


My dad and me were watching England-Slovenia, and my mother was dozing off on the couch.
Couldn't blame her, the game was like insaaaaaaanely boring.

Towards the end, Capello was shouting like maaaad.
And they were playing it in slow-mo LOL.
Sakai.


Me : Omg this fella really quite psycho right??
My mother : *wakes up suddenly* Huh? Why? Did he throw a dustbin at them??

WTFRANDOM.

Me : Huh what dustbin?
My mother : Oh. *blinks* Nobody threw a dustbin?? *goes back to sleep*

:o

I'm telling you.
Its in the genes.



~vid~

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

House Hunting Day



BAHAHAHAHAHA.

(plz ignore the fact that adversity is wrongly spelt. Tis the message thats important)



House hunting is not fun.
NOT. FUNNNNNN.
I'm tired.
I'm going to go and sleep now so that I can wake up at 2 for Germany.

Wtf?

Yes. The World Cup messes with our biological clocks.

Now I has to go check whos playing at 10 to see if I want to watch or if I can sleep through that.
Meh.

My brain is deaaaaaaad.

I blame house-hunting.



~vid~

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

Schweinski





This brings back so many memories.

Schweinski is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I want to like marry them and squish-hug them into oblivion.

*SQUISH*


Cutecutecutecute.
Omg I can like die happy nao. *Squish again*



Shut up.
This bromance is epic. Thou shalt not mock their boy-love.




And hell no, they're not gay.
...
...even if they are, I want to marry them anyway. *Squiiiiiiiissssssshhhhh*




~vid~

Voldemort's other side






WIN.



Too freaking funny not to post up here. :DDDDD




Sleepy day.
Slept at 4.30 thanks to WC, woke up at 8. RAWR.

David Villa is
hotness.
Insert starry eyed emoticon here. :D

And Fabregas needs to lose the beard.
Like, seriously.
Why hide that pretty face? :(


~vid~

The Chaos - A Lesson In English Pronunciation



If you can correctly pronounce every word in this poem, you will be speaking English better than 90% of the native English speakers in the world. After trying the verses, a Frenchman said he’d prefer six months of hard labour to reading six lines aloud. Try them yourself.

The poem below called “The Chaos” and was written by G. Nolst Trenite, a.k.a. Charivarius (1870-1946).

Where I found it : http://coven.tumblr.com/

Zomg its so freaking long you have to click on the Read More >> to read it. :DDD Click. Its worth it.



The Chaos

Monday, 21 June 2010

Of Public Displays of Affection



Mrawrrrr.
*rolls over and over and looks at you upside down*




:DDD



So the Star Two section had this article on PDA today.
How...sad.
Of all the subjects to discuss in a newspaper.

Skimming through the article, I think there was a point
where the writer was surprised that the Malaysian youth find PDA as repulsive as, well..older people.

LIKE DUHHH.

I don't like PDA.
Its annoying.
The kind of annoying that makes you want to dump a bucket of ice water on said culprits of PDA.

Call me a prude, ..go on, I dare you to. ;DDD


K.
So since I have bucketloads *coughcough* of free time on my hands, and since I ez boreddddd.
Let us discuss why people disapprove of PDA.

*pushes specs further up nose and stares hawk-eyed at you*

How on earth do you stare hawk-eyed at people btw??




Ahh.


OMG EWWW THEY HAVE HAWK-EYED MOTHS.
EEEEEE.




I should be the Queen of Digression.
Virtual cookie to anyone who relates that with the 3 sentences above. :DD



But yes. PDA.
Definitions :
Forgivable-PDA : Holding hands, short kisses (SHORT), kisses on cheek/forehead.
All that - acceptable.
NOT ACCEPTABLE : Sitting on each others laps in the freaking library and necking, frenching, making out intensely.

(Diff btw frenching & making out : amount of hand involvement)


The reason I find it irksome is simply because, if you're with a friend and said friend starts PDA-ing with other half...then you feel like the biggest lamppost in history of lampposts.



On the other hand, if a total stranger starts PDA-ing in front of you...thats not as bad as being the lamppost friend, but its still annoying.
You can't look AT them, because then you're a perv.
Yet if you look steadfastly at anywhere except at them...then you're a prude whos being insanely awkward.
Either way, you're still a lamppost.

You can ignore them at places like shopping malls, bus stops...but escalators and elevators?
Its like eye-roll material man.
Get a freaking room.


And, I'll admit, a good 60% of the annoyance comes from the fact that at the time I witness PDA,
I would be either walking alone, or with my girlfriends, or with boy friends who aren't boyfriends (geddit?).
So its not like I can rub it in anyones faces by going "THINK YOU ONLY CAN DO AH? I CAN DO THAT TOOOO." *cue sticking out tongue and intense impromptu make out session here*
-__-
I never claimed to be mature. :DDD
(although I do complain alot about immaturity in other people. heh :p)



And all that crap about PDA being a turn on for other people.

Think about it.
If the guy was like the OMGGGDDGKILLMENOW kind of hot...THEN WHY WOULD I BE TURNED ON WHEN HES KISSING SOMEONE ELSE?
I would be like...emo.
Pfft.
If the guy is not hot (re : human law of attraction. Dont blast me for being shallow)
then why on earth would I feel the slightest bit turned on?

If the girl was hot, then I would just be jealous. 'Nuff said.



Out of curiosity though, how can you be comfortable with dry humping each other in public?
Or is it some sort of human property-branding ritual that I'm not aware of?
Like : I'm kissing this human in public. This human is mine, you hear me, MINEEE.
Right.



K I ran out of things to say. :D

Point of post.
DO NOT PDA IN FRONT OF ME.
I DOES NOT LIKE LAMPPOSTING.



And I wasn't kidding about the bucket of iced water.



Random picture that made my day :









~vid~


If its broken, its yours. :D


Bah!
Emo post deleted. :D

I'm not going to feel sorry for myself anymore.
Half a day was more than enough of a grace period to wallow in self-pity. :DDD
I'm not leaving the post up here because I don't want to reread it and feel sorry for myself all over again.

Rawr.

Btw.
Something to share :





So, like, does this make me a dog?? o.O



~vid~

Saturday, 19 June 2010

Random update

Hello darlings. :D

Missed me?
(never mind the fact that I blogged yesterday)


It still hasn't quite sunk in yet, you know.
2.5 years done. finished.
I'm halfway through medschool.
o.O

The fear is still there. That I will screw up, etc etc.
But hey, I made it this far.
Despite everything, despite never wanting to be in medschool in the first place, despite hating science, despite wanting to just quit and leave...I stuck it through.
I MADE IT.

*cue I Made It - Kevin Rudolf ft Lil Wayne, Jay Sean & Birdman*

That sense of accomplishment kind of makes it all worth it, you know?



But like zomg yesterday when we went to get results, everyone before me (AND I MEAN EVERYONE) got two envelopes right,
and when it came to my turn,
the lady just handed me one.
ONE.
WHEN EVERYONE ELSE GOT TWO.
First thought : Fuck. Shit. I so failed. Fuck. FUCK.
(I swear alot lately. Sorry)
So once I got out of the crowd in the room, instead of going through my usual motions of staring at the slip of paper and praying...
...I just tore the whole thing open.
Cos.
Honestly.
I thought I really. honestly. failed.
I though the 2nd envelope was like some extra passing thing that they were handing out to everyone else.

And then.
I scanned through my result slip.
Once.
And then again.
And again.
Like 5 times before my friend was like "OMG STOP STARING YOU PASSED LA"
(she didn't say those exact words, but it was something along those lines la okay. Dont quote me :D)


The relief that washed over me in that one moment...cannot be described.
I felt like laughing and crying and jumping around and stamping my feet and hugging everyone in my sights all at the same time.
So.
I laughed, and cried, and stamped my feet.
But I refrained from hugging everyone within my sights because...well. because.
:p




AHHHHHHHHH.
Thread of thought broken.

So. Like. The end.
:(



~vid~

Friday, 18 June 2010

Off form



Wah I dahm sakit hati today.


Germany was so off form man.
I don't know why Podolski was acting like he never see goalpost before.
8 shots on goal.
EIGHT.
And not one converted.
What happened to the golden boy of Germany???

And Schweini!
I think the flu and neck pain combined just threw him off his game so much man.
Play sooooooo freaking deep in his own half for what??
Attacking midfielder la woi! Then never cross, never go near penalty box, never keep ball...wth?
Definitely not the Schweini I know and love. :(

Lahm, Marin..aaaaaah. VERY off form.
Joachim screaming and shouting on the sidelines didnt help.

On the whole we were really subdued today.

And the Serbian defence was crazy man. Effing frustrating.
Goalkeeper pun insanely good.
Meh.
Stupid goalkeeper. :(

BUT THE RED CARD WAS SO UNCALLED FOR.
AGAINST KLOSE SUMMORE.
STUPID FELLA.

Btw I dont like Klose.
I love the German squad to bits and pieces, but I cannot stand Miroslav Klose.
Live with it.

Nvm.
Next game.
Ghana. WE MUST WIN.

No.
scratch that.
WE WILL WIN.


*




By the way, those of us who do seriously watch football are incredibly passionate about it.
So if you don't like football, don't watch it with us.
You sitting there and whining about how boring the game is, or how the guys arent cute IS FUCKING ANNOYING.
WE DONT FUCKING WATCH THE GAME FOR THEIR FACES.
IF WE WANTED TO SEE A PRETTY FACE WE WOULD WATCH HOLLYWOOD CHICK FLICKS.

And then to keep saying "why aren't they scoring? why is no one running? why are they just passing to each other??"
EXCUSE ME.
90 MINUTE GAME CAN.
YOU EXPECT THEM TO RUN NON STOP FOR 90 MINUTES ISIT.
Like DUH THEYRE GOING TO PLAY KEEP BALL EVERY NOW AND THEN.
If you dont get the game then sit quietly in one corner can?

And like for gods sake laaaaaaa.
Already our team losing. Already my BP is like effing sky high.
DONT go like "omg is Serbia winning? go serbia!" in that whiny high pitched voice, for the sake of annoying us.
Yes. I can see my team is losing.
Yes. It is very funny to see me so upset.
And yes. I will slap you if you continue to do it.



*



OH BTW I PASSED EOS 5!
Shall write proper thank you post to everybody tmr.
Stay tuned. I assure you it will sound like I'm winning the Lifetime Achievement Award.

:D


Okay.
The End.


~vid~


This, is Judgement Day.


If you love me, pray. For my sake.
blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com


~vid~

Sunday, 13 June 2010

This kept me occupied for like 15 minutes.


Flash effect thing <--- CLICK HERE.
and like, move your mouse all over the screen. :D


...yes, I am that easy to entertain. :D


P.S. DON'T CLICK IF YOU'RE HIGH. ...although if you're high you probably wouldn't be reading this anyway. ^o)

~vid~

Random post #122392839238


Hi.

I <3 tumblr.
Have I mentioned that before?


Yes, tumblr is just another blogging platform,
but what sets it apart is...its like having an extended online family.
All the people I follow on tumblr (save one) are complete strangers...and likewise.
And yet, for the smallest things, we're there for each other.
Comforting words.
Listening without judging.
Tumblr is basically a place when you can emo like mad and no one judges you.
Like a support group?

Sometimes you need that support group.
Just because.


Okay, so the whole point of writing this, is cos the Scott Pilgrim video is blocking my chatbox.
And so I needed to write something and this was the only thing I could think of at the moment. 8DDD


I shall write something emo one of these days.
Let it manifest itself properly in my head first, and when it is ready to come out on paper, it shall.
And then I shall type it here.
:D

Advance warning k.
Don't like, don't read.


~vid~

Friday, 11 June 2010

Layouts







Pretty, no?

TIS MINE. :D
Might change layout in a few days. This one cuts off my pictures halfway. :(
But its prettttyyyyy :D


No, I'm not publicizing that blog.
Its enough that you stick your noses into my life through 3BlindMice.

Hah!


~vid~

Wednesday, 9 June 2010

Oh hai.

XD

Miss me?


~vid~

Sunday, 6 June 2010

Dear Girls, Ladies, Women, Sisters, Wives, Mothers, Girlfriends, Daughters and all those of the Female Persuasion


I have to thank Ashvini for intro-ing me to Dear Meat :D

This is one of the sweetest things I've read. There is still hope!







Sorry about the diff sizes for each section.
Didn't do a very good job cropping with paint. I just wanted to get it up here, and then get back to revising/studying.. so yeah.
Anything too small to read? Click to enlarge.
You know the drill. :D

Oh, and ..no, I didnt write this. Duhh. I just think its supremely sweet.

~vid~

Saturday, 5 June 2010

Scott Pilgrim vs The World

ZOMG I WANT TO WATCH THIS.



August 2010!
:DDD


I cannot be bothered studying anymore.
I am at the brink of failing, but I don't care. Tomorrow, I will care very much indeed, and cram as much as possible.
Monday I will be wringing my own neck at my stupidity.
Tuesday I will be ready to cry and crawl literally into a hole.
BUT TODAY. I DONT CARE.


:DDDDD



~vid~

Things I wanna do after exams

I'm jumping on the bandwagon with whoever else has written posts abt the same thing. I think I've read two already :D


1. WORK OUT.
Like, I really need to start being able to fit into my clothes again.

2. Watch 3 idiots on Ch952.
I'm doing this on Thursday, if they play it in the afternoon/night. Or Friday. I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE SO BADLY.

3. Watch You've Got Mail.
Cos I feel like watching it again.

4. THROW AWAY ALL MY NOTES.
...nah, just kidding. But I do need to sort out, bind, and urm..recycle? all those A4 sheets that have nonsense scribblings on them.

5. Go all out planning for my brothers wedding. :D:D:D:D
Did I tell you guys my brother was getting married? No? ...whoops.
Well he is...next year. -_-
I shall elaborate more after exams. I got long long story to write :D

6. Meet up with all the UK people who are coming back. :D Anyone from Aus coming back this break?

7. ROAD TRIP.
Omg I so want to do this. Destination : undecided. The plan is to *ahem* go wherever life may take us.
Siapa mau join?

8. Get back into my writing mojo.
Alot of unfinished projects lying around in MyDocuments. Mostly stuff from Sem4, which I completely abandoned during the holidays. Would like to attempt finishing some of em up. And then...fictionpress? Or just syok sendiri and reread them on my own. :DDD

which reminds me..

9. Get a new tumblr layout.
My current one is boring. And plain. And boring.
3BlindMice, on the other hand, is black. Which makes it cool by default.

10. Learn how to play the guitar/learn more songs on the piano.
Will probably do the latter, cos I honestly dont have the patience to sit and practice at getting something right.

11. Catch up with CSI : NY. (New season!)
Did anyone die ah after that shooting thingy in last seasons finale?




And yeah. Gotta get back to studying.
SO MUCH MORE TO COVER.
In like 1 and 1/2 days.
*digs deep hole and crawls into it and hides*
More worried for OSCE (did I mention that already?) My osce is shit. I'm afraid I will walk into the room and then stand and stare at the examiner cos I dunno what to do.

DID YOU ALL KNOW DIFF STATIONS HAVE DIFF PASSING MARKS BASED ON DIFFICULTY?
WTF MAN.
NOW EASY STATION PUN NOT SURE CAN PASS ANOT. AAAAAAAAAAAAH. (I mean, IF they have an easy station at all la kan?)
Why, IMU whyyyy?? Has thou not made us suffer enough already?




~vid~

Thursday, 3 June 2010

Random Rambling #9, if my previous count was correct.

I have a wisdom tooth that will ONLY grow right before an exam.
-_-


I keep studying and revising and just when I think "there, I'm all done",
someone asks a random question and I go "shit, I know this. I KNOW THIS. I JUST READ IT", but I won't remember.
There are so many things that I know I know, but it all seems to be stored away in the back of my head, in some deep recess that I can't get to.
Its like having a tug of war with your brain. You desperately trying to pull information out, and your brain just as stubbornly trying to keep it all inside. Locked away. Safe.

3 more days, if I don't count today.
Progress so far?
MSK 90%
Repro 80%
Endo 50%
CNS 50%
CVS, Respi, Haemato, GI, Renal - 0%. untouched.


There are some things in life you will regret forever.
Wasting 2 years of my life, when I should have been studying, is a regret I will have for a very long time yet.
IF I had studied everything properly.
IF I had finished studying everything before the respective exams/tests...these 2 weeks would have been bliss.
Revision is easy.
Its studying that is time consuming.
And last minute studying is when you get everything mixed up.


And yet, I am more worried for OSCE (clinicals).
I feel incompetent...have I mentioned that before? Its like I know everything in theory. If I watch someone else perform an examination, I can sit there and tell them exactly what they're doing wrong and what they should be doing,
but when it is my turn to do the same thing,
I screw up.
Badly.


Don't pity me.
I don't deserve pity. I have been decidedly stupid so far, and I will suffer that, without sympathy.
That being said, I'm also in desperate need of a miracle.
Dear Lord, let me pass.


~vid~

Tuesday, 1 June 2010

Of Dedications in Physiology


You know the Rapid Review Physio textbook?

This one :




GUESS WHATS WRITTEN ON THE FIRST PAGE.




"To Vidya and Maya, my best friends."
-TAB



:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



Tis cool.
Very cool.
8D (<---- this is my cool smiley)




~vid~


Exam in 7 days, now only wan open textbook. *facepalm*