Paeds Day 1

Ok so before I start my movie and get too lazy to blog...

Started Sem 7 officially today!
I think this will be a good posting, if not a good semester. :D

Woke up at 5.45 this morning, cos I had to drive all the way from Kay-Ell.
Reached at 7.40ish,
and then I went to the Seminar Room where we were supposed to gather.

Surprise, surprise!
I was the first one there.

So I sat down, updated twitter, switched on the lights and the air-cond (obviously in reverse order),
and
then.
I promptly fell asleep.

Woke up to the sound of The Annoying Brother shouting outside the room.
(to be fair he might not have been shouting...I think thats his normal conversational volume)
The Annoying Brother is no relation of mine,
but may feature on this blog more often in the future considering he's also on his Paeds posting.
Just. My. Luck.
-_-


Anywaaaayy, so I wanted to go out and see what all the commotion was outside,
and I opened the door just in time to come face-to-face with Prof Moti.

O_O

Mind you, it was 8 oclock already,
and the lecturer turns up,
and there was no one in the Seminar Room but me.


Alternate reality much?

I'm not the posting leader!
That honour goes to Jovann Meng Kit!
I think I laughed at him for a good 2 minutes straight.
:D


Went to the wards, fell in love with this one baby.
Played with him for awhile.
Caught sight of a good-looking Indian houseman (he was wearing a mask, so technically the upper half of his face was what I deemed good looking la okay)
Cos you know, 5 weeks in Paeds....helps to have eye candy.
*ahem*


Went back,
had class.
yada yada.

Went for lunch,
came back and met up with Fatin!
I seriously haven't seen her since I finished Sem 5!

:DDDD

Happifying.



I was soooooo tempted (and I mean like really really REAAAALLLY tempted) to skip afternoon ward work and go back and sleep,
but you know,
it being the first day and all,
my conscience got the better of me (plus I really want to start this posting off on the right foot...wouldn't do to slack on the very first day)
and so we went to the wards.


Went to clerk my baby (the one I fell in love with earlier)
So happened Mr Houseman decided to come review the case just as we were finishing up.
Talked to him for abit.
He's nice!
Was without the mask this time, right....took me all of 30 seconds to figure out that he was The Annoying Brother's best friend's sister's boyfriend.

yep.

Eye candy is still eye candy ok.


yesh.


I am going to go steal that baby tomorrow and keep it ok bye.


:D



~vid~

Change in plans

So.

Going to Seremban tomorrow morning instead!
:DDDDD

I sat and thought and rethought about it a gazillion times.
Nearly drove my mother mad changing my mind every few seconds.

But I came to a conclusion.

Its the small pleasures in life that count right?

My small pleasure is spending another night in the comfort of home.



Yesh.


Looks like my Anjaana Anjaani will have to wait for tomorrow!
(kind of reluctant to watch it after seeing Ranbir emo in the opening credits itself)





Obligatory gif of the week :













~vid~

Going back

I really don't want to go back to Seremban! :(

If I could I would dig a hole and crawl into it and bury myself forever.
ugh.

CPs start on Tuesday itself man.

I wish I could do what my brother did and take a one-week MC.


~vid~

I think I should just give up trying to think of titles for my posts.

Hello!

Meant to blog earlier, but football was on.
And we all know where my priorities lie.
I'm glad I didn't miss this game!


Initially meant to watch it on tv...but 10 minutes in, my mother switched the channel to watch tennis.
TENNIS.
OVER FOOTBALL.
WHAT NONSENSE.


I could either choose to miss the game or suffer through shitty livestreaming.

...Livestreamed!

My stream was excellent quality surprisingly.
The first half was mehhh.
But the second half!
The second half of the second half!
I WAS PUKING RAINBOWS OMG HOW WONDERFUL WERE WE?
And Berbaaaa!
My hero! My love!

Not that he scored, but the assist!
And the Rooney goal!
And then Fabio!

MY NIGHT HAS BEEN MADE. :')











Good omen, yo!
This week will be awesome.

Although we're playing Chelsea on Tuesday which obviously means that I will spend Wednesday morning falling asleep in the wards.
Excellent way to make a good first impression, of course.



My first attempt at screencapping from my livestream :
Giggsy being constipated. -_-




Second attempt went much better! :D
(look at Kuzsczak being so cute!)




BUT THE ADS WERE PISSING ME OFF.
NO THANK YOU, I WOULD NOT LIKE TO PURCHASE A BODY SCANNER TO SEE PEOPLE'S UNDERWEAR.
AND THIS AD.
THIS AD.

BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW THAT JAPAN PLAYED ITALY IN THE FINALS OF WC'10 RIGHT.



Which reminds me (not really) ...who won the Dubai ATP Final??
I could hear my mother bitching grumbling even with my earphones plugged in...assuming Fed didn't have such a great game today.
*insert Trollface.jpg here*



Wait.
DJOKOVIC BEAT FEDERER?
6-3, 6-3?!
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
*pukes more rainbows*










WHY IS TONIGHT SO PERFECT OMG WHY.

I know a dolphin kissing Djokovic has absolutely nothing to do with the final, but I like this picture and I want it on my blog ok so shhh.

WHICH REMINDS ME.
I AM GOING TO USE THIS GIF FOREVER FROM NOW ON OK.
IT AMUSES ME SO MUCH.















Hi. :D



1.45am.
I'm not sleepy.
Eating Milo :D ...because drinking it is too mainstream.

I eat far too much rubbish nowadays.

Is it sad that I've already planned out what I'm having for dinner tomorrow night? :|
I just.
I freaking love food okay. If I could I would marry food and have babies with it. and then eat them.



I think I should change the topic now.



Went to Subang today!
To do threading...haven't cleaned up my eyebrows in 4 weeks!
I'm so ashamed of myself.
I used to be so particular...eyebrows, nails, hair...everything had to be immaculate,
and yet this hols...I just couldn't be bothered.

Haven't buffed my nails.
Haven't touched up my chipped nail polish.
My hair shares a similar texture to a coconut husk.
(doesn't help that its brown and therefore looks alot like a coconut husk too)



meh.
I NEED TO STOP LAZING AROUND AND WASTING MY LIFE ON THE INTERNET AWAY.



I think I had lots of things to blog about.
But I can't for the life of me remember anything.



mm-hmm.



OH OH.
Earlier...like around 8/9?
My parents were watching some dance show on one of the indian channels. Some Malaysia-Singapore dance-off??
I dunno.

Anyway, so the host was introducing the judges,
and for one of them, he was just going on and on about how good looking the guy was and how wonderful a dancer he was and how lucky they were that he came from Indian to judge this show and bla bla bla.

And I was just sitting there like












I've seen some of the guys on these shows and they are nowhere near cute.
And for all the praises this host was singing, I was like "biar betul this guy good looking"

And then of course the camera swings around to show us aforementioned good looking judge... ... and I'm like













DUUUUUDE WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!
Gila cute sial!

His dancing isn't that great though.
Mike Chang from Glee has more fluid moves (Mike Chang from Glee is also very hot btw)


But yeah.
First time I've been proven wrong by an Indian dance show.



what.



I think I shall go watch my movie now.
Will probably fall asleep ten mins into it.
yay.























You know you love me!




...I know you care
Just shout whenever
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart





What.
It tends to get stuck in your head ok.




~vid~

If..

If your 8-year old self met you,
would they be proud?



...I think my 8-year-old self would freak out and never want to grow up.


~vid~

Pokkiri Raja a.k.a Random blog post #129382384

Watched the most hilarious movie ever last night!

Remember that malayalam movie I was talking about?
Yeah, that one.
I expected it to be funny...but OH MY GOD. THIS WAS HILARIOUS.
I really cannot describe it any other way!



I am going to keep this movie and watch it whenever I feel depressed or upset or anything.


I was going to come online and blog about it,
but then there was an update on twitter about the new timetables being out,

and then I realised it said Group C starts with Obstetrics.

OBSTETRICS.

WITH DATO' SIVA.










WHY, IMU, WHY?
I WAS SUPPOSED TO START WITH PAEDS!
...you know, with Prof Moti, who, despite his fussiness and penchant for perfection, is really a rather adorable old man.
(Yes, he's old, he has gray hair. shh)


Which reminds me (allow me to digress for one paragraph)
my English is really quite rubbish right now!
Was discussing it with Rachel, the other day, and she agrees...we used to be so proficient in the language back in high school...and our vocab was excellent.
Nowadays I have to struggle. struggle! to find words to describe something.
And it doesn't help that I've developed the habit of swearing.
Once you start swearing, you lose half your vocabulary.
Its disgusting.
I should be ashamed.
-_-
Alright!
New Year resolution (I like making these at random points in time) : STOP SWEARING.

ok.


Yes, now back to my dilemma of Sem 7 postings.


So, I really wouldn't mind starting with anything la okay.
Its just.
I really, reaaaaallly don't like Dato' Siva.
He's not like Dato' Kanda (can I just reiterate my adoration for this man), DK is sarcastic and all, but he's really quite lovable, and he doesn't chide you for no reason.
Dato' Siva, on the other hand, enjoys taking the mickey out of you...for absolutely no reason at all!
I've run into him a couple of times last semester....he's just sarcastic for. no. reason.
But I've noticed that if you're confident enough, he tends to leave you alone after awhile.
But still, sarcasm is unpleasant when its uncalled for.
-__-

Stop complaining, Vidya!

Maybe it'll be good for me.
It'd be like a taste of my own medicine.
....maybe thats why I'm dreading it so much.













Oh well.
It's all about surviving, isn't it?
Not like it will kill me to be belittled. :|



YES SO ANYWAY.
The point of this post was to tell you people how the movie (the one I mentioned right in the beginning) has such therapeutic properties that I'm going to keep it so I can watch it whenever I feel down.
...I mentioned that already.

right.

So I was all excited yesterday, after the movie right,
and then I see this whole GROUP C : OBSTETRICS thing,
and I'm so upset that I don't want to blog anymore.

And I'm sitting there wallowing in self-pity,
so what do I do?

I go rewatch the movie...not the whole thing, just the most funny bits.

Took me all of 2 minutes to start howling like a hyena again.




Thats how hilarious it is.

yep.

I wanted to find clips of it!
Prithviraj's acting was just.
He's so good! In whichever role, omg. (<3)
And I love his wardrobe for this movie! The whole jeans, t-shirt, shirt thing?
HOT.
He should def wear that more often!




And Mammootty.
Not that I have to say anything about his acting prowess, right?
He was so incredibly funny omg...and the bits where he talks English (he plays an uneducated man btw)...I WAS DYING.

I had to pause the movie halfway because I was almost peeing myself laughing so hard.

Sorry tmi.



The only problem I had with the movie was Shreya.
Yeah, sure, shes hot and everything, but Prithviraj and Shreya?
Ugh.
No no no. (I just really don't like Shreya ok, and now I like her less ok bye)


But otherwise.
yeah.

Very good movie.


If anyone gets subs for it...watch!
It'll destress you for sure.



Yeah-huh.


Going to look for more malayalam movies to download.
(Y)




Waiting for when I'm in a more sober mood to watch Never Let Me Go.
So I can emo about it.
Not in the mood to emo right now!



I feel like playing the piano.
I think I shall.
Okeh.


Toodles~



OH OH BUT.
ITS ALL GOOD.
GROUP C IS PAEDS AND GROUP D IS O&G,
AND I JUST CHECKED BOTH TIMETABLES AND MY NAME IS IN GROUP C PAEDS.



OKAY.

I IS A HAPPY PANDA NOW.






Still going to play the piano ok bye.










~vid~

Proper blog post. (well, sort of)

Black was definitely the wrong colour to wear.
It just attracts dust.
*grumble grumble*

Not that I have much options by way of colour choice...a good 70% of my wardrobe being black and all.

mm-hmm.


Went to Seremban today!
Just to clean up because I don't want to have to go back early on Sunday for the sake of cleaning up.

My mother was all "wow. Your room really is quite clean!"

-_______-

No shit.
Considering how I cleaned it out thoroughly and vacuumed it and everything before I left for CNY!
Mind you, I had my EOP that week too.
pfft.

I am so under-appreciated, its not even funny.
psh.



Took my parents to Top Curry House.
They liked it!
That is the only place I will ever eat banana leaf in ok. I don't even like banana leaf, but that shop, in my opinion, has the best banana leaf ever.
They didn't have their fried potato today though. :|

Then took them to the cendol place.
They didn't like that as much....considering they grew up in Penang and Melaka and have therefore tasted the best cendol everrrrrrr.

Yeah, yeah, whatever.



Bought new perfume!
I normally stick to Givenchy, but the shop we went to didn't stock Givenchy.
Was teetering towards buying Paris Hilton's Tease...its actually quite nice,
but then I tried out Hypnose by Lancome.

mmmm.

Love at first scent.

:D



I like keeping those tiny strips of card they spray the tester on.
Its nice to put them in random storybooks,
and then at some point in time, when you open the book again to re-read, you get traces of perfume.
Its really quite lovely.



I haven't read a proper storybook since 2009 I think.
:/

Tragic!

Planning to re-read my entire Artemis Fowl series again this semester, before I start on the new book in the series.
I've quite forgotten everything that happened after Eternity Code,
which quite honestly, is the best book in the series.

Hoping the new book pulls the series back up again.




Downloaded new malayalam movie!
Planning to watch it with the family later.
Excited!
(because it has Prithviraj in it. Go figure. -_-)



I'm rediscovering the therapeutic properties of putting my Ipod on shuffle and letting it play random old songs that I haven't listened to in forever.
Currently on a Simple Plan playlist.



In a perfect world, this could never happen
In a perfect world, you'd still be here
And it makes no sense, I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing, nothing at all.




A friend asked me yesterday if I regret ever meeting whathisname (aka IF, aka troll, aka my Taylors love affair).... I'm still not comfortable writing names on my blog ok.

..
I don't, really.
Sure, there was heartbreak,
there was unnecessary depression, unnecessary drama, etc etc.

But I'd do it all again.

Masochist much?

ahah. :p



On a more optimistic note...I have lost weight!
Still fat though.
But at least now I'm motivated? :DDD


yep yep.


This has been a significantly long post.

yay!


Comments very much appreciated. *AHEM*









~vid~

Things I love about Kurt Schneider.

His name.

The fact that he is of Austrian-German heritage.

The fact that he's tall.

His hands.

His puppy dog-eyes.

His adorable lisp.

His voiceeeeeee.

His hair.

His musical genius.

His talent in film-making.

The fact that he's a Math major. (that's so freaking sexy ok)

The fact that he's a Math major from YALE.

His awkwardness.

The fact that he loves ice cream. (no I am not a stalker go away)

The fact that his rapping is...hilarious at best, but I still love him anyway.



I think he should marry me.



~vid~

Anwar

Just watched Anwar again.



Its really a very good movie,
albeit one that takes its own sweet time building up to the actual story,
and I must admit, there are a few unnecessarily drawn out fight scenes.

The storyline is excellent, a bit predictable towards the end,
but I like how they developed Prithvi's character as an anti-hero in the beginning.
And his acting was impeccable, as always.
I think most of his movies do well primarily because he carries off the characters so well.

:)


There's something about malayalam movies,
perhaps the fact that our industry is so under-recognized and under-appreciated,
that makes you regard the actors/actresses as family.

And I must say I'm terribly proud of how Prithvi has developed.
He was amazing to begin with,
but now.
Just.
He's lost alot of weight, and now he just looks hot.
And he's garnering recognition in the other movie industries, with different characters,
and,
I'm just very very proud of him.



:)


AND.
This is my favourite song from the movie!
(quite possibly my favouritest malayalam song ever ahah)

Kizhakku Pookum - Anwar




I freaking love Malayalee Muslim wedding songs (<3)
I have an especial love for this one cos Prithviraj's in it. ;)





I think you can tell that I was quite sober for the first half of this post, and right now I'm quite high.
Blame my Internet.
I wrote a perfectly sane, sensible post out, and it dc-ed before I could save.



I am currently not very sane and sensible.
la la.



The trailer for Urumi is out!
EXCITED!

Prithviraj, Prabhu Deva, Vidya Balan, Tabu, Arya, Genelia...IS THIS REAL LIFE?!
SO MUCH QUALITY IN ONE CAST OMG.




Urumi Trailer!




Yay!
Exciteddddddddddd.


yeah ok goodnight.





~vid~

Pray

This post will be incoherent. I am feeling too many emotions all at once right now.


“There’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo. And it’s worth fighting for.”

—	Sam, The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (film)

What's happening in Libya right now is frightening.
After Egypt.
Its too soon.

And Bahrain and Iraq and Iran.

Far too much to absorb.

And the earthquakes in New Zealand.


I read about things like this, and what I really really want to do is plug my ears, crawl under a rock and pretend nothings happening.
Pretend that the world is filled with unicorns and rainbows and everyone loves each other and we can all live happily ever after.

But thats not how its done, is it?
Thats not how you get through life, living in your own delusions.


I can ignore it if I want to.
None of this affects me directly.

And yet, I read about Libya, and I feel actual physical pain.
Actual anger.
I feel like my own rights have been trampled upon and snatched away from me.

At the end of the day its not about whether you're Libyan or Egyptian or Malaysian or any of that, is it?
At the end of the day, we're all human.
And no man is an island.

We have to stand up for each other.


What does my sitting halfway across the world, blogging about it, do to help?

Nothing.

But it spreads awareness.

All of you reading this will know that there is something happening in Libya.
You will know about the earthquakes in New Zealand.

For what its worth, some of you will be touched, outraged, upset about the number of lives being lost right at this very moment.

We cannot physically do anything right now,
but we can pray.

And there are no limits to the power of the prayer.



If we cannot do anything else, at least pray for each other.



~vid~

Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

Have I mentioned I suffer from mood swings?

Hello.
This is me being emo.

~vid~

Accidental Husband

He's really sweet.
He's...I really can't describe it any other way.
I'm not used to this.

Please God, let this work.
*fingers crossed*


On another note!
I just watched Accidental Husband.



Its quite good :D


Jeffery Dean Morgan is so charming omg.
:o





BUT THAT BALD INDIAN GUY.
STOLE THE SHOW MAN.


HES SO. AKJSKJDSJSHFGH.

yeah.



I freaking love rom coms. And love stories. And everything else of similar genres.
(are there similar genres?)


But yeah.


I'm on a high right now.
Don't mind me.



~vid~

I honestly cant think of a title

So.

(I start alot of my sentences with so nowadays)

Since I have readers.










I LOVE YOU GUYS <3>

The day I felt like a bitch

So I've decided I'm going to at least try to blog every single day from now on.

Because I was a happier person when I was attached to my blog,
and I haven't been happy in quite a long while.

Okay.

So here goes.

Random story.

Wait, before I launch right into the story, lemme provide background details.
Did I ever mention this childhood friend of mine that I had this huge crush on?

..hold on lemme go through prev posts and see if I can find anything to jog your memory.

...apparently not. Apparently I've never mentioned him on 3 Blind Mice.
Not terribly shocking considering I've hardly blogged in the past few weeks.

I did, however, write about it on my other blog.
Screencaps :








Yes.
So background story : I knew him when we were kids, grew up away from each other, met again. BAM!
Major crush development.


And then one day we talked on facebook.
Of course I had to initiate the conversation....and we had this craaaazy long conversation about everything under the sun.

And then.
We promised to keep in touch.

And then.
We never talked to each other again.


Its not like I expected anything to happen.
I'm quite used to people saying "keep in touch okay!" and then walking out of my life forever.


So I left it.
Okay, for a few days I stalked fb obsessively.
Then I just gave up.
And a month goes by.


And then yesterday, he messages me on fb.

"Hi! How you doing?? Haven't heard from you in ages!"


My first reaction was.

IS THIS REAL LIFE!?!
IS HE REALLY TALKING TO ME?


And he was so sweet!
And the conversation went on for a bit.


But the shocking bit is.

I didn't feel anything.
Apart from the initial shock, I just didn't feel anything.

No euphoria.
No smile-at-laptop-like-an-idiot-for-the-rest-of-the-night.


Nothing.

And the worst part was he was trying to keep the conversation alive.
(and I am NOT perasaning about this)
...and I just. wasn't.


And now I feel like a bitch.


Cool story bro.
Thank you for reading ok bye. :D



~vid~

Holidays

Hi you guys.

Miss me? :D

So I'm supposed to give a blow by blow account of the wedding and the dinner and all.
Supposed to because it was a major event in my life,
and people are supposed to blog about major events in their lives.
..if they have a blog.

dum de dum.

But I'm lazy ok, so I won't blog about it today.
Maybe later.
When I'm in the mood to go hunt for pictures and stuff to put in.


yay.


I miss blogging.
I miss writing random crap.


Just no mood, you know, nowadays.


My life during semester is just :

Hospital,
hospital,
bitch session,
hospital,
FOOOD,
assignment,
assignment,
BEDDDDDD.


During holidays its :

Facebook,
refresh,
refresh,
refresh,
tumblr,
refresh.
download random movie that I will never watch,
download random song,
refresh,
refresh,
ooh look my crush is on facebook,
spaz out for 5 seconds,
refresh,
refresh,
oh look food,
refresh,
hey don't I have a twitter account? TWEET,
refresh,
refresh,
sleep.


My life is so exciting.


I am bored.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life.


~vid~

V-Day!

Happy Valentine's Day everybody!

I had fun.
:D


~vid~

The Derby

ROOOOONEEEEYYYYY!

You is forgiven bb.
Fantastic goal.
















~vid~

Random Emo Post

If your plan was to make me fall all over again, after I had so arrogantly claimed I had no more feelings for you,
then you've succeeded.
Congratulations.
Now get out of my life pls k thx.

~vid~

Update #2

Why have I never listened to John Mayer before?

:O

:O

I still sound like absolute shit. If my voice isn't at least semi-normal by Saturday I will just bury myself in a hole and refuse to welcome anyone to the dinner okay.

okay.


~vid~

Update

I am so sick.

My throat hurts,
I've started sneezing.
The second day of flu is always the worst, right?

Hopefully the antibiotics start working soon. :/

Need to finish up my reports,
don't think I'll get any studying done before Friday.

Tembak je la.
I couldn't care less.



Will blog about the wedding after the dinner reception is over.




~vid~