What Are Words?

What are words
If you don't really mean them
When you say them?



Completely unrelated to the song,

but my sister-in-law's sister's father-in-law passed away this morning.
Funny thing isn't it, marriage?
You get a whole new family with it.

But yeah.


Another person just ceases to exist, just like that.


Rest in peace.



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hi.

Hi.
I am alive.
As is my laptop. It dieded yesterday. :(

Someone said Jack Wilshere is going to be a father soon.
Am I the only one slightly bothered by this?
I mean, yes he's a footballer and bla bla, but hes 19.

19.

Imo thats still too young to be having a baby.



Just wanted to get that out.

The next generation scares me.
My children will be growing up in it.


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Paeds EOP

So tired.

What's with all these new admissions, man.

After weeks and weeks of just asthma and febrile fits, now suddenly so many nephro and infectious disease cases.
Damn.
Our luck la.

Pray for me you guys.

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Gold Forever

OKAY I PROMISE I'LL GO STUDY ONCE I'VE POSTED THIS.

Was supposed to study at 8.30, but got distracted.
*ahem*

Can I just say that I have the best friends in the whole world.
Freaking awesome people, man.
And no, I'm sorry, I'm not meaning you IMU lot...I'm talking about my girls from SU. You just can't be upset around them. Totally love you people. :')


Alright.

Video time!

Again, all copyrights to emmabum123x.
(not hyperlinking her channel in this post, you can look at the post below for the link to her channel)

• Max blowing kisses at 0.06! MY HEARRRTT.
  Max was totally flirting with the crowd this whole video. psh!
• "And you're with US" ....Tomax moment at 0.25!
• The crowd joining in at "butterflies, butterflies"
• Them jumping around when the beat changes. Siv jumping in full circle LOL.
• Nathan trying to be all sexy at 1.45.
• TOMAX MOMENT #2 at 2.54! SO MUCH LOVE FOR THOSE TWO MEN I CAN'T EVEN...

You'll be seeing alot of The Wanted on tour. I cannot even begin to explain how much I love them.
I haven't loved a boyband this much since the Backstreet Boys. :')



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My heart.

How's about I summarise exactly what I'm feeling right now for you guys?

alksjdksjdfjsdhjdhgdjfgkadaodakdjfhaksjdhfoweihfsdkjfhgsdgh.


Won't post up the video of Lightning because it's not as good quality and I didn't scream as much through it as I did for this one :


I CLAIM NO RIGHTS TO THIS VIDEO.
All copyright obviously goes to emmabum123x.

I'm just thankful the girl decided to film the concert!

• Going speechless when they started singing "Dirty Picture".
  Max staring around like a psychopath at the fans.
• 0.41 and when they start dancing. I was out of my seat just squealing in excitement.
  (I'm not sure how many of you have seen me really excited...doesn't happen very often)
• When Max starts singing Made.
• Nate and Jay prancing around awkwardly while Seev is singing.
  
• Tom singing the chorus. (That man's voice is so bloody sexy I can't even)
• Nate being all sexy and smolder-ish when they're all on the stairs. Baby Nathan!
• 2.09 WHEN THEY DO THAT JUMPING THING DOWN THE STAIRS OH MY GOD I SQUEALED SO LOUD.
  My mother came running cos she thought I fell somewhere and hit something.

:')

Half of me is upset that I don't get to go for their tour,
and the other half is just so freaking proud of them.


Proud TW Fangirl right here.



Going to watch the rest of the videos from that night now.


Night, everyone!




OMG OMG OMG NO. EDIT :

JUST WATCHED THIS.

• LOOK AT WHAT THEY'RE WEARING. THAT'S WHERE THAT PIC IS FROM.
  SQUEALED SO LOUD AS SOON AS THE VID LOADED.
  
• Wearing those clothes for Personal Soldier! :')
• Baby Nathan!
• Tomax singing together. omg. my heart. my heartttt. I can't.
• Seev singing in the middle! phwoar!
• The steps they do at the chorus.
• Seev singing "I'll protect you, girl don't worry". LET ME DIEEEEE.

My night, no. My life is made.



Again, all copyright to emmabum123x.


~vid~



p.s. Does anyone want to see my phone wallpaper?

Tomax!

Since I'm not studying anyway.

LOOK AT MY BOYS.




This pic made me literally go AKLJSDFKSDFDJGHGJH.

Da-yummmm.
Parker you need to get in my bed a-freaking-sap. And bring Max with you.


FOR THE RECORD.
The two in the white vests are mine.
PAWS OFF, EVERYBODY.


o right.
I should introduce them.

Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you : The Wanted.

L-R : Jay, Tom, Nathan the baby, Max, Siva.


Tom and Max (the dudes in the white vests), as mentioned before, are mine.

Nathan is Sarah's.

And last I checked Rachel had a claim staked on Siv.

You can have Jay if you want. He comes with a pet lizard. :D





WHY AM I NOT IN THE UK MAN.
What wouldn't I give to go for the Behind Bars Tour!
Especially with them dressed like this.
The suits were already just asldksfjksgjh but this.
THIS.

Om. Nom. NOM.





Does it annoy anyone that I'm blogging about random stuff while you lot are studying for EOP?
Does it?
DOES IT?



good.



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Lightning part II

When Sarah goes "oh Max, you naughty boy!" and I'm just sitting here dying of laughter.


My priorities are screwed.

I am a screwed up human being.

And who would ever love me?





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Lightning

I know that it's a little bit frightening
We might as well be playing with lightning


I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THE WANTED ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY OMG.


I think I'll just not study and fail this exam.
Why not, right?
It's not like I've been performing brilliantly for every other exam.



brb going to wallow in self-pity for the next ten years ok bye.


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4-0

Not the best football match I've seen in awhile, but oh well.

Scoresheet is what counts right?

Unhappy that Ballack was left out of the squad again.
I miss my Captain. :'(
And no matter what, Mikael Ballack will always be my captain.
I love Lahmy, but no. Won't pick him over Micha, no.

Dunno why Jogi decided to sub Gomez in for Poldi.

OR KROOS FOR SCHWEINI.
WHY WOULD YOU TAKE SCHWEINI OUT. WHY. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT JOACHIM LOEW WAS THINKING.
YOU CANNOT SUB OUT SCHWEINSTEIGER OK.


Klose had lots of missed chances.

Never held him in terribly high esteem.

My baby koala did well though!
Yay for Thomas Muller!



Incoherent post.
Its 5am and I need sleep.
Took meds for the blinding headache I had earlier....desperately wanted to watch the game cos I haven't seen my boys since July.

Not that today made much difference.
My stream was awful quality and ...the game was just bleh.



It was Kazakhstan. Should have done much much better.


:/



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Saturday!

The sneezing hasn't stopped.

Been sneezing the WHOLE freaking day.
It's actually a miracle my nose is still on my face.

Left the air-cond at too low a temperature last night, and chucked the remote control somewhere on the other side of my bed,
woke up freeeezing in the middle of the night,
but I was far too lazy and too cold to get up and hunt for the remote,
so just settled for cuddling further into my bolster and under my blanket.

I might also have been having a half-dream in which my bolster was not my bolster but a certain someone I would dearly love to hug to sleep.

Hence my frozen nose in the morning.
And it's been making it's displeasure quite apparent, too.
-_-
Do you know how difficult it is to drive while you're sneezing every 5 seconds?
Compounded of course by the fact that its impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.







psh.





So.
Third patient visit today.

It was more like visiting an old-friend rather than doing a formal visit.
Inquiring about family members and the household and just talking about random stuff.
And then when Sister Rosalind arrived,
(she's also Nyonya btw...same as my patient)
they lapsed into a conversation about Nyonya food and Melaka and mutual friends.

There was only one point where Sister Rosalind was asking the patient why she didn't want to stay with her daughter in Australia,
to which the patient replied that she would, but if she left there would be no one to take care of her invalid husband.
And Sister Rosalind was all like "your children who are here can take care of him, I think you should go stay with your daughter"

And I'm like.

:O

NOOOOOOOOOO.





IF MY PATIENT LEAVES TO AUSTRALIA MY ENTIRE CFCS IS SCREWED.

Sister Rosalind playing the devil's advocate! NO ME GUSTA.

But it was fun.


lala.





Haven't studied a single thing. As usual.

And hey look! I'm blogging instead of studying. yay.


Reading a fanfic on the German NT.
It's a slash fanfic, loads of smut, so I'd rather not put the link up here.
Yes I read smut....got to have a vice somewhere right?



yep.

lemme see...anything else I want to say?

..nope.
I think I'm done for today.
Not the usual long-winded rambling, because I've forgotten half of what I wanted to write and also because I'm dying to get back to the fic.



GERMANY-KAZAKHSTAN TODAY!
3am though.

Choices, choices.

Probably will watch though. I've missed my boys.
Don't watch the Bundesliga, so its hard to keep up with their happenings.

Plus I need my football fix this weekend.


yeh.



Completely missed Earth Hour!
I feel like a git.
Had my room lights, Ipod and laptop on and everything.




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No title.

Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh

Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya



Please don't be mad at me. Please.
Eventhough this really is all your fault because you're so stupid and so bloody petty all the time.
And I just feel like shaking you until your head falls off and you start to see sense..
...but I just can't take you being mad at me.

Don't be mad, please?




No the song has nothing to do with whatever is written below it.



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Sick

I absolutely hate black coffee.

Black coffee is the ultimate tease okay.
It's like you've got the caffeine without the pleasure of a good rich milky cup of coffee.

Even with sugar, black coffee is just bleh.


Had a bout of food poisoning yesterday...last night to be exact.
5 episodes of diarrhea and 2 episodes of vomiting in the space of 3 hours.
Felt like total shit.

Hence the abstinence from all dairy products for today at least.
Which obviously meant I had to take my coffee black.

bleaurgh.

Couldn't skip the coffee, because I'm heavily dependent on it, and I'd rather not add a migraine to my already queasy stomach.





Missed CP today. Obviously.
After a whole night of emptying my insides into a toilet bowl I was in no shape to drive, much less sit and listen to people drone on for an hour or more.

I think someone's mad at me for not coming today.

Screw you lah.

Maybe in the future I'll try planning my sick days according to your convenience ok?

-_-





Tried to study some today, but just couldn't concentrate.
Ended up sleeping in front of some movie my parents were watching on tv.
It was a Prithviraj movie, mind you, so if I ended up sleeping through it you can probably imagine what bad shape I was in.

Anyway,
this post isn't about fishing for sympathy.
I'm quite alright now...just have to get into gear for studying.

Exam on Wednesday. :/



CFCS visit tomorrow...with the Sister this time, thankfully.
Our presentation has been postponed so many times, I've given up on us ever actually doing it.

The way things are going, we might end up doing it this week, in the midst of all our exams.
Niceeee.





There's a friend, whom I haven't spoken to in awhile.
Since August (?) last year I think.
I'd like to say hi,
or something.
But ....gosh, I don't know..wouldn't it be weird?

After a year, suddenly say hi out of nowhere.

And its not like I have anything important to say.

Just hi...how are you? Hows things? Where are you now?...that kind of thing.

You reckon I should go ahead?





meow.

Right now I really want to go back to sleep.

But nah.. I should probably just shower, set my head back on straight and focus on devouring a few chapters.

Worried about PE really. After 4 weeks I still have no idea what physical examination you should do on a child that comes in with febrile fits.
oh well.
I'll wing it, I guess.





~vid~

But she's crying while she's saying this

Boy I missed your kisses
All the time, but this is
25 minutes too late

Though you travelled so far
Boy, I'm sorry you are
25 minutes too late


If you have no idea what this song is,
please consider your taste in music questionable.





Was going to write a rant-ish post about my hair....but I need coffeh!
(that would be the English way of saying coffee. I'm not kidding you. That's how Max says it)


Speaking of Max.

Last week, while we were in the wards,
there was a point where I was just feeling so tired and worn out and sleepy,
and I was beginning to space out while the lecturer was talking.

And all I wanted to do was turn to my left and hug Max.

So I turned to my left.

But obviously there was no Max.

So I stopped being sleepy and became sad instead.








True story.




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New cutesy gif!

So I showed a friend this :






And this was her response :

awwwww so adorable!
it reminds me of you for some reason
u like doing stuff like that
waaaaaah gonna scare u then falls down



hihi.


I'll always be a child at heart.
Have to live-up to my "emo, female version of Peter Pan" status right?




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meow.

HAI U GUISE.

See this afternoon when I went for class, I had like a million things running through my head and I was all
OKEH. I AM COMING BACK AND I AM BLOGGING.


But then I came back home and fell asleep for like 3 hours and then I got lazy.

BUT NOH.
I SHALL BLOG.


Right.
Where to startttt.



Set my alarm for 7.30 this morning, actually managed to wake up,
and then I switched off the other alarms (because I'm crazy and I set 3 alarms every morning just in case I sleep through one)
and then I was like omggggg so tireeeeedddddd, so I closed my eyes for 5 minutes.
I SWEAR IT WAS JUST 5 MINUTES.
And then I woke up at 8.45.


True story, bro.


I spent the whole morning moping around the house because Jovann decided to tell me today
TODAY
that we have a video conference CP on Friday.

...because Dato' Jai Mohan is very up to date on technology kay, so he can't do regular CPs in wards.
Video conferencing yo.

I am still back in KL nevertheless hikhik.




Lots to study...but I'm in the mood to watch movies!
My aunt is staying with us this week, and she just got back from India with our usual supply of CDs, so they've all just been parked in front of the tv watching movie after movie.
Malayalam movies that is.

asdklsjdkfsjgksdgsdghh I WANT TO WATCH.



Anyway.
My sister-in-law was all set to go for work today, then she felt sick (?) so she decided to stay home.
...
....
.....would it be very odd if, the moment I heard she was sick I just went OMGOMGOMGISSHEPREGNANTOMGOMG.

I want a nephew ok!

Yes. I'm insistent that their first child be a boy.

psh.


But no, she's not pregnant.
Make people excited in the morning for no reason.



It's really rather odd though, when my cousins got married I never hoped and wished and prayed like this for them to have children.
If they did get pregnant then of course everyone gets excited and we all sit together and suffer through that unbearably long 9-month wait.

But after my brother got married...I WANT A BABY NOWWWW.

-_-



I am odd.
Don't bother analyzing me.




Actually I think that pretty much sums up my day.



Oh oh! I haven't mentioned The Convict yet.
He's not a real convict, he's just this guy in Seremban who is really weird.

Super unfriendly, and he keeps staring at people. He's got this reaaaaaally weird stare omg.
Its like he's going to cut you and make curry and eat you for dinner.
I am not even joking.

Last Friday Jovann made a crack about The Convict looking extra convict-ish...like a prisoner on death row.
And sure enough, when I went up front to do my presentation,
The Convict was staring right in front with his usual I-WILL-EAT-YOU expression.

I nearly burst out laughing...I'm pretty sure I sounded very strangled during the presentation.




But yeah.
Thats all for today, folks!



Happy WantedONESday!



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Making Tea (part 2?)

As you can see,

the post below was a rather sad attempt at giving you people something worth reading.

I am sorry.
I'm currently downloading Beauty and the Beast and my brain will not function properly until I have watched it.


~vid~

Making Tea

So.

Okay, proper blog post this time.



My brother will be coming back to KL. For good.
He's gotten a new job, based in KLCC if I'm not mistaken.

*touchwood*

We're just waiting for him to leave the old company, will probably start work in the new one in May or something.

You have no idea how many emotions I'm feeling right now.

It's definitely going to be weird at first.

...he's been living away for 12 years almost!

But...its just. I'm so happy.
He's finally coming home. And its not like for a week or two weeks, its for good.

:')

There'll be alot more fighting in the house...we just always somehow end up rubbing each other the wrong way,
but maybe there's a chance to make up for that 12-year gap, where he missed out on my growing up and where I missed out on how the boy who left home in '99 suddenly grew up into this family man.

It's not like we haven't seen each other these few years, but you have no idea how often I have felt like an only child.



Yeah.
So he's coming home soon. :)




I'll stop rambling on about that.



I could tell you about the time I made tea.
For the very first time.
I usually just steep a tea-bag and add honey and lemon (or lime, if I have either). No milk.
And I have never made tea for anyone else either.

That's not to say I don't like milk tea/English tea/wtv its called ofc.
I LOVE it.
I've just never made it.


So yeah. One day my mother was sick and she wanted me to make tea.

And I had no idea how.


But I tried.

So first, boiled 3 1/2 glasses of water.
And then I had to figure out how many spoons of tea leaves to add, right?

So I figure, one tea bag to one glass of water,
so that would mean I needed about 3 1/2 teabags' worth of tea leaves to add to the boiling water.

And by my logic *ahem* one teabag would equal one tablespoon.
(its not like I inspect teabags on a daily basis, so this was just an estimate ok)

So three tablespoons went in,
and then I looked at the saucepan I was boiling the water in.
It looked so empty.
Like there's so much water...and just this small bit of tea leaves bubbling way at one corner.

So I added another spoon for good measure.


And then I waited.

And waited.

And waited.

And then I got fed up so I didn't let it brew very much before I took it off the stove, and added condensed milk and normal milk.
I didn't know how much to add,
so I went by my earlier ratio of 1tbsp of condensed milk to one glass of water, and then just added normal milk til it looked the right colour for tea.


yeh.


And then I poured it out for everyone, and they were like

"It's so nice!"

*pause*

"How many spoons of tea leaves did you put in exactly?"

"4"

"FOUR?! WHY SO MUCH!"

"I dunno. How much was I supposed to put in?"

"Like one and a half spoons?"

OH.

OH.

Apparently one teabag estimates to about half a tablespoon.


LOL.

oops.



But oh well! At least now I can make tea.



I could totally become the next perfect Indian housewife.





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iTunes

Check out who else was rocking out to Larger than Life today...

...my iTunes player!







And this is when Lose My Mind started playing.

At the beginning,



then it got excited.





Rescue Me was pretty cool too.











yeah.
I'm insaaaaaanely bored, can you tell?



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The Darkside of the Sun

HELLO! THE END IS NEAR
HELLO! WE'RE STILL STANDING HERE

THE FUTURE'S JUST BEGUN
ON THE DARKSIDE OF THE SUN
ON THE DARKSIDE OF THE SUN
HELLO!


Have I mentioned before how much I adore Tokio Hotel?

No?

I think the last time I just was all surprised that they were German.

But I do love Tokio Hotel.



Am I weird for listening to Tokio Hotel and then listening to The Wanted?
They're like opposite ends of the spectrum.
But I love them both.


*.*



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random updates that make no sense

I HAZ BUTTER COOKIES.

I LOOOVE BUTTER COOKIES.

OM NOM NOM.


Hi.
Not really in the mood to blog, because I'm tired and I want to sleep but I still have to add in stuff into my report.

Dr Nilesh is an absolute darling...he mailed me back on Wednesday itself advising me on what to change in the report and all,
...and I have yet to start editing it.
*cough*

Obviously I deserve the Most Dedicated Student in the Universe Award.



I could tell you guys about the first time in my life that I ever made tea, but I'm lazy.

And I just watched a wonderful hindi movie (Aakrosh),


and now I feel like watching either Vivaah or K3G or Malamaal Weekly.





mmm.



yesh.



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Innermost Feelings

i think you'd be good at paediatrics.
u seem to have the patience and...the general requirements for the job.

ahahah. what general requirements?

oh u know
the niceness
the proper way to say the right things (and make u all right again)
the kindness
wait wait
holllld up
is this a plan on to get me to admit my inner most feelings abt u ?

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

is this it, vidya ? :p

no
but thank you
I feel loveeeeeed

and she wiiiiilll be loveddddd




Somya love, you'll never read this, but you made my Saturday.


~vid~

FRIDAAAAAAY. and a reunion.

CRAZY WEEK IS OVER!

Got an A for my seminar presentation today.
HAH.
HAH.
HAH.

Okay no, I shall not brag (eventhough I really want to).


My brother came back home today...has some medical to go for tomorrow morning.
He hasn't seen me since sem started right,
so when he walks in the house,
his first reaction is :

AIYO, WHAT IS THIS!? WHERE'S YOUR HAIR!?

And I'm like.
I cut it.


WHYYYYYYY!


Because I felt like it.


BUT WHAT. WHY. YOU CAN'T JUST. WHAT.


And he actually walks a whole circle around me just to check.
And I'm like.

I'm not hiding it anywhere, it really is all gone.


BUT.
BUT.




I think he's just upset that he can't pull on my ponytail anymore.

HAH.



Does anyone remember this?

















yaaaaay.

I am going to sleep. Good night.




~vid~

Boybands

so.

I have come to a conclusion.

...the conclusion.

that.

I absolutely freaking love boybands.


I thought it was essential that I announce it on the blog.




~vid~

asdkljsdksfhjsdgdfgh.

How did the day that was supposed to be the longest day ever suddenly end up being the free-est?

(i have no idea if that sentence made any sense and if it didn't i do not care)

Was supposed to go PD,
and then go for a research meeting at lunch,
and then present during the Seminar,
and then present for CFCS,
and then go for night duty.

Slept in, because I slept late yesterday (slept in : wake up at 8am instead of 6.30am)
Spent the whole morning trying to get slides perfect for both the Seminar and CFCS.

Get message that Seminar is cancelled.

Spend 10 minutes cursing randomly.

Shower, continue working on CFCS slides (because some people only had the decency to mail me their part at 1am)

Get message saying CFCS is postponed.

Research meeting rescheduled.


Wasted one whole morning doing something I could have done over the weekend instead.
-_____-


At least there's night duty.



Today won't be such a total waste.



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A list of random people/things that I hate

1. The Hello Syndrome

I'm sure most of us have experienced this at some point in time. You pick up the phone and the conversation goes like this:

You : Hello?

Caller : Hello?

You : Hello!

Caller : Hello!

You : Hello!!

Caller : Hello!!

You : Hello!!!

Caller : Hello!!!

And it just goes on and on until one of you gives up. Don't you just hate it when that happens?

Of course sometimes the caller turns the tables around and asks : Who are you? And you're left wondering if you should tell the caller who you are or return the question. I mean, they're the ones who are calling, not you, so why should you tell them who you are? Shouldn't it be the other way around?

Hello? Who are you? Your mom.

2. People with bad grammar

I don't get why people like to add the letter 's' to their words, even if there is no plural.

"I bought a chickens today!" "That's mean its easy!"

Or how about people who can't differentiate between 'your' and 'you're'?

"You're spelling is horrible!" "Your so pretty!"

And some don't even know when to use 'don't' and 'doesn't'!

I have a lecturer who I think has no idea that the word 'don't' actually exists.

She keeps saying "I doesn't know that!" "They doesn't know the meaning."

Not forgetting people who love using short forms.

It's okay to use 'frens' instead of 'friends' or 'dunno' instead of 'don't know' but get this,

I know someone who uses 'cum' instead of 'come'

So when I sms her "Where r u?", She replies "I'm cuming!"

Imagine that!

But the worst type of language offenders would be the ones that use profound words even though they have no idea what the words mean. No examples here. Figure it out yourself.

Just kidding, your grammar sucks!

3. People who shake their legs

Ah, the dreaded leg shakers. How I loathe these people. It's bad enough that their leg shaking is distracting everyone around them, but the trembling of their legs are actually creating small tremors all around that area. Seriously, I have absolutely no idea what can possess a person to shake their legs so violently. I know this person who shakes her leg EVERY SINGLE TIME in the lecture hall. Even if I'm sitting 3 seats away from her, I will know when she starts shaking because I will feel my chair trembling as well.

If I shake my legs hard enough, maybe I'll generate enough heat to warm up a cup of coffee!

4. People who can't spell my name correctly

I understand my name isn't the easiest thing to spell or pronounce, so I don't mind if they write my name as J Me or Jamie or something of that sort. But Jimmy/Jie Mei? I mean, COME ON LA! You'd think people would at least have the courtesy to get the CORRECT spelling of my name when asking me for help. I especially hate it when they spell it wrongly on my wall on Facebook. HELLO? My name is right there at the top of the page. Would it kill you to scroll up and get the correct spelling? I don't even care if you want to copy and paste. Just GET IT RIGHT!

Hmmm..I can't remember how to spell her name and being the lazy pig that I am, can't be bothered to look it up so I'll just make something up and hope I get it right!

5. Ariel from The Little Mermaid

Because she frolics around the ocean wearing only a bra made out of seashells. And I quote : She's got Margaret Keane inspired eyes that take up 3/5 of her face, hair extensions that don't fail when wet, and a waist the width of a bicep despite having twice the lung capacity of an average opera singer. (http://dibblyfresh1.blogspot.com/2010/08/movies-in-minute-disneys-little-mermaid.html)

Look at me! I have no clothes on! Now let's go teach children to want what they can't have and disobey their parents!

-- J Me --

randomupdatecosIfeelguilty

Crazy past few days.

Its only Tuesday, isn't it?

Crazy, crazy, crazy.


Might sleep in tomorrow.

Long day ahead!

Research meeting, seminar, CFCS presentation and night duty.
And GWR on Thursday as usual.


lalala.


Still not done with the Seminar ppt.



roar!




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Frustration

Irritated doesn't even begin to describe how I feel right now.

I've been pushing for us to do our CFCS visit SINCE LAST SEMESTER.
But you know, some people are always busy,
and they always have class...

LIKE AS THOUGH I DON'T HAVE CLASS ALSO LA RIGHT.
LIKE AS THOUGH EVERYONE ELSE DOING THEIR VISITS DON'T HAVE CLASS ALSO.

Then this semester, I've been like
"eh lets go today, eh lets go today"

Cannot.

why?

Got class.

Go after class?

Cannot.

Why?

Tired.



I feel like just bitchslapping someone.



And the icing on the cake!

Our presentation is wednesday, and Dr Nilesh wants our reports emailed to him by tomorrow.
BY TOMORROW.


And our visit is "scheduled" for 7pm tomorrow night!



I JUST FEEL LIKE SLAPPING SOMEONE SO BADLY RIGHT NOW OK.

I WAS EVEN WILLING TO GIVE UP MY SATURDAY TO GO VISIT THE PATIENT BUT OF COURSE SOME PEOPLE AREN'T FREE ON SATURDAYS RIGHT.


So so so mad right now.




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Tantrum

HOW COME I DIDNT KNOW THE WANTED CAME TO MALAYSIA!

WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME.

AND HOW DID I ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THAT GOTCHA CALL WITHOUT REALISING THAT THEY WERE PRANKING NATHANNNNNN.
My poor bb.

AAAAAAAAAAAH.

WHY DID I ONLY DISCOVER THEIR EXISTENCE AFTER ALL OF THIS HAPPENED?

I OFFICIALLY HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WHO GOT TO SEE THEM WHEN THEY CAME DOWN OK BYE.


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Dammit.

When you find out one of the singers from your favourite band is actually a full 3 years younger than you are.

DAAAAAAAAAMMMMMIIIIIIT.

I FEEL SO FREAKING OLD NOW.
THANK YOU, UNIVERSE.


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Chinese Stomach Syndrome

HELLO. :D

I don't even know why I'm blogging.
I think I've just rediscovered my love for rambling on about random nonsense that no one even cares about.

lala.

Only home for about an hour.

Going to go shower in a few mins, and then head out to dinner at 6.30,
because we all now have Jovann's Chinese Stomach Syndrome.

Its insane!
By 7 I'm seriously starving already omg.

Then night duty.
We went last week, and forgot to bring our logbooks. What a waste! Def bringing the logbook today.
Might not stay long though.

Because :
a) I'm lazy
b) I'm sleepy
c) Tomorrow we head out to PD


Will probably blog when I get back from night duty.
I HAZ STORIES *wink wink*


Yesh.


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Something to ponder upon...

Found this in the mail.

1. When Snake is alive, Snake eats Ants.
When Snake is dead, Ants eat Snake.
Time can turn at any time.
Don't neglect anyone in your life.......

2. Never make the same mistake twice,
There are so many new ones,
Try a different one each day.

3. A good way to change someone's attitude is to change your own. Because, the same sun that melts butter, also hardens clay! Life is as we think, so think beautifully.

4. Life is just like a sea, we are moving without an end.
Nothing stays with us,
what remains is just the memories of some people who touched us as Waves.

5. Whenever you want to know how rich you are,
Never count your currency,
just try to Drop a Tear and count how many hands reach out to WIPE that- that is true richness.

6. Heart tells the eyes : see less, because you see and I suffer lot.
Eyes replied, feel less because you feel and I cry a lot.

7. Never change your originality for the sake of others,
because no one can play your role better than you.
So be yourself, because whatever you are, YOU are the best.

8. Baby mosquito came back after 1st time flying.
His dad asked him "How do you feel?"
He replied "It was wonderful, Everyone was clapping for me!"
Now thats a Positive Attitude.

- J Me -

Some Days

Was going to blog today afternoon,
but things got in the way,
and now its already 1am.

My stories will have to wait.
Sleep beckons.

Night night lovelies.


Say my name , like its the last time
Live today, like its the last night
We want to cry, but we know its alright
Cos I'm with you, and you're with me

Butterflies, butterflies
We were meant to fly
You and I, you and I
Colours in the sky
We can rule the world someday somehow
But we''ll never be as bright as we are now

We're standing in a light that won't fade
Tomorrow's coming, but this won't change
Cos some days stay gold forever
The memory of being here with you
Is one I'm going to take my life through
Cos some days stay gold forever.



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Lose My Mind

If heartache was a physical pain
I could face it, I could face it
But you're hurting me from inside of my head
I can't take it, I can't take it

I'm gonna lose my mind
I'm gonna lose my mind


Falling in love with The Wanted.
Thanks, Jea Mie <3

Having a good night so far.
On the Internet?
Yes, on the Internet.
I am a sad person who has no life go away.


I'm gonna lose my mind
I'm gonna lose my mind


Might have tomorrow afternoon off.
Unofficially of course.
We'll see how it goes.



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Monday blues

I ain't got no car
And I've got one pair of jeans
They've been stretched too far
And now they're weak at the seams

I can't say what's next
And I got nothin' up my sleeve
But I don't lose my head
Cos it ain't really up to me

And I'm doing just fine
I'm always landin' on my feet
In the nick of time and by the skin of my teeth
I ain't gonna stress
The worst ain't happened yet
Something's watching over me
Like sweet serendipity



This is such a happy, feel-good song. :)


Havent blogged much in the last few days.
And my apostrophe button suddenly doesnt work...everytime I press it, it goes to Quick Links.
Whazzat.
-_-


Anyway.

Watched two wonderful movies over the weekend.


The Kings Speech is such a wonderful movie :)
Love how Colin Firth and Geoffrey Rush carried the whole movie between them.
Such a simple movie,
but it was just wonderful.


The other movie : Guzaarish.
This really was such a beautiful movie, and I'm glad that they picked Hrithik to act in that role.
And even Aishwarya (despite my misgivings about her acting skills) did very well in her role.
And so wonderfully taken, too.


Yep.

No pictures cos I'm lazy.


And my apostrophe button is working again.


Not talking about last night.


mm-hmm.


Nothing much to say for today.
Have to get a kickstart on studying.

I may have found a medical book I actually like reading.




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Leaving the old, and starting anew.

Hi hi hello hi.




So I cut my hair.



Short.



Like really really short.






Like chin-length.

.

.

.

I haven't worn my hair short since I was 11 years old.

I can't say it was a completely impulsive decision.
I'd been toying with the idea of chopping all my hair off, for about a week now.

This was what sparked it off, to be honest.


Forget the past, leave the old, start anew.

Why not, right?





Spent the one week asking everyone if they thought short hair would suit me.
Only Sufi and Mhirah were all "go for it!"
Everyone else thought I was joking.
-_-

Obviously you people don't know me well enough.

I do not joke.

I am sarcastic.
And I will make fun of you at your expense,
but I do not joke.
Especially not about things like my hair omg.

What kind of joke is that anyway?

I think I want to cut my hair.

Gee, wow, that sure was funny!

-_-




Yes so anyway,
my mother was against it....something about short hair not suiting Indian people or what not.


So at the end of the week, I'd decided on trimming it.
Like about 3-4 inches off.

Because I was so sick of the straightened bits at the end,
plus my brown highlights were getting ugly faded old...and it just didn't look nice la, so I wanted it all off.

I decided I didn't want it too short, partly because I was trying to grow my hair out to waist-length.
(just for the heck of it)



But as the lady was snipping off the ends,
I was like....its only another couple of inches, right....why the hell not?

So.

I told her to cut it all off.

A good 6-7 inches of my hair.

ALL.
OFF.


I remember when she cut the first bit off I freaked out.


LIKE
AHHHH OMG WHAT HAVE I DONE!?





But then I couldn't ask her to stop, because it would be stupid to walk around with shoulder length hair and have one lock right at the back only chin length, right?

And then I was like SHIEEEET MY HIGHLIGHTS WILL BE SO MUCH MORE OBVIOUS NOW.
And then I thought.
Screw it. If the lecturers think its a problem, I'll just dye my hair black again. Problem solved.

Right?

Right.

So yeah.

I had to close my eyes for the rest of it though.
However ugly my hair was, still sayang to have it all chopped off.






I was very undecided last night on whether I liked it or whether I hated it and regretted it and wanted my long hair back.


Took a picture, asked people how I looked.


Only Sufi, Mhirah, Jovann, Isabell, Mani and Rachel were being actually supportive of it.

Everyone else was all like
I MISS YOUR LONG HAIR ITS NOT NICE ITS NOT YOU BLA BLA.


Felt like total shit last night, thank you very much.
I was really beginning to regret it.






And then I woke up this morning,
washed my hair.


.
.
.
OMG I LOVE IT.
SO EASY TO WASH.
SO EASY TO CONDITION.
SO EASY TO DRY.
SO EASY TO STYLE.

YES YES YES.

I FREAKING LOVE MY HAIR OK.



Long hair is pretty enough,
but my hair isn't the manageable kind.
Takes lots of treatments, and conditioning and styling to get it to fall how I want it to.

And I think the Seremban people were the only supportive ones, because they're the only ones who realise how tedious it is to get up at 6am and have to wrestle your hair into something presentable.
Its so so so much easier to just wake up, give it a brush, and go to class.

(and lets not talk about the fact that pulling it all back into a high ponytail made me feel like a total auntie)

I like my short hair.
Even my mother likes how it looks now.
When it grows out, I might let it grow long again...or I might maintain it short.
I don't know yet.


For now, I'm happy.


A new beginning, right?




If you don't like it...well, its my hair isn't it? Don't like, don't look at me la.
The end.





So for all of you who don't have facebook, and who haven't seen my hair yet.

Nah.

This is how it looks.



Whats your verdict?




~vid~