And the heartbreak just continues

SCHOLESY COME BAAAAACCCKKK

I know he's joining our coaching staff and in that sense he's not really leaving United,

BUT NOOOOO.
WHY YOU DO THIS SCHOLESY.
WHYYYYYY.
MY HEART HAS NOT RECOVERED FROM LOSING GAZZA AND EDWIN I CANNOT ACCEPT THIS.



And omg.

This just cements my utmost fear that Giggsy will leave too after next season.

Don't. :'(

I won't be able to handle it.


Say it was a joke, Scholesy, and come backkk.







I'm going to go cry moar now ok bye.



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what.

Now I can sign in to Blogger?

Really?

Two days ago, when I wanted so desperately to vent on here about something I couldn't possibly vent about on tumblr,
I couldn't sign in at all!

asdkjsdkgdsjghsdgh.


aih.
Going out in a bit... so sleeeeeepy.
But I can't possibly skip out on a birthday gathering that I myself organized, can I?

oh well.






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Death by Chocolate

Fast Five was awesomeeeeeeee! :)

Especially the "pity Bruno Mars wasn't here"
WHY SO MO LIU, MY SON?

Oh, btw, JM, my brother says its Letty at the end.
I dunno.
We were too close to the screen for me to see her face properly. :3

Aaaah.
Teringin la pulak nak watch the first one all over again!
They were playing the fourth one on Cinemax when I got back from Pyramid so just finished watching that too. :p



Also watched Something Borrowed yesterday...wasn't too bad.



Movie marathon, yo!


I'm chillaxing like mad right now...I think I deserve it.

Add to that the fact that I don't understand a single word of what I'm reading everytime I open a Psych textbook...



AND. SERIOUSLY.
THE NEXT PERSON FROM IMU WHO TELLS ME TO GO STUDY IS GOING TO GET SLAPPED.
See, I love you people and all,
but back off a bit, yeah?
I don't appreciate being nagged.

-_-



Right.





Brothers are annoying creatures.

Wanted to go out somewhere yesterday, so I was using my Lancome perfume,
and my brother comes over with his new perfume,
and sprays it all over my hand..

..and I'm like WOI NOW I SMELL LIKE AFTERSHAVE!

So what does he do?

He takes my hand, and rubs his face all over it.

-_-

How are we even related omg?
He's so retarded sometimes I can't even..



Meeples was fun!

God gave me friends so I wouldn't have to laugh alone.

Haven't laughed that much since ...September.

yeh.

:D



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Psych Day 2 (or Day 3. whatever)

I AM SO BORED.

WHY IS THERE NOTHING TO DO IN PSYCH?

I'm not used to being this free. :(


Okay, no seriously.
Let me tell you about my day.

So I left KL at 7, cos clinic was supposed to be at 9.
Reached Seremban at 8.30, got a phone call saying that we were supposed to be at the clinic at 8.30 instead, so I was in time anyway.

No patients. :O
(child psych clinic tho, so..)

Then Dr Rajan came at 9, we finished with his patient at 10.
He took us to some home in Mambau? Rantau? somewhere there la. The kids we were supposed to see weren't there.
Finished there at 10.30.

WE WERE DONE AT TEN THIRTY.

Next class was supposed to be at 2, so we went to Jusco for a bit to watch movie.
Watched Priest.
aaaaah Paul Bettany! (<3)
bb's gotta stop acting in those kind of movies though...being stereotyped into roles much?

Then we came back to uni at 1.30, had lunch, got a message saying class was pushed to 4.
FOUR.



TWO AND A HALF HOURS WITH NOTHING TO DO.

So we hung around a bit more, then migrated to the library.
I have since gone through my entire email inbox and deleted every email that I don't ever need to read again,
I've sent out random emails because I was so freaking bored (so I might as well email people right?)

And now, here I am blogging.

And there is still half an hour to class.

KILL. MEH. NAOOOO.



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19 TIMES AND THAT'S A FACT.

Guess who got knocked off their fucking perch!?

Call us a rubbish team again, go on...NINETEEN FUCKING TIMES.
WE ARE UNITED.



On another note, Citeh won the FA Cup. Not happy.
But dammit I'd give anything to be in Manchester tonight. Going to be so freaking crazy.




GAH WHY DO NONE OF YOU WATCH FOOTBALL.
Except Dhina. Hi Dhina.




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Can you believe I forgot we had case summaries to do?

Too excited about being on holiday sampai can completely forget I still have assignments!
psh.

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Of Panthers and trips to the Gynae ward.

No, look at her!
She's so quiet, hardly says anything...but look at her eyes. Such searching eyes!
She just observes everything, and then when she has enough information, she pounces.
Like pouncing on her prey.
Like...like a panther.
Do you know what a panther is, do you watch National Geographic?
Yes?
Now tell me, doesn't she remind you of a panther?


Why, thank you, Dato'.
I'm actually quite flattered to be compared to a wild cat.


I think the day he actually has something nice to say about me, the sky will fall down.



EXAM TMR WISH ME LUCK OK BYE.


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Change

I have changed so much in the past 4 years, haven't I?

And I'm horrible at keeping in touch.
I'm sorry.
I think I just wanted to cut myself off from everything that reminded me of a time I'd rather forget.


Do you think you can mend relationships after 4 years?
Do you think you'd be forgiven for pushing everyone away?



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Attempt at Procrastination #2

My parents have this horrible habit.

When they want me for something, they keep calling me until I either shout the place down in response or actually get off my backside and go to see what they want.
And I'm serious, they just keep at it.
Drives me crazy.

Example :

They'd be all like

Mohl! (they don't call me by name) (we have weird nicknames, don't question it)

And I'd be all

Yea?

And instead of answering, they just repeat

Mohlll!

And I'm like

Yes?!

MOHLLL

omg ok I'm coming!

MOOHHHHLLLLLLL

I'M COMING

MOOOOOHLLLLL

Oh for fucks sake, I'M COOOOMIIIINGGGG


By then of course, it just sound intensely sexual.
And then it would be awkward to let it continue....so I have to get up and see what they want.

For someone with a non-existent sex life, I have a very dirty mind.

Of course, I don't shout the swearing bit.
I don't swear at home.

Good girl, much?



The first (and only) time I ever swore at home was when I was 9, and I was getting annoyed over some Maths question.
(I remember this scene in explicit detail ok)

And I just went "shit!" out of my frustration.
(Maths can be very frustrating when you're 9 ok)

And my mother just swooped down out of nowhere and gave me one tight slap
and went "DON'T YOU EVER SWEAR IN MY HOUSE AGAIN"
in all her dramatic scorned-Indian-mother glory.



I'm not exaggerating, that's exactly how it happened.

No forewarning,
no "what was it you said?"
no "omg did you just swear in my house?"

Nothing.

Just PAH-DAAAAAM (I swear that's how it sounds when they slap themselves in movies) one tight slap.
And "DON'T YOU EVER SWEAR IN MY HOUSE AGAIN"



That's it.

And it worked.

I never swore in the house again.



That's not to say I didn't swear outside.
I vaguely remember a period in time where we sought to add "fuck" into every sentence we spoke.
Because it was cool.
At the time.
But in all honesty, I was 13 years old,
and you're allowed to do more stupid things at 13 than is justifiable at any other age.



Sigh. Half a case summary left.
I tweeted something about it, and Dr Sheila, and Shivani ventured that the tweet reminded her of Sheila Ki Jawani.

Dr Sheila and Sheila Ki Jawani.

*insert random mental image here*

And now I can't get it out of my head.

I hate my imagination sometimes.




And when it's all said and done, sometimes I think I should have been born a boy. My thinking seems to fit in much better with that of the male population.

Sometimes I disgust myself.




Better get back to my case summary if I want to watch the second-half!

By my calculations...that gives me an hour.

Great.




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Attempt at Procrastination #1

I am so freaking lazy right now it's not even funny omg.

Still haven't started on my reports.
aaaaah.
What to write laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.




I am on a mission today to listen to every Bryan Adams song ever.

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe we're in heaven




Random Giggsy gif 'cos he's so handsome here.
















It's like I don't even have EOP next week.
-_-


Start your countdown, Vidya.
4 days to the holiday!

....only a week of it, but a holiday is a holiday, yo.



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Quick rant

We have to write a letter for being absent on Friday?

Seriously?

They still don't get that we're none of us going to actually be bothered enough to show up to plenaries?
-_-

Right.
Reason for being absent on Friday.

a) Your plenaries are rubbish. They were rubbish in Phase 1, they're just as rubbish now. I could learn more playing with babies in the wards instead of zoning out on a Friday afternoon in a lecture hall that barely has working air-condition.

b) It's FRIDAY. You've worn us out all week, at least let us have the opportunity of driving back at lunch, when the highways aren't so jammed, rather than making us wait til 5 and then having to drive back in that mess.
Its not like you're actually giving us anything particularly important to stay back for.

Plenaries are a complete waste of time in clinical school, really.

If any of that comes out for EOS 7 I might regret it, but you know, what the hell. They're not clinically relevant right now, and I honestly could not care less.

They should either just do away with them completely, or push them to Thursday, or mid-week. Put a TBL on Friday...I'd stay back for that.

So why don't you wake up, IMU, and realise your plenary-on-Friday isn't working?
So fix it instead of asking us to write letters to explain our absence!

Does it really make any difference whether I say I was sick, or had a family emergency or anything else of the sort?
There were 39 of us absent.
Why ask us to waste paper and ink writing rubbish you're not going to read anyway?



IMU admin never fails to annoy me somehow.


oh well.
Gotta get started on my reports.
Left it a bit late this weekend. Yesterday was my Sabbath of sorts.

I don't get why we need weekly on-call reports and reflections.
Case summaries I can understand.
But on-call reports?
It's a freaking labour room.
Its not going to explode in rainbows one week, and be conquered by purple unicorns the next.
People deliver. The end.

And reflections.
How about...

Expletive censored to protect myself. I didn't learn anything new this week. ok bye.



Lots of hostility towards IMU today.



Must be the exams.




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