SAQs

So.

There's an exam tomorrow.
Well, actually there are three exams, an hour-long each, spaced out between 8am and 3.30pm.
Because IMU simply excels at scheduling things.
Really.


Am I prepared for them?
Hell, no.

Am I freaking out?
Very much so, yes.

And am I studying?
...erm. I haz a headache? :(



How on earth did they even let me into IMU oh my god.


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Weight

WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO ANNOYING OMG.

I've recently started running again.
Because I'm trying to lose weight.

I honestly don't know how I let myself go so much.
I HAVE BECOME SO FAT NOW OK.
Yes.
I think I put on close to 10kg or something.
Over the course of the past 3 years la, BUT STILL.

So anyway,
we've recently started going to the gym again (I've mentioned this before) and that helps with the motivation bit of it right?


Anyway,
was talking to a friend earlier, and was griping about how much I'd eaten today.

Its Diwali!
There's so much fooooood!

And I was all like omg I ate like a pig I'll have to run extra tomorrow.


And she's all "why are you so self-conscious?"


.
.
.

Excuse me.

Then she goes on about how she doesn't understand why I want to lose weight,
and how many sizes I want to go down (wtf you don't ask people things like that),
and whether it would be economical to lose weight since I would have to buy new clothes.

I'm pretty much wtf-ing at every sentence by now..

...and then she goes like what about your winter clothes for Dec?

And I'm like I bought them already.

And she actually actually asks me, which size, current or new?


WTF.
WTF.

PEOPLE BUY WINTER CLOTHES CAN BUY LOSE A BIT RIGHT. NO NEED WEAR SUPER FITTING WINTER COAT AND WALK AROUND RIGHT WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH MY WANTING TO LOSE WEIGHT HUH?

I don't get people.

Girls.

They can be super-freaking skinny, and all you have to do is tell them
"oh hey, I'm trying to lose weight"
and they go all bonkers on you and freak out and then try to lose weight themselves.

Psycho ke?

Of course this doesn't apply to all girls la. (don't get offended for no reason ok)


I mean, I want to lose weight, my problem la kan?
Am I not allowed to try and work towards a size I can be happy with?

ugh.

Some people. -_-


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Rant

Wasn't going to post on here,
because I'm still using my mum's laptop, and the font is still crap on Google Chrome,

but quick rant :


So I was talking to my friend about what to do if a patient came in with migraine
(seeing as the previous fam med group got this question for EOP)

and I list out a few things, and then I'm like "what else do we have to rule out? I can't think of anything else"

And aforesaid friend goes "Oh. Alot of things to rule out for migraine la"


.
.
.

And I'm waiting, and she's not saying anything else.
It wasn't an opening statement for a discussion, it was just a statement.

Oh.
Got alot of things.



LIKE NO. SHIT.
PEOPLE ASKING YOU NICELY RIGHT.



Ugh!
Geram!




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Updaaaaaaaate!

So as you all know (actually you wouldn't know because I haven't mentioned it yet) my laptop crashed on Wednesday,
...which, incidentally was when I finally sat down to do my EBM!
...but yeah, got it done on my mum's laptop,
and I've pretty much hijacked her laptop til mine decides to stop fucking pms-ing.

Probably will get it reformatted this week since I'm at home for GP Posting.
NOT looking forward to that.
The GP posting I mean...granted its only 8-1 everyday, but. ugh. yeah. not really excited about it or anything.

I actually tried posting something on the blog couple of days back,

but somehow I couldn't edit the font (it was really huge) so it looked like I was shouting on the blog.
Which was weird.
So deleted that post.

Not sure if any of you saw that during the 5 mins that it was up on the blog.

Praying that I can edit the font on this one, because I'm not going to delete it after typing all this out,

so its just going to sit there and look retarded.

yep.

I love love love Alex Day *insert less than three here*

So.

uhm.

Confession time.

Well not really.

I just want to rant to someone,

but can't think of anyone who would consider this important enough to listen,

so I'm just going to type it all out here and pray no one from IMU reads this because it would totally affect my *cough* image.

I don't know why I was expecting something phenomenal to happen on my birthday,

(okay okay fine, something phenomenal to happen in my love life, but yeah..)

but.

well.

it didnt.

So that was sort of anticlimatic.

Like, the birthday just came and went, yeah.

And it was my 21st.

If that isn't an indication of how fucking sad my life is, then I don't know what is.

But yeah yeah, anyway,

so Diwali Nite is coming up, and I'm pretty heavily involved (because I have nothing better to do with aforesaid sad life of mine...lets just pretend EOP isnt week after next)
and I don't know why, but I've sort of had this hope that Mr Houseman would be attending and...I don't know, something would finally fucking happen!
Like you know, he would do something more than just glare and/or smirk arrogantly in my direction (because hes a git I don't know why I have a crush on him really he's so stupid)

I apparently don't know alot of things.

And now, apparently (I need to expand my vocab, srsly) he's leaving.

For good.

Because his housemanship is ending.

Did I mention he was a Senior HO? If not I'm mentioning it now. ok.

So yeah.

Its ending, he's leaving, Diwali Nite is a whole fucking month away,

so he probably wont be here for that,

and then nothing will happen,

and it will be such a fucking anticlimax,

and oh god. He's leaving.

For good.

That is not fucking fair!

WHY MUST THEY ALL LEAVE? WHY?

Right so its 3am, and I've got to be up at 7 to learn how to make Idly (of all things ugh) so it would be perfect timing for me to go wallow in self-pity on my bed until I fall asleep.

yesh.

On a completely irrelevant note,
I need a new facebook profile picture.
Finally changed it, but the only decent one I can find is one in which I look like a sleepy teddy bear (according to Rachel...well, she said I looked like a teddy bear, the sleepy is of my own admission)

Yesh.

He's leaving, you guys, he's leaving!

:(

Sigh ok bye.

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Pumped Up Kicks

I've got this song stuck in my head, thanks to Tyler Ward.




Pumped Up Kicks - Tyler Ward and Crew (Foster the People cover)




If you bother to listen to the lyrics, its quite a creepy song.
But it sounds so happifying you can't help but sing along.
:/

AND THEY LOOK SO HAPPY IN THE VIDEO. :3


All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, you better run, better run, outrun my gun
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, you better run, better run, faster than my bullet




Got it on repeat now.



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I don't...

...understand how people can find Pitbull not sexy.


Okay, granted I didn't know what the dude looked like until a couple of weeks ago,
and I had no idea half the songs I listened to were sung by him,

but oh my god.

How can people know what he looks like and NOT find him sexy?

Seriously?

I'll admit his songs are awfully racy,
(and the videos even more so)
and I'll admit I'm usually not a huge fan of such songs,

but

dude.

HIS VOICE.
Half the time I don't even pay attention to the lyrics omg, because his voiceeeee is so unfuckingbelievably sexy.

And his EYES (which you don't get to see half the time because he's always got those shades on)

And

oh my god.

The man is practically sex on legs.





So the whole point of this post was to let the world know that I find Pitbull incredibly sexy and that I would like to marry him immediately,
failing which,
I would very much like to marry his voice and have babies with it ok thank you for reading bye.




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Pointless update

OMG KAL PENN ON HIMYM!!

Okay, if he ends up dating Robin,
then Barney can go ahead and marry that Nora woman.

KAL PENN YOU GUYS, KAL PENN!

KUMARRR!


I love him ok bye.



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21

So it says 12.04 on my watch, and only one person has wished me so far...

...so what the heck.
I'm going to wish myself.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE!

I'M FINALLY 21!

Please do not wrongly assume that you will begin to see more serious, sombre posts on this blog now that I have become an adult.
I happen to have Peter Pan Syndrome.



Booyeah!


I shall go sleep now.
wheeeeeeee~




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Present #1

Disclaimer :
The photos in this post are brought to you courtesy of my horrendous photo-taking skills and the crappy quality of my phone camera.
Not a good combination, yo.
(so let's just ignore how horrible they are, and focus on whats in them ok?)

GUESS WHAT MY MUM GOT ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
AND ITS THE ONE WITH SEAN BEAN ON THE COVER TOO!
(well, that decision has been taken out of my hands)
AND ITS THE SAME SIZE AS THE OTHER BOOKS WITH THE ORIGINAL COVERS SO EVEN IF I CHOOSE TO BUY THE OTHER BOOKS, THEY'LL ALL BE THE SAME SIZE!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I am so excited right now!





She also bought me two cookbooks.
I have no idea why.

Pointedly ignoring the hint there.

ahem.




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I want chocolate

I want chocolate.

I am THIS close to getting my period, but I don't know why it just won't come, and it's driving me crazy because I am in so much freaking pain, and it's raining outside and that's making me gloomier than ever because I'm one of those idiots whose moods depend on the weather and ugh it's already Sunday and the stupid fam med posting starts tomorrow and I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO SEREMBAN and I'm freaking out because I have this odd feeling that my 21st birthday is going to be my worst one yet and

DAMMIT. I JUST WANT CHOCOLATE. NOW.

GO GET ME MY CHOCOLATE, MINION!



Someone get me a minion for my birthday pls k thx.





In other news, I'm done with my work!
Which means I can grab a hot water bottle and curl up in my blanket and go to sleep and dream of chocolate.

So much pain, oh my god.




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Birthday Wishlist

Another thing I hate...

(since I'm in angsty-teen mode today)

...is people asking me what I want for my birthday.

Makes me a huge hypocrite to be honest, because when someone else's birthday comes around,
first question I ask is "eh what you want for your birthday ah?"
Easier to ask people what they want, so that you don't go too far off target when planning to get a present.

But the reason I hate it when people ask me what I want, is because,
honestly,
I don't know what I want that I haven't already got.

Either that, or I'd be wanting something ridiculously expensive that I cannot possibly tell someone to buy for me,
simply because it would be too ridiculous a request to make (like the time I wanted Shahid for my birthday).
Or because its something I want to buy for myself.

I like giving myself presents.

Its very rewarding.

*ahem*



But anyway,
since I'm really bored,
and since my cousin brought this up,
(also I still haven't started on those learning issues!)



Let me present my Birthday Wishlist.


Starting off with practical things that I want.
(but not necessarily want someone to buy for me)

1. A Song of Ice and Fire - A Game of Thrones.




I still can't decide whether I want the book with Sean Bean on the cover, or whether I want the original cover.
It would be so freaking awesome to have Sean Bean, but what if I really like the books, and I want to buy the next few books, and they still have the original covers, because the other seasons haven't come out yet, and then my first book would stand out so horribly against the other books because the cover art wasn't the same (I have OCDs with book cover arts being cohesive also ok).
Original cover it is.
But but but...Sean Bean! sigh.





2. A T-Shirt with the Winterfell sigil.




I don't care that I'm supposed to be in Targaeryn, I'm still a Stark at heart ok.
(no, if you don't watch Game of Thrones and/or stalk me obsessively on facebook, you're not going to get this)




3. The Man United away kit for this season.



LOOK AT IT. LOOK. HOW COULD I NOT WANT THIS IN MY WARDROBE.
I want a Giggsy one. GIGGS 11.
How freaking awesome would that be?




4. Boots.



My old ones (which I've had since Form 1) fell apart sometime last year, and everyone refuses to buy me new boots.
Its not like I have enough funds to go buy myself a pair (all the ones I like are horribly expensive and I refuse to walk around in cheap boots that I don't like).




5. A big squishy teddy bear.



So I can bury my head in it and hug it and sleep on it when I'm sick of dealing with people and need to hug something to make myself feel better.




6. A DVD Box Set of the last 3 Star Wars movies.



I have the first three, also in a Box Set, but never quite got around to buying the second Box Set of the last three movies - A New Hope, The Empire Strikes Back, and The Return of The Jedi.
Shame, though.
The Return of The Jedi is by far my favourite of the six.



Can't think of anything else very practical, so..





7. A Lamborghini.



Self-explanatory, this one.




8. A Ned Stark.



Yeah, you need to watch Game of Thrones to get this one, too.




9. Longclaw, or Ice.




(those are the names of the swords)
It would just be insanely cool to own swords okay.
Don't deny it.




10. (just to round it up)

...I can't think of anything. :O

- end of wishlist-

No, but really,
all I want is for my parents to repair my watch.
Think I wrote about it couple of weeks back...I need to get the motor/engine/wtvitscalled repaired, and that might cost quite a bit.
I don't actually care if I get nothing else for my birthday, I just want that watch repaired.
Its old and its not much to look at, but I've had it since forever, and I love it and I want it back.
I'm big on sentimental value.

I don't really want anything else for my birthday.

I'd rather the birthday didn't come, to be honest.

:/




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Book Care

Right,
so I'm supposed to be writing my learning issues now,
but there's a bit of turmoil I have to get out of my system before I can properly settle down to work.




The sister-in-law happened to borrow a story book of mine yesterday.

Okay.

First off (and I'm going to sound like a right bitch saying this) I DO NOT LIKE people borrowing my story books.
When I buy my books, I spend hours in the bookstore picking out a copy that
doesn't have even the teeniest bit of damage on the cover,
isn't dog eared,
isn't made out of recycled paper,
doesn't have creases anywhere.
I basically fuss and nitpick until I find an absolutely perfect copy, or I walk out of the store and buy the book somewhere else.
I kid you not.
Its the same reason I haven't bought my Game of Thrones book yet, because Popular had only two absolutely rubbish copies, and I'd rather wait and find a good copy instead of buying one I wouldn't be happy with, eventhough I'm dying to read the series.


And when I read my books, I make sure I hold them just right,
so that I don't get any creases on the spine of the book.
Creases on the spine annoy the fuck out of me.
I don't know why it does, but it does.
I simply cannot have any creases on my books.
And no dog ears.
I hate it when people fold the page of a book to mark where they last stopped reading.

Which is precisely why I don't lend my books out to people.
When I explain that they have to hold it just so, so as not to spoil the spine, they stare at me like I've gone bonkers,
and then they proceed to open the book so far wide to read that the spine gets all messed up anyway.
I cannot begin to explain how angry that makes me okay.
If I could set them on fire for doing that to my books, I would.


AND

It annoys me TO NO END out of me when people borrow my books WITHOUT ASKING.

Where the fuck are your manners?
Its MY book.
ITS MINE.
Its not like I can say no if you ask me point blank if you could borrow the book (although I wouldn't be happy about it) because it would be rude to refuse.
It's just basic politeness to ask.
Don't fucking take my books and read them without asking me.

Even when my little cousins come around, and want to borrow my books when I'm off in Seremban or somewhere else,
my mother tells them they can't do it unless they ask me first.
Even via sms is fine omg.
But at least ask.

Fuck, even my mother doesn't borrow my books without asking me first.


I was so so so mad yesterday when I walked down and found my sister-in-law reading MY book
(and she was holding it wide enough to crease the spine too)
WITHOUT my permission!

I don't give a fuck that you're older,
or that you're married to my brother.
It's still my fucking book.



And now the spine is all creased.
And I can't tell her off because it would be rude and I'd get yelled at for it.
And she's going to borrow my other books and read without asking because she got away with it this time.
And...I want to cry.

It just seems so unfair when you take such good care of something, and someone comes along and spoils it all.

I cried when my cousin borrowed my Sherlock Holmes book and returned it with the cover bent in one corner and the paper covering all folded everywhere.

Its just so unfair.

Just because you don't consider your books as precious as I do mine,
doesn't give you the right to come mess up my books.


I take such good care of other people's books when I borrow them,
it just isn't fair that people don't take immaculate care of mine.





My teddy bears and my books.
Two things that I absolutely loathe for people to touch without my permission.

I don't know why people just don't seem to get it.

Get your paws off my things!





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Almost there

YAY!
Just left with learning issues!
(I SHALL wake up early tomorrow morning, and I SHALL finish those learning issues before lunch)

I also shall go sleep now.
ahem.

At some point during this week, I shall attempt to blog about something substantial ok?

(shall is my new fav word btw)



Oh, and since my Internet has suddenly decided to work just fine, just as I'm about to go to sleep,
let me just end this post by telling you...
...I lost 2 kg!
HAH.

I don't know why it was imperative that you lot knew that.

yep.




OH OH AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAYS!
SOMEONE STOP TIMEEEEEE!
I DONT WANT TO BE AN ADULT YET!

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!




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Astronaut

Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In this search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me
Its all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why
I'm lonely like a satellite?





I've just realised Vivek Oberoi doesn't have a good jiwang movie.
Been wanting to watch something jiwang (lovey-dovey/mushy/etc etc) with him in it, and the only ones I can think of are Kisna or Kyun! Ho Gaya Na, both of which aren't great.

I think the only movies he's really good in are the ones where he plays gangsters.

:|



Internet currently pms-ing so I'll stop this post here, before it completely goes off, and I can't publish it.
Shall do my case summary and report now, since I drank a whole cup of coffee and I can't sleep and I have no Internet to relieve my boredom.

roar.



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