Updaaaaaaaate!

So as you all know (actually you wouldn't know because I haven't mentioned it yet) my laptop crashed on Wednesday,
...which, incidentally was when I finally sat down to do my EBM!
...but yeah, got it done on my mum's laptop,
and I've pretty much hijacked her laptop til mine decides to stop fucking pms-ing.

Probably will get it reformatted this week since I'm at home for GP Posting.
NOT looking forward to that.
The GP posting I mean...granted its only 8-1 everyday, but. ugh. yeah. not really excited about it or anything.

I actually tried posting something on the blog couple of days back,

but somehow I couldn't edit the font (it was really huge) so it looked like I was shouting on the blog.
Which was weird.
So deleted that post.

Not sure if any of you saw that during the 5 mins that it was up on the blog.

Praying that I can edit the font on this one, because I'm not going to delete it after typing all this out,

so its just going to sit there and look retarded.

yep.

I love love love Alex Day *insert less than three here*

So.

uhm.

Confession time.

Well not really.

I just want to rant to someone,

but can't think of anyone who would consider this important enough to listen,

so I'm just going to type it all out here and pray no one from IMU reads this because it would totally affect my *cough* image.

I don't know why I was expecting something phenomenal to happen on my birthday,

(okay okay fine, something phenomenal to happen in my love life, but yeah..)

but.

well.

it didnt.

So that was sort of anticlimatic.

Like, the birthday just came and went, yeah.

And it was my 21st.

If that isn't an indication of how fucking sad my life is, then I don't know what is.

But yeah yeah, anyway,

so Diwali Nite is coming up, and I'm pretty heavily involved (because I have nothing better to do with aforesaid sad life of mine...lets just pretend EOP isnt week after next)
and I don't know why, but I've sort of had this hope that Mr Houseman would be attending and...I don't know, something would finally fucking happen!
Like you know, he would do something more than just glare and/or smirk arrogantly in my direction (because hes a git I don't know why I have a crush on him really he's so stupid)

I apparently don't know alot of things.

And now, apparently (I need to expand my vocab, srsly) he's leaving.

For good.

Because his housemanship is ending.

Did I mention he was a Senior HO? If not I'm mentioning it now. ok.

So yeah.

Its ending, he's leaving, Diwali Nite is a whole fucking month away,

so he probably wont be here for that,

and then nothing will happen,

and it will be such a fucking anticlimax,

and oh god. He's leaving.

For good.

That is not fucking fair!

WHY MUST THEY ALL LEAVE? WHY?

Right so its 3am, and I've got to be up at 7 to learn how to make Idly (of all things ugh) so it would be perfect timing for me to go wallow in self-pity on my bed until I fall asleep.

yesh.

On a completely irrelevant note,
I need a new facebook profile picture.
Finally changed it, but the only decent one I can find is one in which I look like a sleepy teddy bear (according to Rachel...well, she said I looked like a teddy bear, the sleepy is of my own admission)

Yesh.

He's leaving, you guys, he's leaving!

:(

Sigh ok bye.

~vid~