"In real life boys, don't come running back to you in the middle of the night sneaking through the window. They just leave and never say another word to you ever again".
In real life, boys don't come back to you and say they're sorry, so sorry, I never meant to leave you for her, please take me back, no matter how many times you play it out in your head.
In real life, you don't get closure.
In real life, you sometimes make stupid decisions and seek comfort wherever you can, and end up hurting people, some of whom you really care about, some of whom walk away and never come back because they need to save themselves from you.
In real life, you sometimes make stupid decisions and seek comfort wherever you can, and end up hurting people, some of whom you really care about, some of whom walk away and never come back because they need to save themselves from you.
In real life, rebounds end in real heartbreak. Real guilt.
In real life, you build walls so high to keep yourself from making
stupid decisions again, and as the years pass you realize you've
forgotten how to let people in anymore.
In real life there isn't an unnoticed best friend waiting for you to get over your douchebag boyfriend and notice him instead.
In real life, there isn't a Prince Charming around the corner, waiting to save you from yourself.
In real life, sometimes, you just have to suck it up and move the fuck on.
For what is life if you spend it entirely dependent on someone?
What is happiness if you will only allow a boy to define it for you?
What is happiness if you will only allow a boy to define it for you?
~vid~
Actually, life isn't all that mean. I had two ex-boyfriends trot along after three years and say they're sorry. They didn't want to be taken back, they just came by to say sorry. There is life on this planet!
ReplyDeleteI just needed to rant lol.
DeleteWah. That's nice, at least they had the sense to say sorry.
I've given up on thinking that mine will every say sorry, but it still smarts sometimes that people can just walk out of your life after hurting you and not look back :/
Sometimes there are those things in real life. But, no, you shouldn't depend on it. And a girl is more likely to not realize the love of her life was there all along, until he's gone. I love your blog, btw. Keep it up.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the comment, love :))
DeleteI was just ranting about how things are in my own life. And I'm pretty sure the love of my life isn't anywhere around me, waiting to be noticed. :/
But thank you though <3
OMG. So I come back to your blog after alomost a month (Was bussy with exams)...and I get lots of posts to read which makes me happy :P (your blog is one of the things that keeps me from dying of bordeom when I have nothing to do). But I am really sorry to read this. i hope everything is ok now.....
ReplyDeleteHey dear! (omg I'm only replying this a month after you wrote it - sorry!)
DeleteEverything was okay, I was just going through one of my usual emo phases. hehe.
How did your exams go?