Evil has a Root.

Sometimes,
its easy to forget that you're a poor-ish, middle-class kid when your friends are all rich.
Sometimes,
its easy to forget that you don't have the same kind of money to throw around.

Vidya Gopinadhan Pillai, in future NO more applying for memberships or paying subscriptions of ANY kind, you hear?
And you will NOT apply for or enroll in anything that requires payment of more than RM30.
Grow up, Vidya.
Stop being such a carefree idiot.
Money doesn't grow on trees.
And since you can't earn it yourself, don't spend what you've got.

I can now fully appreciate why people with financial problems commit suicide.
I wish I could just curl up and die.

~vid~

Just Because

I don't need a reason to blog. :)

Sigh.
My heart hurts. :(

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HAHA. Ok no it doesnt. :p
Saja trying to be dramatic.
Damn LOA hor?
[LOA = abbr. for Lack Of Attention]
Ahh well. :)

I think kan, I have fallen in love again.
Bluek. :p
You know something,
I think I just have too much love in me, that I just have to let it spill out and share it with the whole world. :)
I can't survive, not loving anything or anyone. :):)

Last time rite, when I attended my aunt's class at nursery level, just to give my mum a couple of days off from baby-caring...
(I was one of the privileged kids who never went to kindergarten. :p)
...they told us that our hearts were roughly the size of our fist.
So, I, being the talkative specimen I was (even back then) went home and told my mum :
Me : Ma, the teacher said our hearts are this size *makes fist*
Mum : So small? If your heart is so small then how can you have enough love for everyone?
My answer :
Me : (solemnly) My heart is only this small, but I have this *flings arms wide open* much of love inside. :)
My mother is very proud of that story. She tells it to everyone. -__-

See la. I was pro at crapping even at that age. I was about 3 I think.
Around the same time my brother used to threaten me with the tablespoon. :p
(go here for spoon story)


Ok story finish. :)

Another 4 episodes before I'm done with ISWAK2.
Sad. :(
But must watch. Argh.

Today has been bittersweet. :)

(I think you can tell by the amount of smileys I've used what kind of mood I'm in. Lol.)

~vid~

Pictures. :p

You know something...

I do realise my blog is kind of wordy.
So right.. I think I shall take Sam's advice (its written on her blog, not that she told me personally) and put more pics inside my posts. :)

Reasons I'm doing this?
1. I think she has a point.
2. If other people write super long wordy posts, I scan through them or don't read them at all. LOL.

No wonder people don't comment on my blog. Mana tau nobody read. :p

(I not that semangated to start by putting pics in this post itself. wait la, next post. :p)

~vid~

Advertising

Okay lah.
I give in.

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See, got advertisement.
I had to finally cave in and put it up there.
Wat to do, desperate edi, need money. Ahhh.

So here's the thing la.
Y'all love me kan? Kan kan?
I know you do la, don't be shy shy all. :p

So right, since you love me right,
the least you can do is click on that ad everytime you come to my blog right...
No need wait for it to load all,
just CLICK enough. :)

Can, yea?
Of course can. :)
Yay.

Please click on them thank you I love you I will forever be indebted to you (figuratively!).

~vid~

Curl up and Die

I have run out of inspiration to blog leh.
And my reserves are all dried up.

AND I'm too lazy to type.

I spend all my free time watching dramas or playing cards.
Argh.
I cant decide which I like doing better so I alternate between both, and abandon my poor blog.

Jea Mie, aren't you on holiday?
POST!

Rawr.

~vid~

:(

I emo again.

I HATE HAVING MOOD SWINGS LA!
WHY MUST THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!

ARGH.

~vid~

Heehee. :)

Cannot tahan! Must post this video here!
HAHA wtf.

Watch la yeah, then you'll know what I'm talking about. ;)

I swear to God, this guy has the UNSEXIEST laugh ever!
I can die laughing watching him laugh I tell you.
Esp at 4.15-4.18!
*rotflmao*


:D

I want to go laugh summore ;)

Ahhh.
New antidepressant.

HAHA.

~vid~

*shy*

Suh Ming says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Suh Ming says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHA
Suh Ming says:
HE BEAT SHAHID ALREADY
Suh Ming says:
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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I is not telling who. :)

~vid~

...

I've lost myself.

I don't know how,
I don't know when,
but I have.

Nothing makes sense anymore.

Nothing.

~vid~

Bored.

RAWR.

I is so very very bored.
My cousins came on Saturday, and they brought their kakak with them, so I'm kind of let off from housework for now.
For a week at least, I think. :)
Still adjusting to being free the whole day.
Mostly I used to only be free at night. Somehow I prefer it that way. Scary as it may seem, I seem to have adapted to having productivity in my life.
Lazing around just seems so wrong now.

Stupid new habit came two months too late.
ARFGH.

I need to buy books.
I want to read Twilight!!
Actually I've been wanting to since two years ago (cos me loooooooves vampires - yes i is sadisticiweirdified. Bluek.)
But I never got around to buying it, cos there were always so many Artemis Fowl and Anthony Horowitz books to buy (I still havent completed my collections).
And then Cecilia Ahern came along.
But after reading Boone's blog...I wanna read Twilight toooooooo.
*throws tantrum - for no reason*

OK la.
I got nothing to blog about.
Just wasting time while waiting for my drama to load.

Suh Ming, this is ALL your fault.
I am completely addicted to that Taiwanese drama now. :p
keke~

Yes, I did say Taiwanese.
Y'all can stop dying of shock now. :)

Actually, its not that shocking wut.
I'd watch anything with subs. :p
I mean, wan watch Tamil/Hindi movie oso I need subs, so if subs are provided, why not watch a non-Indian language also?
I mean, I have watched a Jap drama before.
:D:D

Argh.
Not loading.
I cannot think of anything else to write edi so I mau go mandi now.

RAWR.

~vid~