Sigh

I am sleepy.
I am tired.

I have an exam in three weeks.
I do not want to study.
I do not want to sit for the exam.
But do I have a choice?
No.

So what must I do?
Study.
Do I have a choice?
No.

Do I freak out whenever I think of exams looming nearer and nearer?
Yes.
Do I feel panicky when I think of all the things I havent read up on?
Yes.

And what am I doing?
Not studying.
Do I know this is wrong?
Yes.

Should that make me go study RIGHT NOW?
Yes.
But does it make me go study right now?
No.


Life isn't complicated.
It's just very difficult.

~vid~