The cutest thing I saw today

...so I'm passing it on. :D





Enlarge it, the facial expression is adorable. :)

~vid~

Better the devil you know

Shortened form of Better the devil you know than the devil you don't.
Idiom.
Definition : it is often better to deal with someone or something you are familiar with and know, even if they are not ideal, than take a risk with an unknown person or thing.


I had never heard of this idiom before today.
And I've always thought my grasp of English was pretty damn good too.

I'm beginning to realise that if I open my mind wide enough,
I'd find something new to learn everyday.

:)


And see? I educated you people in the process!
Bet y'all never heard of the idiom before today either :D


P.S. It just hit me today, that I am a horribly superficial person. That has to be changed.


~vid~

Of Contact Lenses

I got contact lenses. :D
My face suddenly looks too big. Maybe cos I'm used to hiding behind my specs.
Ah well, I'll get used to it in time.

I saw two people I know today, both of whom didn't recognise me AT ALL.
o.o
People don't generally look very different with or without contacts rite?



At the specs shop (optometrist?) yesterday the fella was showing me how to wear them,
and at that point I hadn't cut my fingernails yet.
(I like keeping my fingernails insanely long btw)
Putting them in was weird,
cos first my nails and then my eyelashes (of all things) kept getting in the way.
Pfft.




Then it came to taking them out.
I think I scratched my eyeball. :O
It was horribly difficult. And then I couldn't take them out at first and I was freaking out in the shop.
The guy was like -_-.
Excuse me, ppl first time wearing contacts can. No need to -__- me hor??
%$#$#$&#^*$@#$%*.

So I had to cut my fingernails. :'(
...or you know, risk poking my eyeballs everytime I wanted to put in or take out my contacts.

Win some lose some?




Anyway, so I was trying them out at home last night,
and then I put it in my left eye first.
And then everything suddenly even more out of focus. Like I was in some alternate reality setting.
So I figured something was wrong, so I took it out and then put it in again.
Same out of focus-ness.
:O
Die.
Then I accidentally blinked, and then realised...if I close my right eye I could see perfectly clearly with my left eye.
It was all out of focus cos one eye had a powered lens and one eye didn't.
Damn noob sial.

So then I put the right lens in.
And then stared at myself in the mirror for awhile.
(come on, you know you would do the same thing too)
And then I turned to walk out of my room, and out of habit, picked up my specs and put them on.

Woooaaaah.

Then I remembered I didn't need specs while I was wearing contacts.
-__-





P.S. My contacts are freeeeeeeeee. People like giving me free "trial" stuff. I like :D

P.S. 2.
I have this fear that one day I might accidentally push my contacts down and then they'll somehow slip through to the back of my eyeball and then I'll have to go for surgery and they'll have to take my eyeball out to remove the contacts and then reattach my eyeball and then I'll always somehow be worried that my eyeball will fall out of my socket and then I'll have to walk around like Frankenstein and then people won't love me anymore.

:(

~vid~

I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine

GOD SAID

“For a little while I’ll lend you a child of mine for you to cherish while she lives, and mourn for when she is gone. Look after her for me! It may be two or three years before I will call her home.

Will you care for her?

She’ll bring you love, joy and happiness and should her stay be brief, you’ll have a whole host of memories as solace from your grief.” I cannot promise she will stay, since all from the earth returns to dust, but there are lessons taught below that I want this child to learn.

Will you love her?

I’ve looked the whole world over in my search for teachers true, and from the masses that crowd life’s lane at last I HAVE CHOSEN YOU. Now will you give her all your love and not think your labor in vain and turn against me when I come to take her back home again.

I fancied that I heard you say to me: “Dear Lord your will be done, for all the joy your child shall bring the risk of grief we’ll run. We’ll shelter her with tenderness. We’ll love her while we may, and the happiness we’ve known forever grateful stay. But should the angels call her much sooner than planned, we’ll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand.”

“I’ll lend you for a little while a child of mine, God said, for you to cherish while she lives, and mourn for when she’s gone.”




Something I found while twitter/blog-hopping today.

We all have our own hurdles in life. We all have our own sacrifices to make.
But for all the sadness we feel,
there is always someone else out there handling more pain.

http://laylagrace.org/

http://twitter.com/laylagrace

Pray for this little girl?



I cannot become a pediatrician.
It would kill me to see children in pain.


~vid~

The Wolfman

Hi.

We watched The Wolfman today.

It was either Valentine's Day or The Wolfman, so naturally which would we go for?
The romantic comedy with happy endings and lots of hot guys,
or
the horror-ish story with probably-alot of senseless killing and ugly monsters?

=D

What can I say?
We really don't like Taylor Swift.




And anyway its been ages since I'd watched a werewolf/vampire movie.
Twilight/New Moon don't count...they're both just chick flicks.

When I say vampire/werewolf movie I mean the typical hardcore ones where
alot of humans get eaten and
there are alot of scenes where something suddenly jumps out from the dark and
the monsters die in the end.

I don't want to watch movies about vampires/werewolves having issues with their love lives.
Human love stories not complicated enough meh?
Must have inter-species drama summore wtf.




Anywayyy, The Wolfman
(I was supposed to write a 3-sentence blog post. -_-)

I actually liked the movie :D
It wasn't completely senseless killing la, they had a pretty good background story for it,
and there were just enough twists in the plot,
and the actors were pretty good in their roles.

Btw I had NO IDEA that Anthony Hopkins was in this movie. o.o
I like his character.
Very sakai. :p




And then, some of the killing scenes were damn funny.
And some we were going like "horrr padan muka the fella die"


So yes, I like the movie.
I shall not recommend it, but I like it.
Possibly enough to watch it again. :)






OH BUT.
I VERY TAK PUAS ABOUT ONE THING.

THE WOLF'S SNOUT WAS SHORT.
WHERE GOT WOLF WITH SHORT SNOUT?!
SO TAK BEST MAN.

pfft.
If the werewolf long-nosed oni nice mah.
Right?
:D



12.15 am.
I shall go sleep now.
Since we have to get up early to go do household surveys.
IMU has seriously nothing better to do la omg.

Rawr!


~vid~

p.s. I like the wolfman wallpapers. :D

Countdown to Era of Doom : 19 minutes.

Hi.

I emo like shit now.
Cos uni starting tomorrow.

Sem 5.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
*pulls out hair*



I have nothing funny or random to say in this post.




I see my future and it stretches out gray, and empty and bleak.
Its never to late to quit and start over right?
Ah, but then what do I do with my pride?

Crazy emo. :'(



Saya mau kahwin. :(


:D




There is a sakai something I want to blog about, but shall only do that after Tuesday.
So as not to let the *ahem* cat out of the bag. :D




I changed my mind.
I want to berdrama in this post :D


I want to just curl up in a ball and die, thinking of Sem5.
DoomsDAY?
Yeah right.
We're entering a whole new DoomsERA.

ERA OF DOOM.

Where for the next 5? 6? months we will be subjected to endless lectures on the most complicated subjects known to man,
be faced with torturous hours of study (not that we're actually going to do it, but you know, the idea of it is torturous enough),
and then,
right at the end,
where we can just about glimpse the light at the end of the tunnel.
...
The big three-headed monster resides.
With red eyes and fangs sharper than Edward Cullen's and a fury too horrible to be described in words.

EOS 5.

And yet, we must stand proud, and fight our way through.

And, God be willing, we will succeed.


The only words of wisdom I can think of imparting at this moment, passed down from my ancestors, generation after generation, is :

SAVE THE PANDAS~!

I have no idea what I'm talking about :D
No, I'm not drunk. I tend to make more sense when I'm drunk. If I'm not already passed out, that is.
:D



I IZ EMO.
whee~

nite nite y'all.
Hopefully I get up in time for class tmr. o.o



~vid~

tomorrow never comes

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

~This may be the last blog post by me. I still can't accept the fact that uni's starting tomorrow..The day I fear most is coming...Shoot me, tell me this is not true.

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

I dun wanna live anymore...

Forget the sad part for now, am supposed to blog about steamboat yesterday~

yay!!I finally get to eat my dessert...gembira betul..

Oo, not to forget the steamboat fei chai sitting near us..stupid boy, kept eating ice cream, eat summor, later get diabetes baru tau, and to fei chai's ama, stop staring at me...Ooooo, and that lala chai whom JM and I spent most of our time figuring out whether the white-framed glasses he was wearing is for decoration purpose or with lens..ML betul...Ada satu lagi lala mui who sat beside us, her hair memang like blondie lor~JM said her fingernails can scratch people..I was more interested in how many rings she wore on her fingers.

Halfway through our steamboat, Careen was looking for hidden hammer to crack the crab..Then, Js yg bpp sgt pandai went and hit the crab's pincer, and the poor thing flew straight to the floor...f3.

OK, I sudah habis bercerita about yesterday..now back to emo about tomorrow..

Bye bye, 3blind mice blog.

I love you,

-YQ-

Fingerprintless

I had no Internet yesterday.
I wanted to DIE.
*cries*
I'm terribly dependent on my Internet for survival. I believe thats very unhealthy.
How...sad.

Haven't been sleeping past few days cos my uterus seems to think 2 in the morning is an excellent time to twist itself inside out.
At least thats what it feels like.

The whole of yesterday I just wanted to sit and cry and cry and cry.
O_O
The effects of hormonal imbalance should not be underestimated.



My maid locked me out of my room in vista yesterday.
Which means I'm spending the first week of Comm Med at home. :D
Whee. :D:D

But now I needs to finds a locksmith to open my room for me.
Bleh.



Short update.
Cos I missed my bloggie *hug*.

Short cos I has to go visit my doctor now, to fix my fingerprint-less thumb.

This stupid JPN wont let me upgrade my IC without a fingerprint. They seem to think I'm a terrorist with newly grafted skin trying to pretend to be..uh..me.
WHY they would think anyone would want to steal MY identity is completely beyond me.
So yes, now I need my fingerprint back.

I normally do have a fingerprint, only every once in a while my thumb-skin smooths out and becomes all plastic-y and leaves me fingerprint-less.
Don't ask me why.
I have long since accepted the fact that I am an insanely weird human being.

o.o



:D

~vid~

Useless emo girl

"You have to have a darkness...for the dawn to come."

Just saw this quote somewhere,

and decide to write in down here, simply because I am bored.

My life is totally meaningless during this holidays, I have done nothing beneficial, not a single thing.

Where is my dawn when there's no darkness???

Blogger currently in emo mood, do not question me the reason.

"Three passions have governed my life:

The longings for love, the search for knowledge,

And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.

In the union of love I have seen

In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision

Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.

I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].

I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,

But always pity brought me back to earth;

Cries of pain reverberated in my heart

Of children in famine, of victims tortured

And of old people left helpless.

I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,

And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living."

-Bertrand Russell-

Blogger currently in emo mood, do not question me the reason.

This is an useless and random post..

Lousy blogger,

-YQ-

Fed Up.

People disappoint me.

Disillusioned.
I've become disillusioned.


~vid~

Pandas and Bears and Cows and ...prunes. :D

I am a sad person today.

I ish growing fattt. Like a panda.



But pandas are all cute and huggable and adoooowable when they're fat.
That doesn't apply to me.
*cries*




Kay, so right now I'm blogging cos I'm insaaaaaaaaaaaaaanely bored.
Like pull-out-clumps-of-hair-and-bang-head-on-wall bored.

Altho I'm not particularly looking forward to going back to uni next week.
First two weeks are comm med right?
Think they'll find out if I skip? :D





I has a dilemma.
(it would help if you ppl actually left comments in the tagbox to help me out with this kay?)

Should I, or should I not...
...bring my white teddy bear to Vista with me?

:D

If I don't bring it, then I'll miss it and I'll be emo and I'll feel unloved and...

...If I DO bring it, it might get dirty and I'll miss it on weekends and wonder how its surviving in Vista without me.

How now brown cow??




Btw cows are cute.

Did I tell you about the cow I met while doing my electives?
Gila cute cow :D Kept moo-ing at me. aww.
Seeee. Even animals love me.

(this is my cow)

AND I know it was moo-ing in DELIGHT whenever it saw me cos it would come near the fence and swish (wag?) its tail and look at me and moooo. :D
It wasn't like it moo-ed and ran away or something.
SO HAH. It loved me.
And I loved it.

...until the day my mother decided to tell a certain someone about my love story with the cow.
Then I was malufied.
But I still sayang the cow.
So there.



I want to go eat prunes now.
Can you believe that the only fruits in my house are prunes!?
*dies*
I'm craving honey dew melon.
And grapes.
Yeah. I want grapes.


Rawr.

:D



~vid~

Of Chindians and Chinese New Year

Funniest thing said to me today :

vidyaaaaaa
happy chinese new year you pseudo yellow!

ROTLFMAO.
Nice.



And then I told someone else I was high and she said something along the lines of :

IS IT BECAUSE ITS CNY?! AND YOU'RE SECRETLY CHINDIAN?!

Really.
I'm beginning to have my own doubts now.

:D

~vid~

Singly Happy

I am eating honey roasted chicken now, therefore I only have one hand to type. I just finished my honey roasted chicken drumstick. PEOPLE,plz await my grand return coz I am off to get the 2nd piece of chicken...*jeng jeng jeng*Am back with 2nd piece of chicken..Let me finish my chicken before I type any further,I dun want to drop my piece of chicken on the bed, considering that I am eating on my bed now.OK, now I am done with my chicken, sounds wrong...Nvm, I went looking for fruits in my fridge but can't find any. Celaka(CNY tak boleh mengarut, later my mum scold).

The whole paragraph above is the scene where an awesome girl fails to find love on valentine's, thereby desperately searching for food, and munching food at the same time. Sad or not?? While some couples are having their candlelight dinner in high-class restaurants, some being approved by both sides of parents, some lying on meadow watching stars glow,etc...I can't continue any further, this is getting too emotional.

Some people say valentine's is a remembrance day for your loved ones, but I have only seen couples celebrate it so far. So, it's either people do not know the meaning of valentine's or the desperate abandoned ones are cheating themselves. You know what??Roses in bouquet are lies, those roses being sold on valentine's day don't come with thorns, so fake....When in a relationship, true couples actually have to go through thorny path before their love blooms like roses..It looks like I made a lot of sense here, but actually am just crapping, besides mourning the fact that I am doing nothing but staying at home and staring at my laptop 24/7 on valentine's and chinese new year.

I thought CNY would make my life interesting, thou the fact is I should make CNY interesting for my life..OK, back to CNY, I accidentally watched a real tv CNY show yesterday, the reporters interviewed people and asked them about their thoughts of CNY..Part of the show did make me sentimental. When we wish each other happy CNY, there were actually burdened people who can't afford to be happy, which I think is the saddest thing on earth. Yep, therefore I would tell you readers when you celebrate CNY, think of the unfortunate people, feel grateful and make your CNY a meaningful one. WAA...I don't expect myself to be such a philosopher..Emo betul~WARNING: DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH MY KIND SIDE coz my dark side dominates me more. ML.

The hot,sexy but single blogger,
-YQ-

Valentine's and CNY wishes.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :D
*throws pink heart-shaped confetti on everybody*

I like Valentine's Day.
Sue me. :D

I think I already blogged last year about how I don't get why people don't like Val Day, so...shall not repeat myself this year.
If you want to read what I wrote, click here.

Anyway, keeping this short and simple...
(I actually typed out almost ten paragraphs earlier and then realised I was just going on and on about the same thing wtf)

You obviously care about us and our ramblings if you're reading this right now,
so on behalf of my co-bloggers (and myself)...we love you.

And if you're single and emo and lonely and bitter...well, I love you. :D So don't be emo.

GROUP HUG EVERYBODY.

* * * * *

Next.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

To be completely honest, I'm too busy wishing everyone for CNY that I keep forgetting its Valentine's. Thats why I wrote that first...in case I forgot again. o.o

:D

So, I have no idea what people wish each other during CNY la kay,
so I'm gonna go with this :

May you get lots of ang pau money during CNY,
may all your gambling endeavors be fruitful,
and may you prosper forever and ever and ever and ever :D

If you're sick of oranges, feel free to donate them to me.
I love them :D

If you've got too much money, feel free to donate that too.
I'm kinda broke rite now, and you wouldn't want your Indian friend to go through CNY broke while you open packets after packets of ang paus right? :p


Have a great CNY everybody! Wish your families for me too. :D





~vid~

Tips to Writing a Better Blog Post

Hi.

If you came across this post on google search and clicked on it, hoping to find secrets on how to make your blog extremely popular,
please click the 'X' button at the top right corner of this window now.

The title was simply a cheap trick to get this post to appear on google search so that people would click it so my Nuffnang money would go up.
:D
I am a horrible person. Don't hate me :D




But anyway, since you're already here, you're completely welcome to continue reading. :)



Random youtube video Kington introduced me to couple of months ago.
The reason I haven't ever put it up earlier is because...I was lazy.
And I forgot.
And when I remembered, I was still lazy.

Remember kids, procrastination does not pay.

Anywayyyy.
Ze video. :D

The Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon.

The epic story of one man's encounter with what could be the most relentless murderer of all time.








I can totally imagine how you may want to employ the same tactics as the murderer and kill me for subjecting you the absolute pointlessness of this blog post.
BUT.
Before you kill me.
Remember, its a sin to kill cute people.

:D


~vid~

Chinese New Year Plans

Yay!!CNY is coming, it's like the biggest event anually for the Chinese..So, I have to act excited..ML

Okeh,since I have nothing better to do now, let me list down my new year plans.

*YQ'S LIST OF NEW YEAR WISH & PLANS*

1. I always think that I am stupid. T.T If you ask me to betray my soul and go tell people I am smart, I seriously can't do that...But I don't know since when people who are way more stupid than me can announce to the world that they are smart..This means there are no more stupid people on earth. Everyone is intelligent now. Does that mean I am the only fool living?? So, I hope for the well-balancing of stupid and intelligent people on earth. Every single thing in the universe should be equalized. So, people up there, do something to make foolish people realize that they are pure fools forever. *pray for 1 minute, with eyes closed and extreme sincerity* May the world regains its peacefulness.

2. To find my true love amidst crowds. Last year my zodiac love star was supposed to be the brightest according to feng shui, but feng shui books are deceiving, my experience tells me. Let me promote myself here. I am a typical Chinese girl with atypical thinking. Like me or not?? I am single and AVAILABLE~Interested?? Call or text me at 014-xxx7xxx }}} (See, a free number for you in the middle, unlike other girls, am SO generous)

3. To lose significant amount of weight, so that I can fit into super extra duper short mini skirts. Sexy nyer*horny guys whistling behind* And to match my shortest skirt, I will put on the thickest makeup ever :D To impress people on the streets. They will need sunglasses to shield them from my extravagant shining beauty. And, on the streets where I appear often, they need signboards which say, " Prettiest woman in history may appear on this street, prepare your shades." XD waa fikir pun I ketawa terbahak-bahak. So happy.

4. I wanna learn how to cook and bake, food, of course. f3. And, the 1st thing I would like to bake is CUPCAKES...I LOVE CUPCAKES...they are so cute and edible at the same time. Each and everytime I see people giving away cupcakes, I will be so jealous, coz most of the time, I will be watching people eating. Yep, so next time, when I bake cupcakes, I will not let others feel the same as me, I will want each and everyone of them to try my cute little masterpieces. Preferably guys, if you don't get it, plz refer to wish #2. tq. Not to forget, I will blog about my cupcakes too since it's the trend going on now.

I only have this simple list of new year wishes. I hope that every single wish stated here will come true asap. Do not think that I am writing this for fun. I am serious. Haha..I am not serious. Muahahaha...so funny. (Copying someone's double L-writing style) }}}

The uneventful event planner,

-YQ-

Intelligence and Humility

I am bored.

Yan Qi has been blogging alot lately.
I am proud.
*wipes away tears of pride*

At the same time...OI. Stop stealing my spotlight! :D
Joke.
Laugh. NOW.




I am still petty.
Sigh.
Not quite a better person yet.

Some people annoy me.
By just existing.
I shouldn't let it affect me, I know, but argh.

See, as Pn Mahani once said, common sense is very uncommon.

People with no common sense annoy me...only when I have to work with them.
Because they're not on the same freaking wavelength.
So I get annoyed, and I rant and I rage and after 5 minutes, I've vented everything out and then we're all friends again.
I bear no grudges.

The people who really piss me off...are the ones who
a) are not fucking geniuses
b) have very little common sense
BUT
c) seem to think they are God's gift to humanity in terms of brains and beauty and wit.


I mean seriously, my parents have given me a solid foundation, and I know I'm smart enough to cope with anything I decide to study,
but I admit that there are people smarter than me on this planet,
there are people more hardworking than I am,
more deserving of awards or grades or scholarships.

I will say I am smart,
but I will not say I am the smartest person to have ever existed.

I am not.
I have been taught enough humility to acknowledge my shortcomings (and for that I thank my parents).


So to those of you who keep boasting, take a second, step back and take a good long look at yourselves.

If you want to say you're above average, score an A+ in an exam and then boast.
For as long as there are people who score higher than you, who perform better than you in any field, you have no right to blow your own trumpet.

Humility is a more admirable virtue than intelligence.



I rest my case.

Okok I shall not blog about serious stuff anymore...hopefully :D


~vid~

Lesson learnt from Korean artist

After reading JM's post yesterday about boredom, it scares me a little. My lifespan is gonna be halved. That's so sad.It's like maths equation. Total time of one's boredom=One's lifespan. In the end, when we die, life's gonna go back to zero again. Are you confused now? Coz I dun understand what am I talking about, I am confusing myself, so that I won't be bored.

I watched a korean game show before.There's one freaking pretty artist with weird habit, she likes to talk to herself when she's alone, you may wonder what's so unique about it?? A lot of people do that too...Wait la, lemme finish my story first..The thing about her is she will create a lot of characters within herself, like 3 or more people inside her talking to each other simultaneously.

Let me show you an example, kindly refer to the conversation below:

A: Hey, I just realized that I am the hottest person I have ever met.

B: You can't be the hottest, I have been ranked as no.1 hottest, how can you be hotter than me??

C: Can both of you stop arguing?? Hot people won't tell the whole world they are hot themselves.

D: You mean me??Thank you.

Yep, so it goes like this. That korean artist can do so when she's alone. All A,B,C,Ds in her, she can talk to herself when she's bored. So cool~But I wonder whether will she have split personality after doing so for years? I have tried it before, but I guess I will turn mad, that's why I didn't try any further.

So people, you can try this if you don't wanna be bored. It's just a suggestion.If you try it, risk at your own responsibility. Don't come and tell me I did not warn you. I will cut your tongue off.

Caring for bored people,

-YQ-

Feeling Bored?

Boredom could be shaving years off your life, scientists have found.
Researchers say that people who complain of boredom are more likely to die young, and that those who experienced 'high levels' of tedium are more than two-and-a-half times as likely to die from heart disease or stroke than those satisfied with their lot.
More than 7,000 civil servants in the UK were studied over 25 years - and those who said they were bored were nearly 40 per cent more likely to have died by the end of study than those who did not.
Researcher Martin Shipley, who co-wrote the report to be published in the International Journal of Epidemiology this week, said: "The findings on heart disease show there was sufficient evidence to say there is a link with boredom."
The original survey found that one in ten civil servants had been bored within the past month, with women more than twice as likely than men to suffer.
Younger employees and those with more menial jobs were also found to be more prone to boredom.
Those who reported feeling a great deal of boredom were 37 per cent more likely to have died by the end of the study.
- Daily Mail, UK

It's news like these that makes us go :

DAMN!

- J Me -

I LOVE MY MUM

Today's blog post will be the most interesting post ever by me..I've got an idea to blog about my family, due to the consequences of my Vampire dream yesterday morning. I still can't forgive the Vampire Lord.

I think I shall start off with my mum, since her birthday is coming. weee :D

And yesh, kindly refer to the ancient photo above..I see me, my brother and my mum. I suspect it was my brother's birthday, since the cake is nearer to him and he looks so happy, while I look jealous in this picture. I fail to recall, forgive me for having bad memory lately.

My mum pretty right??A lot of people say so :) I would say my mum is the most hardworking person I have ever seen in my 19.04 years of life. She likes to nag all my family members, all mothers are like that, I know...Sometimes, we get fed up with her nagging but I know it's for our own good...awwww..I don't get the point where teenage girls runaway from their house after knowing an old apek boyfriend, so idiotic..Hello, your parents pay for your school fees, work hard for your living, you go elope with another conman fella on earth for what?? As if own intimate couple relationship is more important than own family, damn crap la all these people.. Then, nothing better to do, go as a pair and sit on the railway track, let the train run over you, say wanna die for love..Excuse me,it's 20th century now, you think you living in Titanic timeframe??Gila punya orang. You want guys or girls, the world is forever reproducing its population, no need to be so desperate please, gf/bf die already can find new one, parents cannot..

Eh, I am supposed to talk about my mum, why go so far already? Sorry. I got too emotional halfway, so must voice out my thoughts. Yeah, my mum, every year when I ask her what does she want for her birthday, she will say you get better results, it would be more than enough. Sad to say, her wish has never been fulfilled. I always disappoint people around me. OMG, am feeling emo now. T.T I remember there was once, my kindergarten moral teacher taught us to apologize from our parents if we do something wrong. I was 4 at that time and I believed in whatever people say..So, when I went home that night, I went up to my mum and told her "Sorry." I guess my mum was shocked and touched at the same time. awwwww again. Then, I told her, "teacher says if we do something wrong, we must say sorry".My mum said she forgives me. Sad to say, that was 4, now even if I've done something wrong, I won't say sorry to her, I just feel guilty everytime I did something bad...I wish I can always stay at 4, coz things get complicated as we age. You just have to agree with my statement.

My family and I are not that kind of person who express everything verbally or by body language. I know we all hide our feelings, but we still care for each other. Okla, enough of emoness before I shed tears..I would like to thank my mum here for bringing me up, and does not give up on me when the worst happens. To my mum: I hope that one day you will read this, but not in front of me please..I don't wanna see you reading what I wrote, it's kinda awkward for you to feel my love in front of myself. I know the way I talk to you is rude all the time, but I can't help it, I am too used to it after so many years living together with you. I'm sorry. Aiyo..emo betul.

The rebellious daughter,

-YQ-

The Sakainess that Astounded Me

Was looking up something on the net, and I clicked a link.
And the Error 404 msg appeared.

But instead of the usual Error 404 - Not found,
it showed up as this :

Error 404 -- Not Found

The requested document was not found on this server. I wouldn't give up though. Sometimes it is the act of looking that is the experience.

:O

:O

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I have been humbled. There are people sakai-er than me on this planet.


~vid~