Change

I have changed so much.

There are times when I desperately want to claw my way back into the past and find the girl whom I used to be and bring her back.
And there are times where I just want to curl up into a ball and fast forward the next few years just to see if this personality change is permanent or if I'll go back to who I used to be after medical school is over.

I have such a short hold on my temper, and completely no motivation, no interest in anything at all.
Its so easy to be The Bitch nowadays.


I'm not proud of it, but I seem to have forgotten how to be nice.
Or happy.


I seem to have forgotten how to be me.





~vid~