Pain.

My dad's friend's granddaughter jz passed away.

I feel so sorry for her.
She's already lost 2 daughters, a son-in-law, and 2 grandchildren.
And somehow she's still pulling through everyday. Strong. Shes's so normal, you wouldn't believe she's been through so much loss.

HOW can someone live through so much?!?!
God, the amount of strength you'd need...
And i sit here and complain about the things that don't matter. I cannot stand it. I cannot take people dying.
Most of all, I cannot stand facing the people left behind, and watch them live through the pain of loss everyday.
I feel so insignificant.
Omg, I cannot stand people dying.

~vid~