Thursday, 29 May 2008
Poll
Please help us out and vote!!
Even if you think you know absolutely nothing about phones, just vote anyway. Your vote would really count. :)
Please and thank you. :)
Which Phone Is Better?
Sony Ericsson W910i
~on behalf of Jea Mie~
"What? I was drinking coffee..."
And so, the authors of this blog would like to ask all readers to humour us and leave comments in the tagbox regarding which phone is better, until we (meaning Jea Mie) get(s) the poll fixed.
Please and thank you. :)
I think there should be some set limit or law or something that doesnt allow people to surpass a certain level of cuteness.
I mean, in terms of personality. Too cute to handle.
And I think gorgeous is a really nice word.
To pronounce.
Go ahead. Say it. Gorgeous.
Nice rite?
XD
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love. ~Author Unknown
yay.
I'm stuck with my indian accent.
Always happens. When I listen to Indian people from India talk English, my Indian accent tends to hit me full force.
Like reflex action. And then I get stuck with it for a few days.
So for the next few days I'm going to sound like I just stepped off a plane or something.
Be nice and do not laugh at me.
~vid~
Monday, 26 May 2008
Exams
Bored.
Hi.
Lately I've been blogging alot about my day-routines.
Because I have had nothing else to say.
Soooo...
Today I shall be random.
Because I am still uninspired, and I have one hour before we have to go see Dr Ranjit for COP.
COP refers to community-oriented-project, which basically involves doing something medically-charitable during our vacation.
See?
I'm elaborating about boring stuff again.
Waste space to make the post look longer. :p
I DONT LIKE DAVID COOK.
AT ALL.
There. I announced it. Sue me.
I am bored.
Desperately so.
I hate studying medicine. Because there is no fixed start and end.
Its just this endless supply of information, and just very basic guidelines that dont really guide us anywhere.
I'm beginning to wish I picked a course that had a set syllabus instead.
Bleargh.
I love what I'm studying...its really interesting, and I love all this research stuff. Always have.
But its a problem when it comes to exams, because there so much, and not knowing whats relevant and whats not can get really annoying.
Sigh.
Got half an hour to go.
I miss being jobless and witty.
Now I'm just...jobless. Sigh.
~vid~
Happification
The things that en-happi-fy me :
New clothes.
New nail polish - shiny and looks good on me.
Successfully shaping my nails without getting annoyed halfway and clipping them all short.
New shoesssssssss. XD
New EARRINGS. The damn long dangling 3-forRM10 ones. I super love those ones. So I'm cheapskate. Sue me.
Discovering that my hair is growing quite long! XD
Being able to understand whatever I studied.
Finishing PBL / AIR topic ahead of time. Rajin siot. XD
Shiny objects.
Seeing a picture of the guy I'm madly in love with.
Discovering new video of the same guy.
( Both can make me smile like some happy idiot for the next two hours. And succesfully distract me from absolutely everything else I was supposed to do )
Discovering a new nice song. :)
Hearing Atif Aslam's voice.
Me super love his voice. Sedap. :)
Hearing something funny.
Seeing Pinkie after a whole day of not having seen him.
The new fluffy soft carpet in our apartment. XD
My squishy blanky.
Coffee-mate. I love that stuff. No idea why.
PEANUT BUTTER.
NUTELLA. muahaha. XD
Having random people smile in me in an un-gatal manner.
Like you know when someone just smiles at you for the sake of being friendly? :D
Doing that revolving-triangle a.k.a our-flying-pose everyday in the attempt to lose weight. :p
Hearing people sing "La la la etc" - SING. Not hearing people say la la la.
Ok I ran out of things edi.
Got alot summore, I know, but I just cant recall anymore.
I'm a happy person. :)
Yay.
~vid~
Shiny.
But my wireless was being retarded, so my Dashboard wouldnt open.
So I had to go disconnect, and reconnect.
And now I've forgotten what I wanted to write.
I get distracted by shiny objects.
Like seriously.
"ooo. shiny. :D"
Yes, got that smile. I smile when I see shiny objects. :)
Shiny eyes are especially distracting.
*wink*
~vid~
Saturday, 24 May 2008
Sad.
I have nothing to blog about anymore.
Summatives is on the 20th of June.
Out of the 1157 pages in Marieb, I have read maybe 15.
I somehow do not foresee myself passing Summatives with flying colours.
The question now is : will I even pass?
I'm depressed, I'm moody
and I'm annoyed because if I stop blogging then no one will visit the blog anymore.
And that will depressify me further.
Hence I have to blog for the sake of blogging.
Which means I write boring posts and no one will comment.
Screw Summatives.
I'm desperately waiting for the 18th of July.
I love Sarwees for being so supportive, although her reasons for waiting for the 18th are different from mine.
Humour me.
~vid~
Pehli Nazaar Mein
I super love this song.
I know la its a hindi song, but apparently its copied from some Korean Drama Theme Song.
Dont care. I like the song.
(please ignore all those unecessary people in the video)
I esp love the part where he drags the words a bit.
And the part where he goes "Baby I love you"
Sexy nyer!
I dah jatuh cinta completely with his voice.
I heart Atif Aslam.
*drools*
It helps that hes cute. :p
~vid~
p.s. But of course I love Shahid more. :)
Friday, 23 May 2008
I'm Cute :)
i am half emo half hyper lately rotfl
vid says:
me tooooooooooooo
vid says:
i emo cos i wanna marry shahid and no ones letting me
vid says:
LOL
vid says:
ok nvm i shut up
Suh Ming says:
VIDYA PILLAI ROTFL
Suh Ming says:
OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAA
Suh Ming says:
you cute thing
Suh Ming says:
HAHAHAHAHAA
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HEHE.
*wink*
~vid~
Hyper
BOO.
(you're sposed to scream and run cos I BOO-ed you :p)
I finally finally understand this stupid menstrual cycle and menarche thing.
YAY~!
I'm actually actually beginning to find medicine a teeny bit interesting.
Damn leceh la, cos its so much to learn, but it is interesting in its own way.
Although last night, just to find out how menarche starts, we had to google ten thousand websites, and read the textbook, and come up with our OWN conclusion.
Because no one else bothered to explain WHY things happen the way they happen.
Are y'all stil following me? :p
For the record, menarche is the term used when a girl first gets her period.
IMU is really taking this self-learning thing seriously.
Sigh.
And my textbook is cacat.
The Marieb wan.
Damn dramatic sial.
Marieb : Page 611
Nervous System Modulation
...Without this added safeguard, endocrine system activity would be strictly mechanical, much like a household thermostat. A thermostat can maintain the temperature at or around its set value, but it cannot sense that your grandmother visiting from Florida feels cold at that temperature and reset itself accordingly. You must make that adjustment. In your body, it is the nervous system that makes certain adjustments...
DAMN WAT LA!
People hardworkingly reading about nervous system modulation suddenly got grandmother from Florida come out!
DAMN POTONG RITE!?
HOW to concentrate like that!?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
But I think rite, the people who wrote Marieb...
...they're kinda like me.
Damn cun at making damn random comments in the most inappropriate situations.
XD
OH.
IMU got this four Iranian lecturers.
Two old. Two young.
The young ones...damn hawt sial.
*drool*
One short hair, one long hair.
The long hair one wears damn alot of perfume though!! Can smell him from ten miles away. :p
Nvm. Still hawt.
And we keep running into them in the evenings at the park.
And they stay at our vista, not our block, but our vista.
AND we run into them at IMU all the time.
:D
Gatal tak I?
But nvm. IMU no hot students.
Cannot stare at fellow students, stare at lecturer la. *wink*
Ok.
Im hyper.
I cannot remember what else I wanted to write.
Because I'm sleep-deprived.
And I have work to do.
ARFGH
ONE MONTH
AND SO MUCH TO STUDY
*insert expletive here*
When I explain things to people, I understand better. Especially when I explain a medical thingy to a non-medical student, and the non-medic fella actually understands what I'm talking about, I feel damn proud of myself.
So thanks to Yoghan yesterday.
XD
I dreamt of menarche and androgens and estrogens last night.
o_O
~vid~
Thursday, 22 May 2008
Lina Medina
Lina Medina
Lina Medina (born September 27 1933) gave birth at the age of 5 years, 7 months and 21 days and is the youngest confirmed mother in medical history. This world record is closely followed by a similar case in Russia.
Born in Paurange, Peru, Lina was brought to a hospital by her parents at the age of 5 years because of increasing abdominal size. She was originally thought to have had a tumor, but her doctors determined she was in the seventh month of pregnancy. Dr. Gerardo Lozada took her to Lima, the capital of Peru, prior to the surgery to have other specialists confirm that Lina was in fact pregnant. A month and a half later, on May 14, 1939, she gave birth to a boy by a caesarean section necessitated by her small pelvis. The surgery was performed by Dr. Lozada and Dr. Busalleu, with Dr. Colretta providing anaesthesia. Her case was reported in detail by Dr. Edmundo Escomel to La Presse Medicale, along with the additional details that her menarche had occurred at 8 months of age, and that she had had prominent breast development by the age of 4. By age 5 her figure displayed pelvic widening and advanced bone maturation.
Her son weighed 2.7 kg (0 lb) at birth and was named Gerardo after her doctor. Gerardo was raised believing that Lina was his sister, but found out at the age of ten that she was his mother. He grew up healthy but died in 1979 at the age of 40 of a disease of the bone marrow.
There was never evidence that Lina Medina's pregnancy occurred in any but the usual way, but she never revealed the father of the child, nor the circumstances of her impregnation. Dr. Escomel suggested she might not actually know herself by writing that Lina "couldn't give precise responses." Lina's father was arrested on suspicion of rape and incest, but was later released due to lack of evidence.[1] Medina later married Raúl Jurado, who fathered her second son in 1972. They live in a poor district of Lima known as Chicago Chico ("Little Chicago"). She refused an interview with Reuters in 2002.
There are two published photographs documenting the case. The first one was taken around the beginning of April, 1939, when Medina was seven and a half months into pregnancy. Taken from Medina's left side, it shows her standing naked in front of an inconclusive backdrop (either the side wall of a house with the sun shining on her, or a light-diffusing blanket in a room with an overhead light pointed toward the front of her body). This is the only published photograph of Lina taken during her pregnancy. This photograph is of significant value because it proves Medina's pregnancy as well as the extent of her physiological development. However, this photograph is not widely known outside medical circles. The other photograph is of far greater clarity and was taken a year later in Lima when Gerardo was eleven months old.
Although the case was called a hoax by some, a number of doctors over the years have verified it based on biopsies, X rays of the fetal skeleton in utero, and photographs taken by the doctors caring for her.
~vid~
Wednesday, 21 May 2008
Yay.
Like seriously.
What were the odds that I would end up with housemates who actually teman me when I do sit ups and when I want to go walking??
Its damn nice when people encourage you while you do sit ups.
I mean, I could always do it alone, but then after awhile I'd get lazy.
And summore if do alone, malu abit lah.
I sayang my housemates. XD
Yay.
~vid~
Dreadfully Unconfident
The Bottom Line
Your confidence is busting out all over today, and you know what you have to do.
In Detail
Your confidence is bursting out all over today, and you know what you have to do in order to get what you want. Your clarity is better than ever, and your energy is high -- people are going to be falling all over themselves to get out of your way! Throw all your patience right out the window, because you won't need it. Waiting is not something you'll have to do today -- your fast action will create a strong forward momentum that will carry you into the direction you want to go.
I spent most of today sleeping.
Sigh.
But still, the day isn't quite over though is it?
Mana tau kan?
And I think I eat too much nowadays.
I seriously eat about double the amount I used to eat back at Taylor's.
And I think its because there is absolutely nothing to do here.
Too much free time.
Free time + extreme boredom = feeling hungry.
Add readily available expenses.
Subtract availability of good food.
End Result : Snacking on junk food.
Long term Outcome : Putting on weight.
To be fair, I havent weighed myself since Ms Loke asked to do it when we checked our BMI last year.
I cant remember how heavy I was then either. I only know my BMI was 20.smthng. Which is normal! XD
So technically I dont know if Ive put on weight.
But I do know I cannot fit into my clothes.
Hence, I must lose...something! Inches. if not kgs. -__-
I sound like some self-obsessed bimbo freak.
I'm not.
I'm just worried.
And since I'm too far away from everybody to go complain to you all personally, I do it here.
:D
I should seriously consider developing that eating disorder. ><
Bluek!
~vid~
Tuesday, 20 May 2008
Realisation
Which gives me about...two weeks (nooooooooooooooo!!!!) to get a flat tummy~!!
And oh god, I need to buy more nail polish.
And slippers.
And well...stuff!
Goodness. I cannot remember the last time I properly dressed up for anything.
I think it was last December, for my cousin's wedding.
I took a good look at myself in the mirror yesterday and decided there are some things that desperately need changing.
I need to go dig out all my long earrings from my cupboard. Havent used them since I left Taylor's.
I need to go hunt up all my strappy heels. So far in IMU, I've only been using my boring black ones.
I need to go hunt up all my skirts. I'm getting too used to pulling on my baggy black pants and going for class.
I need to go hunt for all my blouses, and Indian-ish tops instead of just wearing some stiff stuffy shirt to class everyday.
I need to hunt for all my hair clips and hair rings, instead of just relying on my black hair ring and clip.
I need to start repainting my nails properly, instead of just testing out colours for a few hours.
Goodness.
Okay, I wasnt anywhere near fashionable back at Taylor's either, but I think I did a pretty good job in dressing.
HOW did I become such a boring person this year?!
So maybe theres no one to impress here at IMU.
No one to dress up for.
Nothing exciting.
But I can STILL afford to dress up rite?
*knocks head against wall*
Vidya Gopinadhan Pillai, wake up and realise that you're not old-and-married and that you should henceforth start re-making an effort to impress.
Just generally.
~vid~
p.s. I need a flat tummy! Any suggestions for losing inches FAST?
p.s. Crash Dieting not an option. I need food cos I need to study! XD
Jealousy
I still didn't understand, even after I moved out and started going home only on weekends.
But now that my brother is at home, I understand.
I am insanely jealous that he gets to stay at home while I cannot.
I want to sue someone.
Grr.
~vid~
Laughter Makes My World Go Round. XD
Again. :)
NewER purple nail polish.
I is happified. :):):)
My brother had been bugging me to belanja him lunch, for his birthday and all.
So today we went out la, the whole family.
To DOME's.
Then he was teasing me about how I was going to have to pay.
(I went and took out money from ATM this morning la. Pandai mah *wink*)
So when the bill came - RM195 (O_O) - I took out my wallet to pay.
And then he was like its RM195.
And I'm like I know. And I paid. XD
I know he stoned at me for 30 whole seconds.
LOL.
Moral of the story :
Thou shalt not mengada and challenge thy younger sister to belanja you lunch, especially when aforesaid younger sister has two bank accounts. :p
muahaha.
ok nvm. I'm damn proud of myself today.
I bought earphones!
And I have no idea how to work the wireless thingy using my PDA.
Which belonged to my brother.
Which belonged to my father.
Who didnt know how to use it either. :p
I'm in a very laughy mood. No idea why.
And I just realised that I'm the kind of person who walks into a shoe shop
Intending to buy flats
But tries on every pair of heels in the shop
And then walks out without buying anything because everything attractive is over my budget.
XD
Me no likey the hyper guard.
Specimen. -__-
Wahah.
Hahaha.
K nvm.
:D
~vid~
Monday, 19 May 2008
Just In Case ;)
ME24363
M1/08
The Dean of Medical Sciences
IMU
Dear Madam
Re : Results Not Met
I would like to explain my poor performance in the Summatives held on the 20th of June. You see, I could not answer any of the questions simply because, on the 19th of May, at 11.55 pm, I somehow contrived to UHU-glue my Marieb book shut.
Hence, I was no longer able to extract any relevant information from it.
I am sure you will understand my predicament.
Thanking you in anticipation.
Yours faithfully
Vidya Pillai
Think they'll go for it? :p
~vid~
Drama In The Endocrine System
Human Anatomy & Physiology, Pearson International Edition (Seventh Edition).
Authors : Elaine N. Marieb and Katja Hoehn
(More fondly known to IMU people as just Marieb)
Page 605
You don't have to watch CSI to experience action-packed drama. Molecules and cells inside your body have dynamic adventures on microscopic levels all the time. For instance, when insulin molecules, carried passively along in the blood, attach to protein receptors of nearby cells, the response is dramatic : Glucose molecules begin to disappear from the blood into the cells, and cellular activity accelerates.
How terribly dramatic...NOT.
Can you believe this rubbish?
God save me.
What am I doing studying something I absolutely do not understand!?
~vid~
Hilang Idea
Very off-mood today.
I think its cos I had to come back to vista today.
I didn't want to.
:'(
*sniff*
Also, I can no longer fit into my baju.
-__-
Its tight at my shoulders.
HOW I put on weight at my shoulders I dont know. Maybe the baju shrunk kot.
But nvm.
Point : I cannot wear my baju.
Conclusion : I MUST lose weight.
I have hereby made a few new resolutions :
1. I must NOT eat.
2. Must do sit-ups everyday from now on.
3. Must remember to put lotion on hands and feet. No point being thin if got scars. -__-
4. Must practice conversing in malayalam. No point mengada go learn new language if own mother tongue not fluent.
Maybe I should develop an eating disorder.
ARFGH.
NO MOOD.
Good nite.
~vid~
Saturday, 17 May 2008
Music Tag! =D
I've never done a music tag!
I think I'm the only retard who gets hyper over music tags. :D
The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
Let's GO!!!
1. How are you feeling today?
Smile - Lily Allen.
I'm hyper. And smiley :D
Damn ngam wei. :)
2. Will you get far in life?
Hey Now! - Lizzie McGuire
Err...nvm. LOL.
3. What's your best friend's theme song?
Dance With You - Jay Sean
HAHA. I have damn alot of best friends and we can all dance togeder geder. wahaha. XD
4. What is the story of your life?
Kuriyeh - Jay Sean
err again. XD
5. What was high school like?
Jab Kabh - 36 China Town
Great la. I dun even know what the title means.
Hmm...so high school was complicatedly un-understandable? lol. This is starting to not make sense.
6. How can you get ahead with life?
Happy Together - Simple Plan
By being happy-go-lucky!! With other people la of course...Happy togeder geder. Be happy alone later people jeles. :p
7. What’s the best thing about your friends?
Stolen - Jay Sean
My media player seems to like Jay Sean alot. -__-
My friends ah? They like taking each others stuff and hiding it and making each other go on wild-goose chases.
Hence...stolen. XD
8. Describe your grandparents.
Soulja Girl - Soulja Boy
AHAHAHA.
*speechless*
9. How's your life going?
Almost Had You - Bowling For Soup.
Eh. wth.
Quite true oso la. I shall not elaborate. -__-
10. What will be played at my funeral?
Kiss Me - New Found Glory
Of all the songs to play at my funeral~! LOL!
11. Will you have a happy life?
Time of Your Life - Green Day
I'll have the time of my life. :D Yay.
12. What do your friends really think of you?
Now and Forever - Richard Marx
That I'll be a true friend to them now and forever? :p
13. How can you make yourself happy?
Chup Chup Ke - Bunty Aur Babli
Chup chup ke means quietly...or something like that.
I make myself happy by being quiet?
Dont talk so much. And stop telling everybody everytime something good happens. Jinx myself only.
14. What should you do with your life?
I Don't Want To Be - Gavin De Graw
This really doesnt make sense.
15. Will you ever have children?
How To Save A Life - The Fray
o_O
Wth hahaha. That somehow sounds...wrong. LOL.
16. What does your mom think of you?
Crashed - Chris Daughtry
Haha. I totally crashed into her very quiet, peaceful life and turned it upside down! XD
17. What is your deep, dark secret?
Time After Time - Quiet Drive
Duno wat to say about this either. lol.
18. What is your enemy's theme song?
Got My Eyes On You - Jay Sean
LOL.
Samseng sial. XD
19. Whats your personality like?
Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney
AWWW. :)
*perasan*
20. What will be played at your wedding?
Pyar Mein Tere - Vaah Life Ho To Aisi
Yay. I suka this song.
Dont ask me what it means. I pun tak tau. XD
I hereby officially tag Jea Mie.
And everyone else who wants to do this tag.
~vid~
If Only. :)
Friday, 16 May 2008
Food For Thought
Think about all your worries.
Whatever problem is bothering you right now.
I'll give you 1 minute.
Scroll down when you're done.
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and think about the earthquake in Sichuan, China that rocked the country on May 12.
20000 confirmed dead.
25000 still buried under the rubble.
The thousands of people struggling for their lives in the hospital.
The thousands of people who lost their relatives and friends.
And the people who lost a part of their lives.
Imagine the situation there.
Mass destruction.
Dead bodies scattered everywhere.
People crying and praying next to the bodies of their loved ones.
Imagine what it would be like if you were right there when the earthquake happened.
What would you do?
Cry?
Scream for help?
Or just give up and let fate have its way?
What would be on your mind had you been there?
The problems you have right now?
Your loved ones?
The will to live?
Just think about it.
Compared to the destruction and grief of such magnitude,
our problems just seem to insignificant.
Yes, everyone has problems.
Bad grades.
A broken heart.
Imperfect complexion.
Financial crisis.
Everyone loves complaining.
It has become such an important part of our daily lives.
I'm so stupid.
I'm too fat.
I'm ugly.
Nobody loves me.
I'm too short.
Why am I so poor?
He doesn't love me anymore.
Well, I have something to tell you.
At least you're not buried under layers of rubble, waiting for someone to rescue you.
Struggling to survive, clinging to the last shred of hope, however hopeless it may be.
At least you're not in the hospital, with broken bones and lost limbs, with blood trickling from your wounds and scars, unsure of the future, with nothing to do except wonder... maybe being dead isn't so bad after all compared to the pain you're experiencing now.
At least you're not kneeling besides your loved ones' dead bodies, praying for their safe departure to the other world, crying because you'll never see him again, her sweet smile, his infectious laughter, her beautiful eyes; never be able to hold him close, to taste her cooking, to live with him through times of good and bad.
At least you're not dead.
Life is precious.
And nothing could be worse than losing it.
I'm not saying complaining is wrong.
But we should be grateful with what we have.
I guess our lives are too perfect (compared to the ones in China) that we find things to grumble about just to pass our time.
So what if you failed your exams? Study more and try harder next time.
So what if your fat? Exercise or go for liposuction.
So what if your ugly? It's the inside that counts.
So what if your poor? Go out and earn it.
So what if you just broke up? There are other fish in the sea.
Whenever you're feeling down, just think of the millions of people out there who are so much more unlucky than you.
And you'll feel grateful.
To be able to experience the pleasures in life, be it big or small.
Like reading your favourite book.
Playing your favourite game.
Watching your favourite movie.
Hanging out with your friends.
Eating your favourite food.
Or just being with your loved ones.
The simple pleasures in life just seem so insignificant, we tend to overlook them.
Take them for granted.
It's when we lose them that we realise the simplest pleasures in life are the greatest.
After all, big things come in small packages.
So cheer up.
Wipe that frown off your face.
Life is too precious to be wasted on worrying about problems.
Try to look at things from a different perspective.
Think of the glass as half full rather than half empty.
And maybe you can make your life happier.
And much more worth living.
Whether you agree with me or not,
let's just close our eyes,
and say a prayer for the victims of the earthquake.
May the lost ones be found,
And may the dead rest in peace.
I thank you on their behalf. :)
--- JM ---
Speechless.
Conversation on msn.
I was telling this guy about how my friend said I had a tendency to fall for older guys maybe because older guys are more mature.
Guy's response :
I tot u were interested in me
I'm ur age
Was I dat special?
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Any more in-your-face perasan la. Wth.
I'm just beyond speechless.
I dont get guys.
You dont be nice to them, they say you play hard-to-get.
You be nice to them, they say you're romantically interested.
Grow up la people.
THIS is why I fall for older guys. They play less games. -__-
~vid~
Thursday, 15 May 2008
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Kismet Konnection
Damn la, why is she so pretty?
*is insanely jealous of Vidya Balan*
~vid~
p.s. Yeah, same name. *wink*
14th May
When it comes to achieving, the sky is the limit.
But
when it comes to dreams, there are NO limits.
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The one boy (I refuse to call you man! :p)
who is the reason no other guy will ever quite measure up.
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You damn old edi la.
But I still sayang you. :p
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~vid~