Helpless

I no longer have any control over anything happening around me.

And I have no expectations of people anymore.
They just break your heart.
They give you hope, teach you how to dream, promise to back you all the way...and right when you need them the most,
They snatch it all away.
And leave you lost. and helpless. and confused.
and broken.


And to have expectations of me, when you've never bothered to meet mine of you...that isn't unconditional love.
That's saying if you're not how I want you to be, I won't love you anymore.

And thats more cruel than anything, because I have no one else.



Guide me Lord. I need you now more than ever.


~vid~