Long Wordy Post

I'm tired.
Then again, aren't we all.

Haven't been sleeping properly.
My sleep is plagued with thoughts of bones,muscles,nerves,brain parts etc running through my head.
Its like a permanent checklist just playing on and on and when I wake up my head is just as saturated as when I went to sleep.
Been having weird dreams in the middle of it all too.

Had one day before yesterday, cant remember what it was,
but when my alarm rang I woke up in panic and flailed around wildly for abit before realising that I was in Shalini's room, there was no reason to panic, and even if there was I didnt have time to because I needed to get to studying.
Today's dream involved having a man climb onto our balcony from the next-door balcony in the pouring rain claiming to be hiding from the family because he was the maid's boyfriend.
...
I meant really weird.


I keep studying and studying and halfway through the day I feel like I know so much, and then I take a look at my lecture list and realise how much I still havent touched.

Long way to go.
Thankfully only one day left.
I dont care if I havent finished studying before the exam, I cannot study like a mad cow anymore.
I need a break.

Waiting for 4pm Thursday now.
Whatever my state of mind at that time may be.



So tired.


~vid~