Panic

Alternating between

I'm done. I'm done, I cannot study anymore. Bring it on. Come what may.

and

omg no I need more time I have so much left to study just one more day ONE more day please



I don't know what my feelings are doing.
I feel like I'm going to throw up from all the nervousness.
...or that could just be because of the shitload of meds I'm on.
Just like the sinusitis to act up days before the exam.


I don't want to go back to Seremban.

I don't want this to be real.


Help.




~vid~