So horribly depressed.
I've been irritated with every small thing recently.
The slightest thing is enough to set me off.
I guess its because I expect people to behave in a certain way.
And they don't.
And then I get irritated.
Anger comes from having expectations.
Why do I still have expectations when I know its only going to wear me down in the end?
ugh.
Can this all be over?
Can I just curl up in a blanket and just ignore the world for awhile?
I don't want to think about people.
Or assignments.
Or make decisions of any sort.
Or think about work.
I just don't want to think right now.
Is this what a life crisis feels like?
I'm 22. Qualifies as a quarter-life crisis, doesn't it?
~vid~
I've been irritated with every small thing recently.
The slightest thing is enough to set me off.
I guess its because I expect people to behave in a certain way.
And they don't.
And then I get irritated.
Anger comes from having expectations.
Why do I still have expectations when I know its only going to wear me down in the end?
ugh.
Can this all be over?
Can I just curl up in a blanket and just ignore the world for awhile?
I don't want to think about people.
Or assignments.
Or make decisions of any sort.
Or think about work.
I just don't want to think right now.
Is this what a life crisis feels like?
I'm 22. Qualifies as a quarter-life crisis, doesn't it?
~vid~
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