I'm just so numb.
And I know I've said I've felt numb before, but nothing compares to this.
I feel so lost.
Dont know where to turn.
Dont know who to talk to.
I dont even have any place to run and hide.
I want to go home. I want to go home so badly it scares me.
Im going home tomorrow.
After Lab. I don't care anymore.
Thursday is a holiday, and Im skipping Friday and Saturday.
I need the comfort of my home, and I need to be surrounded by people whom I know will stand up for me no matter what.
I suddenly feel the need to be with people I've known and loved and trusted my entire life.
I suddenly need a home to go back to.
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I cannot study.
God help me, I cannot study.
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The only good thing is I havent forgotten how to laugh.
But I'm beginning to remember how to cry.
~vid~
PS. Steven's corner is an awesome place to eat. Only they take forever to attend to you when you want to pay and go home.
